Revamped layout

I twitched my blogskin a little. And, I hope u noticed it. anyway, Ive been rotting at home, doing practically nothing for the past few hours since I woke up.

tayyi's skill [wasting time] has increased by 1 level

Is that something to rejoyce about? I find it disturbing that I am extremely passively fatigued at every moment. I thought sleep could rejuvenate oneself, but end up, I just get myself back to square negative one, feeling tired again. When can I stop feeling tired? And this internal inertia, is like overwhelming my senses. Please, go away. shoo. i need to do some work, or at least do something productive. I guess, studying or forcing yourself to do so when you have no mood is useless. Im not like some people who are able to lit the fire of enthuasim under their arses at anything they wish. Some people..

To bore entertain readers, I shall do more surveyish stuff from friendster!!!

1.What do people call you at
school/outside?
tayyi.

2.How many pairs of shoes do you have?
2X yonex shoes, 1 X ashaway shoe, 1X go out nikey shoe.
total=4

3.Do you have a pet?
No. U wan to apply?

4.What gadgets do you have?
handphone, PSP, mp3 player

5.Do you like someone now?
Yes.

6.Does he/she knows about it?
Yes

7.Is she/he far from you?
Define far

8.When is the last time u talked to
your parent/sibling?
Few minutes ago.

9.What is your current mood?
Passive

10.What is your favourite song,and who
is the artist?
Don't really have fav song.

11.What's your favourite artist?
None.

12.Do you like your life?
It's fine, I guess.


13.What do u like to do in free times?
catch up on sleep.

14.How many country/countries you
visited so far?List them down.
Okay, bear with me
Australia:Gold coast, sydney, tasmania, melbourne, Kains, Perth
Europe:Italy,Switzerland,Austria,Germany,England,London,Belgium,Holland.
China,Japan.
Yea thats all, and singapore, sentosa lor.

15.What do you hate?
nothing in particular

16.What song are u listening to,right
this moment?
Wah lame one (but surprisingly melodious)
PJC college antemn in piano

Phase B..Must answer..Yes or
No..Cannot ask why..

1.Are you in love?
Yes and No

2.Are you heartbroken?
If our hearts are so friable, would we be still alive now?

3.Are you still a virgin?
Of course.

4.Are you taken?
Nope

5.Do you make out before?
Nope.
(is there a disturbingly difference from #3)

6.Is this ridiculous?
Not really. It's retard.

7.Are you happy with what you have now?
At least im better off than many many people.

8.Do you hate bugs?
They ruin the everpwning ever ruling mewtwo.
Why would i hate them?

9.Do you like animals?
Not really.

10.Are you rich?
Relatively yes.

11.Do you have a lot of dvd/cd of
songs?
Nope. All in softcopy. Pls lah what generation alrdy.

12.Do you think you're perfect?
Nobody is perfect. I am nobody.
Hence, I am perfect.

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Again, im not trying to c8 electrostatic attraction, in fact, im trying to tell you the survey as ended. Now to get on with harsh reality.

Let me take the first brave step, is to know what shit I am in right now. Let me see what work I have incomplete.

Things to catch up (pae-stuff)
1) Measurement tutorial
2)Kinematics tutorial
3) Chapter 0 to chapter 4 of h2 Maths (nice i dun even know the topic titles)
4) Chem Moles, atoms and stoichmatry tutorial and reading notes
5) Chem Redox Tutorial

Current homework and stuff
1) Techniques of differentiation Tutorial. (halfway done)
2) Physics termal physics qns 1-5
3) Chinese public speaking draft (200 words)
4) project work brieft PI
5) Chem atomic structure tutorial

My charmander slashes away things Ive done. now you see how much i have to do and in contrast i am sitting here ranting and ranting and not willing to do anything. Without the proper adrenaline rush, I cannot study my best, I cannot perform well unless it's last minute. I hope I'll get something done later.

Just remembered Im going to IMM to have dinner with my parents. And there's church tommorow. and then. I bet my weekend will be once again wasted.

Ending this post here, and going to take a power nap!

the deadly TRIALS

I gotta say im totally amazed at how wonderfully strict PJ's badminton trials are. It takes more than to be able rally like 30 seconds non-stop. If you're wondering whats my mood now, I gotta say im tramautised but I got in. So, somehow, i get this irking feeling that the coach Patrik Lim doesn't like me. It's just some feeling I get. scary.

Okay I'll go into today's overall day later. Trials is more exciting and humilating to some, (i will go into greater detail). First trials, now. Everyone thought there was only ONE trial and that is to stroke with seniors, (and woah woah woah how easy can that be? ans:very). and then the the trial results will be decided by the seniors. woah, nice assumption and information from the PAE batch. but WRONG WRONG WRONG. we were caught pants down with Trial TWO, and this was accessed by the coach himself. true enough, it's more intimidating.

To folks that failed trial 1, thanks for coming (as quote from coach), but it really seems that PJC is very strict and competitive. They don't want to waste time training noobs who can't even pass trial 1. Noobs may sound crude, or rather, people with no prior background.

So went there early I started stroking with my classmate Larry who turned out to be a beginner. So my sixth sense is wrong afterall. He didn't get in (obviously). and i was doing fancy stuff while stroking, i wonder if that affected by reputation (negatively or positively?). but either way, i was stroking in uniform and was rather sweaty. Changed after that and proceeded with the actual trials.

First trial is to do general stroking with a senior. I stroked with a guy called Alvin and he was decently equipped with a decent lob ( i think? ). Okay within 20-30 seconds he stopped and signalled me to go to the stage saying that Ive passed trial one. Jonathan Sim took lik 10 seconds of stroking and they call him go stage le. ming xian horribly failed trial 1 and clashed with ALAN and whacked his head. Initially Alan was not in, but later on he was given a 2nd chance and he was one of the 20 people who got into trial 2.

Now trial 2 is one scary trial. First they access our lobbing skills. Followed by Drop shots, then Half Smashes. Next was Netting, and then Serve. Everything went WELL except serving. LObbing, i gave them high quality attack clears lobs (actually i was trying to make them go slower with a greater altitude). And nicely done, I believe. 2nd drop shots, I didn't make any gross mistakes, neither did I make big blunders. all precisely done and I thought it went quite well. Halfsmash was quite okay though I may get carried out and do like 3/4 powered smash but I think that was okay as well. So far everynice. Netting was fairly fine, I did make couple of mistakes but netting is easy to make mistakes. And then NEXT serve. Long service. I gotta to say i was utterly disgusted with myself for hitting 2 consecutive long serves into the horizontal service box (which means wrong court). wtf. I think ive been out of practice for long service. all my singles game use short service and doubles as well (self explaintory) been a long time since I used long service in anything. (and in that case, it will be HALF court stroking which explains everything, like why my long service goes straight). I got it right the third time though. and short service was fine because i was quite an adapt at it. and then me n jonathan sim had an extra test which was backhand.

Now this is puzzling. everyone else didn't had to trial their backhands. when we heard it me n sim were like "wtf". sim obviously doens't have a good backhand, I do think I have quite an okay backhand but my mistakes are alot more evident at the backhand side, so I better not screw up. Pressure was building. I am tested on something that I would get scolded at if I did that. And on the first few shots, I did around the head and it was like an instinct now. (which i am quite proud of such an achievement). changing habits isn't a easy thing.

