Monday, October 22, 2007

Night

I have posts titled "morning", so to balance that I should have posts titled, "night". Fair and square, maybe triangle but anyway. Tommorow, 23rd October is the day where we will get back our results, and hopefully move on to the next year. The official slip that tells you whether you get promoted or not will come on Nov 7th (which is really a long wait). Anyway, more or less, the bottom line is, we will know our results tommorow. 7th november is just like a ritual thingy.

Heck. I am hoping for the best but prepared for the worst. though it is an amazing fact that I don't feel intmidated one bit. I know tommorow will be a frightening day for me, especially when I am certain I will be a borderline case. Well, I don't know. Time has cloud my judgement, I don't even recall what I did for what paper. All I hope for is that the time spent waiting weren't in vain but instead, were put to good use and hopefully we will see the effects of moderation....if there are any. Positive, positive ones. I hope.

Seriously, one of the purpose of this post is to bury the post 2 posts back.

Oh well. I am going to be a major ripoff. Infact, Im ripping what other people have ripped.

From heeyi's blog....(been a long time since I took a good look..)

"It is the trouble that never comes that causes the loss of sleep". - Chas. Austin Bates

Well...I don't find myself sleepless after thinking about exams. Infact, I just feel like sleeping more. Sleeping is just like taking drugs or alcohol. For me, especially me and perhaps uniquely me. Sleeping is one way to assuage worry. But yet, when I wake up, I find myself worrying even more. Or worst still, I find myself feeling worst than before. I guess everyone works in a different manner.

I think I will be able to sleepy peacefully tonight, very peacefully. Infact, it is disturbing me that I do not feel a slight tinge of disturbance.

Will there be an unsettling atmopshere in school tommorow? I guess not, only borderline sad cases like me have to worry. Well, I guess there are a huge percentage of people who are already in the safe zone.

Had a super emo principal talk this morning in school. Can you beat that wrong timing? No! She talked all that B.S about our promo results. Results out tommorow, but why does she have to talk about everything today? There was a very untimely talk. It got some people emo, it got some people thinking, it got some people partially emo. It caused a silent rampage in the hall. At this time, (whether you get it or not), or even if it doesn't matter because principals don't sit for promo exams, promo results is a very sensitive issue here. Joshua was feeling super emo after that. I did for a moment, but it wasn't that bad. But it was just insensitive, and untimely. If there was a bette and alot more appopriate timing to say such things, it would be tommorow?

Okay. So today was a mass chinese day plus PW day. Chinese went okay. we wrote compo and I tried a question I didn't really understand and I got an 'out of point'. it was an emo compo by the way. Guess....not everyday is Sunday. Well, I was thinking about days and I just happened to figure out by sheer randomness that there are 7 tones and there are days of the week. and Sunday happens to be a B and monday to be a C. Well, that was really really random. Stupid me.

Pw. OKay, it was mainly free period. But had some consultation that dragged on and on. Dividing of labour. Reminds of whatever NIDL crap...

So tommorow's order of results will be Geog, Math, Physics, Chem, GP. WOOHOO. (/sarcasm)

And btw. I don't feel like going to school tmr morn. I ain't emo, but yeps, I just found 斗琴 NO3!!!!! Im going to play it tommorow morning. No chance man!

Well GTG.

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