Okay. I don't know why but later on I just got selected. 10-12 pple got in out of the 60-80 people who trialed. now next thing is school team slot. I wonder if now I can get a school team slot as this year's JAE batch has fairly good/decent players. (and thats why the standard for trial increases significantly form PAE). And well, good news is the standard of badminton rises significantly and now there's more competition. Alan got in as well, and weizhong and jonathan sim. so 4 Bpians among all the people. which is quite a significant number. Now there are 2-3 guys which I may have problems dealing with in singles, and 2-3 which i can comfirm win. and an additional wz and jonathan sim which i obviously can't win. >_< now i probably shoved somewhere in the middle. average, and that doesn't get me anywhere. ...

okay i shoudln't be whinning about school team slots when people like wp can't get in. pity him mah he got got p w n e d by the trials. while we were waiting for the entire 20 people (PLUS an additional like 10 girls) to finish with trials 2, we watched wp do his trial one. And itwas the most amusing thing. Wooohoo. >_<. he was stroking with a girl senior, and he pulled off smashes that smash into the wrong court. not a single noticable full base lob, and plus an half-arsed dropshot which hit the net 50% of the time. now, he has nettings or underhand shots that blasted the net and failed to go over. is that what you call consistancy? well, pwned, failed trial 1. and obviously his movement is horrible so definitely one look everyone knows he has no prior experience. and yes, that is true, if he joined during PAE, he cud make it (if dexter can everyone can right?), but now JAE, with all the new pro people....tough luck. standard rise, and im glad i still can cope with it.

now sch team or no sch team, doens't matter. i'll just have free court ,free shuttle, free training for 1 year and wait for next year. i will train doubling hard.!! woohoo. anyway if play competition is only like....2-3 matches at most anyway pJC is gonna get eliminated. HAHAHAH.

And i like my NEW FRIENDssss!!! wooo, all are decently equiped with badminton skills and i look forward to playing each and everyone of them!!!! nice challenge now.

Oh and xin yi's fren kai ting is also in pJC. lol. i rmb playin with her when i was a NOOB noob NOOB nooB NOob noOB!!!

Oh n today is the ultimate slack day. NO major lessons. One PW, One chinese and then assembly assembly and student coucil talk. nothing much except slacking around n waiting for trials. reached home at a very wonderful timing of like 8pm.

i gotta get used to ths.

now....
monday-badminton school training (4-7:30)
tuesday-badminton group at cck sports hall (6-8)
wednesday-early release day (aka mugging day or social badminton day)
thursday-sleeping day (intense timetable go home must sleep to rejuvenate)
friday-badminton school training...
saturday-mr foo badminton training + jump at church
sunday-church in the morning and random activities/mugging.

nicely layed out outside school time table.

Plus my school timetable

Really looking forward to days ahead (with that much trainings here and there)....

deadly shackles of school

If you've been keeping in touch with the content here, you'll know why today is called "intense day". My stamina can't keep up with today's pace. One phrase, lesson marathon and breaks are negligable. Lets see what has been keeping me occupied (and so tired) today in school.

Before everything started I marched into the school entrance. Knowing that was a GL (guai lan) discipline commitee teacher standing guard and holding position infront of the concourse, I still walked in as if Im not going to get caught. Worst still, I tried my luck by staring into his eyes directly. I potrayed the greatest confidence that normal people wouldn't. And not surprisingly his GL discipline commitee sensors picked up my adnormality. Yep, he caught me over, just like pudge with his meat hook (and yes, his size and fatitude makes this statement valid to a large extent), and started reprimanded me for my hair. And yes, being argumentative, I bargined (and settled) for a weekend deal. And duh, I gotta get it cut this weekend.

Strangely, Mr lee the chinese teacher didn't find any fault with me during chinese lesson. And it was a perfectly normal chinese lesson. Who taught chinese lesson would be so annoying. We had to do this "standard test" and this standard test is probably an Olevel standard (with alevel exam format) comprehension. How great. And it was nice seeing how retard I am by stumbling on every other word while reading the passage. Chinese is just....just..not my cup of tea. Nono, not even water. We were briefted on this chinese public speaking showcasing thing where you gotta talk about something for 3 min in chinese. Woah, thats sounds like fun. I wanna try speaking in chinese to everyone, I bet i'll be a clown, but i think it's gonna be loads of fun.

Next on the lineup was Maths lecture. So after a 1 hour break (which was used to rush thermal physics questions 1-5 and catching up on food), we headed to Lt3 for this awesome lesson of maths. maths lectures are always awesome because you do like 3 questions and times up. Personally, I find it quite relaxing. because the lecture goes like this. lecturer goes through one concept, student tries example, lecturer goes thru example. So if you get your example right you don't even have to listen to the lecturer's blabbings. And I don't know why strangely but I am able to get those differentiation concepts right....while I sucked at it durnig amaths in secondary school...

After maths, a nicely timed killing geog lecture. And I SLEPT thru the entire geog lecture. to me my mentality is as simple as this. geog, end of the day, is a useless, slack but mugg-able subject. i don't have to listen to lectures, just mug up every single piece of word from that piece of shitty notes and go exam and vommit everything out for them. yes, i spent the time recharging my batteries.

Nono, not done yet. Barely half way pass the day. It started pouring, which added to the depressing feeling of school. But still, the cooling winds were nice, and I appreciated that as it was enticing me to sleep.

GP next. And I had to do this presentation which basically woke up from all the invisible sleep powder which was diffused around during geog lecture. I snapped out of confusion (lol) and started to actually feel more awake, and less blur. But still GP is still GP, nth to listen one.

Break, and then Physics and Chem tutorial. Double science madness. Im on the verge of like falling asleep anytime, but still chem was kinda enjoyable. I guess it's the way the teacher speaks, kinda entertaining. And I wonder why the teacher keep doin practical durin physics. wonders...wonders...

And now, to be honest I just woke up from a horribly negligable afternoon nap (which probably set me back in terms of fatigue and alertness). now i need to concentrate and start doin something productive. Nono, not playing dota, but maybe tackling some like neglected chapter 1 moles blah blah blah of chem....

boring boring tired tired

Yeps, im feeling tired.

I dun know why.

Today is CCA day in school which means it ends early.(1:30 is not exactly early in primary school days...bleargh) Woah woah nice one right?. But got house meeting. So sian lor. Im in Polo house and my Polo House shirt is GREEN! and my orientartion shirt is GREEN as well. So im a very GREEN person this year in PJ.

School was fine today. I wasn't really feeling well. And in physics lecture I wonder why the teacher was teaching secondary 4 physics again and I was partially dozing off. Wow great. U think sleeping in lecture theathre is gud? Nah, the position is like purposely make until u can't sleep properly one lor..

Today basically been a slacky day. With Project work and GP (the l33t slack subjects). I still dun understand the point of GP lessons because end of the day we still don't benefit anything from the lesson at all. Woots, and 1.5 hr wasted just like that. Today is a slack + physics day with 1 physics lecture + 1 physics tutorial + GP + Pw. tmr is more action packed and im so NOT looking forward to it. Just to peep at tmr's timetable...

Chinese 1.5 hrs
1 Hr BREAK
maths lecture 1 hr
Geog lecture 1 hr
GP 1 hr
1/2 hr break (aka LUNCH)
Physics tutorial 1 hr
Chem tutorial 1 hr

Nicely action packed. Little breaks, lots of stuff. In contrast, take a look at friday.

Chinese 1.5 hrs
1 hr BREAK
CT (which is sorta like frm class) 1 hr
J1 Assembly 1 Hr
1.5 Hrs BREAK (aka lunch plus PSP time)
1 hr Project work
1 hr Maths tutorial

Nice. I got to school basically for 1 hour of maths tutorial. the rest is nonsensical slack periods..and nicely timed breaks.

They should learn how to nicely balance the timetable.

Tuesday end the latest (5 PM GARRRR)!!!!. but fortunately, it's a PE cum double practical day so it's not to intense.

Monday is normal.

Wednesday is da l33t slack day + physics day

thursday is the killing day (most intense day)

friday is a long but slack day...

Bleargh. I gotta admit im not exactly very fond of my timetable.

and there's Chinese tmr and that teacher mr lee eng seng or whatever is not happy with my hair and he told me to cut it on monday and i still haven't got it cut. i hope he forgots from S.T.M.L and somehow spare me the trouble tommorow. Im INTENDING to cut my hair soon (like weekend), seriously, when i come bacfrom sch, i have lik no mood to do anything. not to mention cut my hair. I'll tell him the weekends if he questions me tmr. I hope he doesn't have anything to complain about that. other that, he seem like a nice guy and the keyword is SEEMS because i really don't know what to expect tmr.

And still, i haven't got my chi textbook. Wud any kind souls lend me?

Oh oh oh oh.

I slacked today away. Bleargh. Came home lay on my bed and POOF dreamland. I feel immense fatigue from just merely going to school. (too long never go school liao) and i still slept lik 12:30am last night. perhaps not enough sleep.

I promised collin to go play badminton today if I can book a court. But I dozed off halfway in the afternoon. Dats like. so bad. so sorry luh. still, try ur best on trials, i really hope u can enter man...

And collin looks disturbingly like a Lin Dan clone.

I bet he'll own in badminton one day!!!!

Im speaking like im already in it. But bleargh, I will get in anyway. What am I saying. PJC needs me.

Ego-ing ego-ing, ego-ing. I have a disturbing feeling that Larry from my class is a good badminton player. somehow, i can sense it from the aura. and i dun know why.

I wonder if i should do any work tonight. Prince of tennis national championships is currently downloading and I hope it's going fast (okay at least it's 45 mins to completion, i shall wait). and im tempted to like watch it tonight or something.

I did PSP for a while just now. Played Virtual Tennis and my character ( i named him SPDF after the oribitals I dunno why it just occured to me at that instant). His quite pro now liao!! hehe and i can own those level 1 tournament!!! lol.

other than that, my bro's been hogging my PSP playin racing games the entire afternoon.

Okay what am i saying? i shld be gettin down to mug (as if). I still owe my physics teacher the practical report (which the whole class pass up except me. Bleargh). and.....i bet i have some undone tutorials. LOL.

tutorials and lectures sounds kinda cool. and it's good to have a variety of different lessons, including practical because it makes life in school more interesting. normadic life beats classroom system hands down. Oh well, i just don' like sec sch system where you get locked up in a classroom for the entire day. and still. 2 hour breaks rock my socks..

breaks will be officially renamed PSP time.

Oblidged to post..

Been tag by this deadly tag of doom. source is from wr's blog. pretty selfexplainatory stuff.

These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog! '

1) When listening to music. I don't exactly have a 1000 song playlist. but rather, i listen to the one particular song which I like and I listen to it over and over. (even people who lives with me complain because they feel it's sickening). all other songs, good bad decent or even the extremely melodious wll be obsolete as compared to that one song. And when I get bored or eventually get tired of it (may take 1 week to 2 weeks), I will move on. Thats why Mp3 players don't work for me...and if you notice I have this looping setting on my music players which let the song I like play non stop and non stop.If this is not weird, what is this?

2) I can get very extreme. I have unjustified biasness against things and I know it. And I get obssessed easily. When im obssessed, i tend to go overboard, go extreme, and even forget and neglect other stuff. Things I dread, I tend to avoid them at all cost. but with regards to things I love, they're on my mind forever and ever and even when I sleep.

3) Im blur. YES. im blur. after 16 years of life I finally realized (or at least admit) the fact that Im blur. I get lost easily and I doubt I can survive in an alien environment. Yes, I am super super blur. I don't know if that's good or bad.

4) I take damn long to decide on things. Not like normally guys are, I am indecisive, and I don't really make good choices. Most of the time, I know Im making a bad choice, but I will still go ahead with it. My life is governed by wrongness and not what is best for me. I go with this gut feeling more than my brain. My brain does try to intervene with such impulsiveness, but to no avail. I seem to like making wrong decisions..

5) I can't stand not doing anything. Though I am slack, but I can't stand not doing anything. I feel the need to do something at every moment of time. If im not doin anything, I have to be thinking to entertain myself. I can't really space out, and probably my definition for spacing out is to be daydreaming and thinking about other stuf. I don't really stare at blankness and fall asleep. Im usually thinking of some other random matter.

6) I prefer to be alone, yet I dislike loneliness.

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Couple of + and - signs and that creates some electrostatic attraction marks the end of the
"game"..

Time to move on with today's content. Today was a very very long day at school, ending at an awesome time of 5pm. Reminds me of detention but no, the official timetable ends at such a wonderful timing. What can we do beside sighing. Sigh!

Today is sorta a "Practical Day". Yep. Had 2 practicals in one day, and each spanning 1.5 hrs long. (which is sorta tiring in my opinion). Physics, did some ocsillation thingy while we were supposed to get a gradually falling graph, but end up I got a darn straight line. Not only did I become the laughing stock, I probably never fail to amuse myself with how retarded things I can come up with. Period, my prac still sucks and I wonder if I had a normal prac would I achieve an A grade in Olevel Physics. I bet i got single digit for my physics prac then.

Woah, lab feels nostalgic, especially Chem lab. It seems like a revamped chem lab of BPGHS. And i admit I felt like so not used to not have Mr Mattew Lim teaching chem prac. Instead, it was another teacher. (duh0.o). And boy, we did nothing else other than TITRATION. i wonder how many times we did that in secondary school. Certainly felt nostalgic (and horribly disturbing). Though titration is supposed 2 be easy peasy lemon squeezy, but still, there's a new catch. It's the new burette!!!.

No, it's not a newer, better version of burette that does digital readings ( i wish ar). it seems more retarded and requires more technique because you don't control the flow of the liquid by a switch but instead your fingers. Hard to explain, u press this 2 clips, hard or soft, will determine how much liquid comes out. So it's alot of skill here...and dot by dot during the end is quite hard to control.

Ok, I admit i was noobing around in the chem lab.

Besides both pracs, we were treated to a very awesome lesson of PE. Tough, yep. I agree. We had to some ridiculous drills like 4 people carrying a bench across the track which is 400M. and we did that like twice (or thrice i forgot), and that really makes my arms hurt. Did like bunny hops which was disturbingly easy. People were whinning but I wondered what was so hard about it. I just didn't like pushups, and those arm related stuff. I am weak, yes, no strenght. But give me laps and I'll gladly run them. Short people, even without training, has more stamina.
And of course, we still did run laps, but not as much as before.

After PE, I dragged my feet home in the slight drizzle (or rain). I couldn't differentiate for the sole fact that I was still pespiring profusely after PE. And clad in my extremely "not so nice smelling" pe shirt (which has not been wwashed since ytd's awesome PE lesson), I felt so....disgustingly smelly. As if I would kill anyone in a certain range due to diffusion...

No, no aches yet. Probably tommorow. I went for a very intense session of badminton doubles at cck sports hall. 2 hours of solid birdie-whacking. Very very very taxing on my body. After I was done, I realized it was raining and I ran about 800M home.

I bet that's enough excercise for the day. I feel great and alert right now. So 1 hour ago (and the reason why I blogged so late) is because I attempted to do some work. Not because Im hardworking, but because my brother decided to hog my PSP and Virtual Tennis 3 is getting a little little little boring. so I decided I shall have some fun with differientiation.

And yep, Im halfway done with tutorial 5. It seems more fun, without vlee teaching math. for once, I do maths with a smile. It seems alot more fun, but still, it's kinda saddening. Differentiation is kinda scary cause if I make a small mistake it's gone. And I don't know why I feel so scared to check the answers. And I wonder why the answers are in different forms from my answers even though both are mathmatically the same thing..

Still got loads to catch up (not tomato ketcup). but still, I still don't know projectile motion (which I was spacing out during physics lecture). and Chem the first chap, i Know nuts about it. I gotta start learning them from scratch. and 4 chaps of random H2 maths.

Going to die? No way. Im here in JC to see how difficult things can go. I will still remain my slack policy, but I will use glen tactic here in JC life and see how things go. I will still remain on par! and i will do that while still being slack. And I put my pride at stake!

thats it for this post. I know ive been posting alot. Nevermind, I can be a postman in the future. (if you don't get the joke, nevermind. ive been recyling this one many times so get used to it..)

Picture Postings.....Grrr

Nice one, my post got eaten up so Im reposting pictures again! woots, niceone man i Lost my links!!!...

I WAS in a good mood but now im not. Grrr. I made a stupid mistake I hit some stupid button on my keyboard which brought me back to square one. Nice one, nice two. Whatever, just heck.

Had early dismissal today, which set me in a good mood!! nothing beats early dismissal except holidays. was dismissed at 11am sharp (not blunt for unknown reasons)......which was nice. really kind and it was supposed to celebrate whatever alvl result thing. I dun care, just gimme the early dismissal and.....i'll be happy. And it's really a big discount from the 3:30 actual dismissal.

Besides that, school was weird. I got somewhat annoyed by this fat pe teacher that forced me to go loan a tie. cost 2 bucks btw, unrefundable deposit (so why call it a deposit in e first place, anyway it's really an oxymoron. duh). Bought my collar pin (also forced to) and 3 bucks is a frigging scam for that little thing. But no choice, bo pian, buy then buy lor.

At least school was short today. PE!!! was great. though I didn't like my timing of 10:34! which is 2nd in my class and lose joshua chong by 1 second. bloody. he sneak attack me when i was lik 2-3 metres away from the finish and finish infront of me by ONE SECOND. ok. though this not the real thing (and i do not intend to be sooo SLOW for the actual 2.4km run). and this is the only section which I can do well in, so I better give it all I got. I believe NAFPA should be 2.4 ALONE and im going to score a gay timing for it. 8 min here I come.

That wasn't a joke, im dead serious.

Proceeding with my pictures...as promised.


(this is what pple call a PSP, [though it disturbingly sounded like a workbook which I was forced to do in Primary 6]. Mine is really nice hor??? i dunno why but white is just sleek and nice. and nice, and more more more nice. So it's nice right? It beats black!!!..woah. but end up the day, i hope it doesn't turn black at the end of 1 year. Bleargh)


route34:route to pallet town
Nononono, don't read what has been crossed. this isn't some route in pokemon ( i deliberately added that for some lameness). but anyway, (i wonder if route 34 exists and where the heck is pallet town???). but anyway...yeps and anyway this is the route I walk to PJC. nice? nice anot? must say nice to make me feel nice okay?



Man made river. just without the meanders and waterfalls and whatever you got.
Don't forget ox bow lake...., DUH.BEautiful scenery, this path seriously has the potential to beat sentosa or the zoo to the #1 most visited spot for tourists!! seriously, why not conduct kayaking courses here? and don't forget dragonboating.

Ok cut the crap. this long kang (put it bluntly a stupid little drain) has no purpose except to give me the much required f5ments (f5 is refresh on your keyboard) for the morning. nice scenery, and nothing can beats fresh long kang water vapour! good for health, and good for brain. thats why im sleeping through my lectures in PJC.

nice. that was sarcasm if you didn't notice.

Going to continue on to the more much anticipated solemn part of this post. Which is mE!!! i got this habit of attaching pics of myself in my picture posts. Please bear with it, and if you can't, pls settle for a tiger.

Don't get the joke. Nevermind. Let me go on. SERIOUSLY.


Im not drunk (and though that is what drunk people usually say). but i swear, i didn't get all tomatoish because i drank alcohol. but rather, it was the sun's fault.

Sentosa. remember my post a few days back and i was whinning like kid about sun burns. if you notice the colour on my face (for those without colourblindness), it's slightly abnormally red. And yes, that is the sunburn Ive suffered from Sentosa.

now why did i forget to stock up on Burn Heals from the PokeMart

Ok. next picture, don't laugh. there's no sentosa story behind it or some other explanation for the abbreviation of PSP. but rather, it has no meaning.


but just to share with you that this is the pic which I took before I sleep with my HP camera and I think my eyes look disturingly funny in this pic...

And I look like im ready to be placed up for auction or adoption.

Damnit.

And yes, those thing I have in my ears actually explains that I was listening to the radio.

Sorry to bore but no more pictures. And yeps. let me continue on with the daily affairs of the day!!

No trial today and that's sad cause I don't get to show off my l33tness, but thats okay. Delayed gratification is thumbs up for me as long as it happens eventually. 2.4km run probably makes me slower on court, which will cause some lag spike in my game (well it's just figuratively don't think im playin dota or what)...

played at CCK sports hall with Jonathan Sim, Weizhong and Sim's Mum. Sim's mum can play actually! though they were in an orthodox mixed doubles formation. And me n wz were like struggling. Yeps, because I was tired and Wz was playing this defensive Lob orientated doubles (which is so weird)

For badmintoners out there (shuttlers sound lame kay?), if you're familar with doubles, when your partner is in offensive overhead position, you move infront to cover the net. Ne? Correct? but when you partner lobs you gotta go back into "square position". nice one? what if your partner keeps lobbing and lobbing and you'll end up going front, then back into square without any shot to take.

Seriously, I was shacked after 2 hours of playing cum stroking.Nw im exhausted and there's PE again tommorow. Woah. FOrtunately my body heals at a very fast rate and Im hyped up to get at least better than what I got today. Yeps...yeps yeps....

Time to end this post. but before I end.

Ever wondered what is the nearest bus near you? it's the universal serial bus.

And that's the USB cable incase you don't know.

Ever had a teacher ask you to write a compo of too many words which you know nothing about?

Put a picture, it's worth a thousand words.

(ok i admit the 2nd one i rip it off somewhere.i just forgot.)

Psp-ed

Yep, I got Psp-ed today, and a white one!

And trust me, it's not cheap stuff. SGD 477 was what I paid for this little handheld console with an additional 4GB memory card. (which works in my w850i phone as well). Got it at this queensway shop which I heard GX, lionel etc..etc..bought theirs there, and the only thing which made me go all the way there was the large collection of 7DVD disc worth of pirate games they provide. (which is kinda cool and saves alot trouble). ISO files (which are PSP format games) aren't really small in size (ranging from 200MB to 700MB on average), and Dlin them over my connection is really troublesome. and not to mention downloading from megaupload or direct download sites are really horrible, and the connection itself is friable (meaning it'll disconnect anytime). So to save myself the trouble, I went the extra mile for the free 7 disc of games.

Ok, here's TY's mini review on PSP (so far).

I feel that the design is sleek and nice, but I don't like the fact that the screen doesn't emmit enough LIGHT which is important to me. I don't know why I like the screen glowing when I play, and I don't like the reflection u get from the screen. This is just my opinion. And also, the buttons are okay, fine, nothing too impressive, nothing too bad either. Everything is decent so far in terms of looks and apperance. I got myself the white one (which probably has a higher tendancy to get dirty, but who cares, it matches with my Sony w850i very well), and Im like seeing Black PSPs everywhere. Very tempted to get myself the pink one, but I figured that would look really far too gay. Off-limits, I better not stray too far.

Spent several hours scanning thru those games in those disc and uploading them onto my lil console. Reason being, each game requires like 5 mins to be extracted into the thing, and not to mention I also went to TRY the game out, and so approx 15+5min for each game. And right now I have 8 games in my console (with 1 GB left to spare..). Do the math and you'll figure why I took many hours of playing around with this lil console.

Tested several games. To my disappointment, Monster Hunter and Megaman didn't work for my console because I didn't have an original UMD disc.

Tales of eternia->A decent RPGish game so far. Battle system looks not bad and unique. Been a long time since I played any RPG, so I guess I'll be sticking with this...

Virtual Tennis World Tour->I can't find Virtual Tennis 3 on those Discs, so I figured I may wanna stick to this for the time being. It's decently fun and challenging so I'll be keeping this in my stick.

Pacman-> And sorry nope, I don't intend to keep this. But still, I haven't tried it yet.

Untold Legends->Nope, haven't tried it..

Samurai Warriors-> Nono, a mix of action/randomish slashing enemies and moving around on a general map formed by grids and titles (is that FF tactics's style?? i guess). Nono, not my cup of tea. Going to throw it into the ruins of deletion....(what a lame theme I came up with)...

Something something Mercury->Yes, a stupid game involving a ballish mercury. And in a series of puzzle-ish stages, you gotta force the mercury by moving it around and reaching the checkered area. Really lame...

Lumines->ONly played for a short while. Glenn said it's fun, and Im giving it another try. So far decently ok and im impressed by the concept of the game. Looks good and smells good but i didn't play too much of it YET to comment.

Practical Intelligence->One thing is i dun get this game at all and I don't really bother playing thru the tutorials to learn it. Maybe one day in some school break when Im really bored or stuck at my RPGS, then I'll attempt this. I feel a disturbing need to play games that involves puzzles, crosswords and falling blocks and tiles...Why??

Yep EIGHT games, and 1 GIG more to go. Seriously gonna scrap some of these "make-shift" games which I have in my memorystick right now. Im downloading more ISOs from ISO sites (and mind you thats not the quality control for drinks...pls)...

Games I wanna play, may sound lame.yugioh GX (yes brings back memories), bomberman, naruto, bleach..etc..and monster hunter, also..initial D. Worms sounds nice??

If you ask me honestly, Im more of a DS-lite person with all the mario-ish and pokemon-ish games. I prefer kiddy games, not those hardcore first person shooter with loads of blood and violence. Thus, Im sticking to the more mild games (and puzzle orientated) games for PSP. (woah, nice revelation huh? in case you didn't know me). Im not a really hyped up gamer, (incase you misunderstood from this post and this is my first time dedicating an entire post to games games games). to admit, im not a really game person and ive not really played a rpg for like...say....4-5 years. Since primary school days of pokemon or digimon world 4. Rpgs are certainly fun for me and i seriously wondered why I didn't try Final fantasy blah blah blah when I was younger. Probably the number of DISCs intimidated me...

Don't get me wrong, Im not going to convert from this healthy, sporty me to a geekish psp addict. Woah, that sounded crude but...but...maybe I feel a disturbing need to catch up with games once in a while....

And why I didn't buy DS. it's because...the prices of games scared the daylights out of me. PSP-ers have ISOs....wohooo...and the musicplayer back is cool.

Haven't uploaded any videos, but still PSP only supports mp4 (unless you DLED a player for your PSP)....so it's kinda sad i dun have any Mp4 vids on my com...so no testing of quality yet.

I posted a long post ytd so I shall continue on with momentum. I vowed to strive hard in college, and i gotta admit i slacked my weekend away (WOW, as if it's surprising.). that is expected of me duh. im a slacker.....hais, once a slacker always a slacker...

I heard there wun be trials tmr and postponed to fri. Source isn't really credible but I wun bring my stuff tmr. And my house is a 10 min teleporation away so Im fine if anything cocks up. So either way, i wun miss the trials. And even if I miss the trials, PJ team wud wan me so there's no way I wun be in badminton ( unless im choose otherwise)....

School seems loooooooooonnnnnnnng tommorow. not nice. not nice at all.

Another invalid discussion

My blog is ta black hole that sucks boredom!! and so Im blogging now.

Evidently, Im VERY bored at home now. Saturday has been appointed the ultimate SLACK day of the week.

To make matters worst, some futsal challenge thing (apparently it's some soccer thing) has taken up the entire CCK sports hall for 2 weeks. At least 2 weeks. And there won't be any training this week and next week. At least. This is just too not nice.

I had a sore throat when I woke up today. And the keyword is "HAD". because I don't have it anymore. Like my On and Off sickness, this sore throat is similair. It attacks me very strongly in the morning....and then gets milder and milder as time passes. I wonder why. Perhaps its because of the aircon which causes the air to be very dry and causes alot of disgusting plaegm to be formed in my throat. and my sore throat, is not really a sore throat but a mild ulcer somewhere on my throat (which is probably too mild to be considered a sore throat) [ so just treat it as some blister on my throat) and the plaegm gets stuck there. If you touch a ulcer, you would feel pain right? So this is how my sore throat comes about. And as time passes, and as I consume food and water, this plaegm just disappears on it's own (somehow) either when I cough or when the food brings them back into my lungs, thus, reliving me of the pain from the contact of the plaegm and the small ulcer in my throat. Very nice analogy? I came up with it myself, and im no doctor..

Anyway the gist of ths post is not supposed to be about how a sore throat can actually NOT be a sore throat. Because Im bored, I shall crap on.

A few days back, as I was making my way to CCK sports hall. I stumbled across a group of delinquents. One guy, clad in a very flashy purple shirt (really really looks kinda weird but fashionable in some sense), and he was dressed as if he was gonna parade in some fashion show. He had a matching pair of normal black pants (which i didn't pay much attention to). In addition, he had this punkish golden hairstyle. It's not those long and brown hair (like jap and korean idols)...but...it's those spikey golden. Very retarded.Best part was,and he was flirting around with a Regent Sec gal.

He looked young too, which stunned me. What is a young boy, with such a hairdo, in such flashy clothes doing otherside another secondary school? Is he trying to jio the girl he was flirting with? Is he a DROPOUT from that school? Okay at least I know, there isn't anything interesting around that area.

I felt pity for this guy. I don't know why.

And too, for the girl.

This guy will probably mess up his life, with no education. He goes into NS (shaves off all his golden hair), and then after NS, if he doesn't sign on, he probably joins some gang, smuggles some drugs...and then land himself in prison. If not, he would still probably be involved in some random gang fight and gets himself killed. There are too many possiblities to die in his world. I really really really pity such people.

That is if his a hardcore gangster type ah beng retared failurish noob. If his a pretender, that's worst. If he acts cool and pretends to b a delinquent, I bet he would suffer more...suffer horribly. He would struggle between both the good and bad world...and then, die of some mental disease.

One look at his appearance, body lanquage and I know what is coming. He will be a DESTINED loser, someone destined to suck at life. Make too many mistakes and walk the road of no return.

And mind you, the place we're talking about here is a simple neighbourhood settling, it's not TOWN or some place where people dress up to go for shopping. And people who dress up so weirdly to come outside a secondary school. Pls lah, if this not retarded what is this???

Still, my discussion is probably invalid and groundless. What i say is just really merely assumptions. Instincitively, I felt sad for that young boy, and probably what Ive said is....just to justify my instincts.

And yes, this world is rotten. And many many people don't deserve to live.

Just some random tidbits of the day~You can't make it if:
(some singaporean teenager version written by me)

-If you're 16 yrs of age, and you think playing Maplestory is a good way to earn money..
(many many pple thinks this way. they still justify their reason for playing WOW is to sell money and currency when they aren't even aware that the main reason why they wan to play WOW is because they like 2 play it. They refuse to admit it's useless. Earning real currency from virtual currency is really retarded. You play a game for fun, and don't try to justify it by making it cheem like earning money. it doesn't make you sound more impressive, at all. noobs)
-Your PSLE score starts with a 1.
(....what were you doin in Primary School?? Seriously, I wonder how is this possible. FOr me, I didn't even do a single piece of homework, I slept during lessons and I still got above 200. I wonder what you were doin if you got like 100+..???. People say, 12 yrs old is too young to judge one's academic ability, WRONG. it's the most accurate way to judge your intelligence. At primary school, most people don't study, it's the fairest experiment on how smart a person is. it's like base stats in game, people's stats change over years, but at 12, is where they measure your capability as a base value. And like ive said, it's because children don't study at 12 yrs old, thats why it's accurate. Exams are not about intelligence anymore because an A is easy if you study. And by secondary school, some children has devolved into muggers that mug their way through examinations and get their array of straight As, which is a very very sad scenerio. It makes examination not a guage of intelligence but effort and discipline.)
-You live by breathing air in LAN Shops.
(if you're hanging out at Lan shops everyday and you don't feel there's anything wrong about it. Such people really really CMI. I mean everyone knows games like Dota are the ultimate waste of time, and money. Can't this people just GET A LIFE? WHy not just play dota at home? And worst still, people who play MAPLESTORY at lanshops. Pls, this is getting worst. I mean, visiting lan shops once in awhile for social purposes is okay, but if you go there on a regular basis, there's something wrong with your maturity. Pls have it checked. and majority of these pple are still noob)
-You don't play sports (applies for guys)
(i know if i apply this to both genders, it would be extremely unfair because i know not all gals excercise at a regular basis. And PLEASE, bowling, pool, and cyber gaming are not considered sports. they're fakos that just wan a reputation as sports. If you really hate sports and you're a guy, pls find a knife nearby to cut yourself or something..)
-You failed your 2.4km (apples for guys)
(seriously I was tempted to put if you got above 12 min for 2.4km. but that would slaughter like half of the population? still, if you fail your 2.4, you know how UNFIT you are? go get a life or something, if not start by jogging, for goodness sake. All the other tests, are all an inaccurate guage of fitness. And 2.4km is the true definition of fitness, so being unfit, you really can't make it.)
-If you throw a rock into all your speech bubbles for the day and there's a 99.9% chance you'll hit a bubble with a vulgarity in it.
(Yes, if you swear swear swear. Don't swear. People like this, really can't make it)

More to be added.

just another post

I figured I haven't blog over the past few days. Was it one or two? I can't really remember. but anyway, life has been fine. at least this week, but next week it's gonna be alot tougher.

Today was probably the slackest day in school. Roxxorr!. Mainly today's lineup of lectures were H1 lecture (which is geography for me) followed by an hour of physics, then it was recess! then CT (which is sorta like a form class thingy), and then assembly. And I was being lazy and decided to pon Chinese remedial. (not like it would help). and for goodness sake I get headaches while reading chinese words nowadays.

One thing that was amazingly slacky was our H1 lecture. The geog teacher only have us a 30 min introduction on the exam format of geography and ended her lecture. And we lucky folks get 30 min of roaming time in the canteen before Phy lecture. Nice? And then after physics lecture was another 30 min break. Very nice!

Ct was horribly slack too. It was kinda fun but and it's the only time to interact with your classmates. I made knew friends, like collin and danial, they're really nice dudes. Collin wants to join badminton but he has no background! so his kinda worried, and im worried too cause Im kinda the one who rope-ed him in.. sorta....danial has grade 7 piano and can play many final fantasy songs. hahaaa...so cool right?

Assembly was surprisingly hilarious. The VP ( i think ), dennis foo i think, gave a very very very entertaining speech on "Advice on JC life". There were very very good humour included, when he stressed about the importance of the english lanquage, he gave mani hilarious examples of photos taken in Japan with improper use of English. Very stupidly retardly funny. One example was "Erection Deck" and " No SMorking " sigh. And in the toilet there was one that read " this lady must press the button after use " or something along those lines. I can't remember, grrr, and I diddn't take notes for that...

And somewhat contradicting behaviour from me is like I decide to heck care about Chinese and I bought my Electronic Chinese Dictionary today. Oh well it's compulsory and it's only SGD25.20, it's not like it's gonna leave you broke, Oh well (but it did actually). I can always claim from my parents duh. >_<

Yeah then there was this stupidly encounter with Mingxian and he told me to go play badminton with him. Oh yes, mingxian wants to join Badminton! and trials he gotta face! amazing right? one really wonders if he would make it through. to be blunt, if im the trial-er, I wud pick a really FRESH guy, instead of someone with so many bad habits and a form that redefines the word "noob". I have nothing against him (or rather I do perhaps), but....just to be fair and unbias against him, I gotta say he doesn't suck actually. He just sucks too much. Watch MX play badminton, and you're probably gotta rename badminton Noobminton. Oh well, the truth can hurt.

I know of an EX PJC badminton team guy and he said with my standard I'll surely make the team. Duh, I know. but since Wz say 50 dudes are gonna go for tryouts, am I supposed to feel intimidated? And trials are not my concern, the school-teamish thing does. Im aiming for third singles. (including wz i think)

Back to the point, (not jurong point or causeway point but the POINT, get it?). yea i think u do. (good!). and so I was at CCK sports complx watching CCK secondary school trainr. Louis Ong was there and I always feel awkward when his around. It's very weird, I don't know how to put it into words. But weird it is. And so MX was being a noobling and keep wanting to stroke with me. I DON"T WANNA EMBARASS MYSELF, so i just told him to shut up. that guy still wan to go play with CCK sec pple. NOt that CCK sec pple are good or whatever, but MX standard, pls la, at his standard he can't possibly crash people's court right? I can, but him? no way, and im not even doin it. Pple school training, and that ignorant fools thing that he can crash it. piece of shit.

I shall not lower myself to such pple's standards.

Actually, I may sound hateful, I may sound retarded bitching about someone who doesn't even concern me. But if you DO know mx, you'll probably get what I mean. Act cool, retarded and attention seeking, someone with absolutely no good qualities and all the bad qualities spring into mind whenver you think of him. Really spoils everything and atmosphere.

Put it bluntly, anyone would feel embarassed with him. And his emo and he cuts himself. Pls la, no one cares if he kills himself accidently..no one even bothers to rejoyce.

Okay, im being very evil here. God said love your enemies, (his not really my enemy, probably doesn't even deserve to be my enemy) but why does God create such disgusting human beings? Maybe he wants to punish the people around Mx. grrr..

Ok-ok. After that WP and WR came. And i heard about the retarded ACJC attire check and Im glad im not bright enough to enter ACJC. Well, I think I should be thankfully Im too stupid to enter ACJC. yes please, that was sarcasm. Obviously I know that ACJC is a reknowned school but from what I hear, it seems really retarded. Pple say PJC is 2nd BPGHS, true, pple from BP actually go to PJC (and quite a number of them), but ACJC has this "elitist" thing about them. Okay i'll talk about it later. Gonna continue with "the plot of the day!"

I played 3 singles with WP. 21-14,21-8 and the next one was 15-9 I think. I gave alot chance already.

And WP took my HANDPHONE N WALLET AND WENT HOME WITH IT. nice one man!!!!. i told u i put in ur bag leh. Wth..-.-!!!

I bet glenn and Wr went ACJC not because of the girls, not because of their studies (maybe partially), but just for the brand name. And sometimes branded stuff are extremely over-rated, and this MAY be the case here.

PJC teachers doesn't have the stuck up attitude, I mean yes. It's a school with huge turnover, but at least everyone knows that it is "a not so top" JC and many people actually have the ability to transfer out. And somehow, it is a known fact that students are what PJC want, and not vice versa. This inversely gives us students, a slightly unwritten privilege.

And back to the ACJC attire check, hearing it, makes me go angry. Guys forced to cut slope. True, I pity them. Just because their an elite school or one of the "more top" JCs, teachers would theoritically be more "stucked-up" and demand more from the students. If students complain they'll just say "go transfer school lor!!".

Pity students who go to such schools for the brand name. Not worth it at all..

Okay, I have not been a victim of PJC's attire check. But I could say I was absolutely safe even despite having sligthly longer than average hair. Or rather, my hair is considered NORMAL ni PJC because they're many people with longer hair than mine, and no one gets caught. Even dyed hair can be argued to become some natural hair colour. Debates debates debates, teachers don't have absolute power. Or rather, put it this way, they're kind and probably they're not to free to debate about whether a particular colour is black, brown or white.

To be fair, I would like to declare that I know nothing about ACJC and what Im saying is 2nd hand information (which might be reliable only to a very small extent), and what I say might be absolutely garbage, but I shall still press on with my opinions.

In BPGHS, teachers have this "elite" attitude and aura. You can almost feel as if they're expecting alot. Thus, such teachers actually expect alot from students. Day in day out saying " you cohort are peepor who cum in with 243 and above PSLE, u are supposed to be the cream of the crop" ( i think we're the 2nd layer biscuit or chocolate in this case BTW). Yes, actually our aggregates are quite respectable (not the best but....still acceptably okay), and olevel results are decent. When the school is better, teachers have more authority, and demand more in aspects like attire, uniform and hairstyle. BP is rather strict (but many many loopholes)...

Maybe in PJC it is because lecturers, teachers and everyone knows that ppeople like us are the type of people who need to work extra hard in JC. As this time, no more "walk-over" by the RJC,HCJC or in other words, AKA-The muggers. Alevels will be a harder better, so I guess our school just wants not to waste too much time on attire checks.

Maybe im saying this just because I had absolutely no problem during PJC attire check despite having unkempt slightly longish hair...Accordnig to WR "if you're in AC with this hair comfirm DIE liao".

Once i get caught i'll take my words back. Duh.

And speaking about Alevels, today's talk during assembly cited one phenenomen that happened during this year's olevels. Poly students are squeezed out of their ideal courses because of good olevel scorers. People with below 10 in their L1R5 going into Poly and taking up the spaces in the better courses.

And what has this got to do with Alevels.

One good news + one bad news, I'll say the bad one first.

They say one in every TWO RJC students has 4 As in their alevel cert. That's simply ownage. If we fight with them, we're get slaughtered in no time.

That is when the good news come in.

Not all Top JC students goes to Local Uni. I guess, so there's still plenty of space.

BUt just like the Olevel phenenomen that happened this year, what if all the Top JC students goes to LOCAL uni.

I like to say HF GL in that case. People like us, in "not so top" jcs suffer like anything.

And yeps, just to sidetrack. And stop whinning about such complex matters. I like to say that I have ARMORED teeth and it's called Braces. Eating has been really uncomfortable.

Yea, and im kinda sian of typing actually. Gonna end this post. Bye

So it's mid week huh

Midweek now, wednesday. A day neither here nor there. Not weekends and certainly not the beginning of the week. As thursday approaches, the weekends seems near, but wednesday, is rather a distance away from the weekends, but yet, it's not exactly the beginning of the week. Still, it's a very confusing day.

Whats with my introduction of this post? Bleargh, wed is still a strange day.

School was fine. Today was the slackiest day of all. Wow, 1:30 im already at the school gate and by 1:45 I'm home. In addition to the slackiness of the duration of school, there was a 2 HOUR break. and besides that, also had a Project Work Lecture which was mainly resting time. Subjects like GP, Project Work and Chinese are probably the rest periods of the day. In contrast I feel that once you let your guard down in chemphymaths you would probably be very lost, so Im not going to let my guard down in such subjects.

For the first time in this week, had my geog lecture. So mainly we learnt rocks today and I found it a bore. Put it simply, what Ive learnt today is simply Secondary TWO geography plus several additions. Very boring. Sooo sleepy.

Chem, bleargh, confusing shit. I don't get the atomic structure at all. So now electrons don't go around nucleus in a circle? Now it's some 3D shit??? And subshells and orbitals, sounds cooler and cooler but it gets more difficult. It's not impossible to grasp, but i don't think it's gonna be easy. HAIX. Okay perhaps Im exaggerating.

Okay breaks breaks breaks. Tmr also got a 2 hour break and end at 4pm because of a badly placed physics remedial. woah. not that i dislike that, but actually walking home at a later timing would spare me from the sweat bathe i get while walking home by the canal route. yes, i think it's hot or at least (i pespire like mad) while walking home. (hence the term-sweat bath).

Friday school finishes at 2:30, because of chinese remedial. and im really really eager to pon that chinese remedial thingy because if i pon i get to go home at 12 plus, very nice timing! but still...still...I don't wanna have a bad start by ponning anything thats in my way..

Our project work topic is either 1) Groundbreakers or 2) Entertainment. For groundbreakers we have to do a project on someone who has changed or influenced the way people think or generally the society of a particular human endeavour. (science, arts etc)Sounds dumb right? Bill gates or other influential people come in mind. And 2) is about how a particular change (conceptual change or whatever) has changed a form of entertainment and it's medium. Something along those lines, don't have my question paper. Lol, it's only the 3rd day of school and we've recieved an official h1 subject Alvl paper, yeah yeaps project work. dumb dumb.

Badminton trials next monday. Now i have to make a choice, to join badminton or not join anything at all, also means going ccaless. It's either one and I'll see if another one near me wants to join badminton, or at least people I know. IF they can make it pass the trials. Dumb dumb, what is a trial for? to see your standard, by asking me to go trial is like insulting me hur hur? no lah i joking only. Trials are like filters....yeaps. But whats the purpose if like majority of the people are gonna be noobies? Duh~im expecting that. So a trial is for me to showoff and to show that I don't get into the cca for no reason. And trials are testing on strokings, like lob, drop, smash, pretty basic stuff.

If Im a j2 and im setting a trial I would make the trial-ers do stunts and see how they cope. Then i'll pick from that. HAHAHAH. sadist.

Okay, Im gonna have to go to beachroad to have my braces down. Yes, finally braces. after painfully plucking 4 teeth, now. finally the piece of metal is gonna descend upon my gums. DOn't know if i shld be happy or not, I'll decide when im done.

Personal Quiz! interesting one

school was somewhat bearable but i find myself kinda lost in lectures already.

now to post something from wr's blog.

Things you'd write to 10 people, that you'd never bring up face-to-face with them. Don't mention names.

good luck guessing and ive been really obvious. if you know my friends n me well, you're get it in no time.

1) You're really strange and I dun understand you. One moment, you're my friend. Another moment, your the coldest shit towards me. Not that Im gay, but I think u've changed. I don't blame you for that, the environment you grew up in, the attitude and mentalitiy embedded in your mind causes you to act this way. cold and antisocial and only concerned about your own needs and future. You are overly concerned over your future and getting out of your poverty, and you live a life deprived of many many values. I helped you alot, I treated you like a friend, but you used me like a tool. But still, i don't blame you. Friendship is supposed to be warm, and not cold. Seriously, our friendship is a stale one, and we're both using each other for each of our own mutual reasons. That is our understanding, but I still don't blame you..

2) Your the best pal I know. Though u may gang up with others to disturb me in the past, now you've grown matured and now you really helped me alot in my emotional struggles. When i need someone to talk to, I know you won't reject my need. We were in almost the same situation after prelims, and we worked towards the same goal and aggregate. You were the force that helped me along the way alot in the mental aspect during the struggle against olevel and catching up all the 2 years of work. During those few days, I just think, you're chionging your work too, and I can't help it but get motivated.

3) Thanks for all the help during olevels. Without you, probably i wud be enrolling myself in ITE now. you helped me alot in Chem n Phy. I remember stopping by your house every now and then and you would teach me questions i don't know on the TYS. I rmb studyin lit, and all the other humanities at your house. those times, were tough, but i really treasure those memories. i remember how much i try to curb the temptation to play dota!. Though we did had bad times, you have your own flaws, and Ive learnt to accept them. I believe u do the same towards me.

4) You're one weird shit. One moment you always try to put me down with sarcasm, one moment you're beside me in a lecture hall and we're trying our best to understand what shit the cher is crapping about. We have still many misunderstandings uncleared, and still I really doubt somethings you claim, but ive learnt to give the benefit of the doubt. I do really HATE your bitching and use of sarcasm against me, and I reallly can't help to think you have an issue of inferority complex. PLs heal it ASAP. We're still friends, maybe slightly more than on the suface. I do admit I get furious at things you say and Im can get really get annoyed.

5) You said we're friends, and I let it be.I still treasure our friendship. Recently ive been drifting away, we've commiunicated less, but still, i wanna let you know that i'll still be your friend. not that ive lost interest, ive been tired. I know i hardly talk to you because an aura of uneasiness overwhelms me whenever you're around. I can't help it but feel that and I hope you don't blame me. Ive been pondering nowadays that if one day Im gone will it even make an impact on your life? Do you even need me by your side? I don't know. Sometimes, I think I should just do some disappearing act and vanish from your life, but I don't think that's right. But still, i wanna let you know, i'll always be there to help you if you need it. I'll be your pillar of support. At least try to.

6) Okay. Please don't harass me with Hunter X hunter when Im trying to grasp what the physics teacher is talking during lecture. Haha that was a joke. You're the most loyal person I ever know, though Ive said you were childish, but you were childish in only some aspects, other than that, your perfectly matured. You're really studious and I really see that as your virtue (and i hope you can teach me some stuff which I missed during PAE..hehe). Though sometimes I disliked you, sometimes I liked you, I don't know, it's on and off. But regardless of whether I dislike you or not, we're still be friends, no matter what. It's kinda a oxymoronish thing to say though. Still, thanks for studying with me during the Olevel periods. Without friends like you I wud probably in ITE. Thanks for helping me pass my geog prelim ( i still owe it to you man!). Your the best and without you my humanties would suffer like anything. You're my geog, ss and lit genie during prelim n post prelim days!! haha. thanks pal

7) Your can be the most annoying roommate I know. You live several feet away from me, and we share the same air at night. It's weird. Sometimes, I dislike you honestly, because I envy what you have that I don't. But still, though we're not exactly linked by friendship, we still can have a bond that surpasses ordinary friendship. I caused you loads of trouble, and I know youve endured it throughout the years. Ive deprived your own personal space (literally) for a long time. It's time to give it back to you, but Ireally feel annoyed due to the sudden lack of freedom. You listen to my calls, my chattings on phone, and you probably know me very well. I know that too. You've suffered loads in the past, skin allergy etc..and operations. I was this insensitive bastard that didn't care much then. I cud only feel envy at the things you have that I don't. God is fair I believe, and though I do not have what you have, but he didn't give me so many problems on my body. And lastly, I'll help you if you need any help! Though i doubt you know about my blog or even bother to read it.

8) You are really someone nice, and someone I could trust. You gave me not only morale support, but really really good teachings during the olvl period. Without that, I wud like to say I wud be in Poly or ITE now. You were like a surgeon saving a patient who is on the verge of death. You are not like a nutrionist trying to improve a healthy person's health but a surgeon operating on a half dead human. From the time u started teaching me, you embarked on a tiring and risky journey to rescue me. You knew I coudn't study, you knew I was lazy. You knew I was hopeless in my studies. You knew that I know nuts about science. but still you always said "because we're alike, thats why I know", and im really touched by that. now that im in JC, you constantly remind me of possible routes and ways I could FALL or hurt myself. You prayed hard for my results and my mediocre results was all I cud to do to repay your teachings. Now you're my good pal, though u carn teach me Alvl stuff, you will always remain as a good friend and a tennis buddy.

9) Now, now now. I dont really know what to say. You were a good friend, someone I cud confide in. But along the way, I really disliked your choice of friends, though your friends are my friends to, I might be the one who actually found you a pain in the butt and decided to form my own alliance and you did the same. And as a result, our clan spilt into 2. but now, it's more of less reformed. And i gotta say sorry for all the trouble. I remember our flamings on 08preaks msn groups. We had arguments, quarrels and cold wars, but still....but still, somehow I think we're friends bah? right? Though you may be somewhere else now, and Im in PJC, but once in awhile, we'll meet durin clan meetings! haha.

Grr can't think of anymore pple...

10) Blank WILL BE filled when I think of someone.

School

Finally no more orientationish garbage at school, no more fun dance (which is nt fun at all), or whatever, no more cheering. now it's like time to get down to the real work. And i am astonished by how slack JC life seems.

Today in total we had like 2 hours of breaktime. And I get to go home at 3:30pm, which means the total number of hours spent in lectures is very minimal, infact, I think it's less taxing than secondary school.

This week is mass lecture week so perhaps it will be different. And it's not that today's timetable is slack, from what I know (or seen), it's a pretty normal day. Get released at around 2-3 on average. Or maybe 4, i don't know. Only got a brief look at the timetable.

So well, my class is not surprisingly gay. And before I mention my class, I gotta say my appeal WAS successful. Im in S18, studying h2-maths,chemistry,physics and h1 geography. Not that I like my combination alot, but I get this irking feeling within me that I should have choose Econs. But I think geog sounds like a nice free A, so why not? I hope it's a muggable subject. Didn't have a taste of geog yet as there weren't geog lectures.

Back to my class. S18, is a darn gay class with about 20+ guys and only 5 girls. Yes, you heard it right. And other class without physics and bio instead has the inverse. 20+ girls and 4+ guys. That's a nice imbalance. Blame the school? Nah, this has to do with subject combinations. Anyway if you pick engineering in poly would you expect to have many gals in your class? no? not that im complaining, but i think it's a good twist, it's like settling in a boys class (just like a boy's school) in a mixed environment. totally wierd. It's like you don't see girls in your class and during recess you wud be like "oooo i see girls". but thanks to that, my class atsmophere is totally wild and there are like many BP students in my class (like 6,78 of them?). And most of them are 4p2 students in BP. damn, now me being a 4p3, feel like a total outcast. And somehow surprisingly,Ive seen some guys in BPGHS for 4 years and it's only today which I found out their name. Im really antisocial I guess?

Im not sure about tommorow but today all my lectures clash with the rest. The rest meaning wz, dexter, junjie and the rest of P3 gang. So I was sticking with them. Had several lectures today, GP, followed by physics, then chinese and then chem. Chinese was the most boring of them all and I realized I forgot how to write my own name. GP was also horrible as LT4's aircon couldn't be turned on for some particular reason, and I was with my own class and there wasn't many people I know around me (due to weird sitting position). And I can't believe I actually copied GP notes. Woah, it's like useless piece of crap which I wouldn't be taking a 2nd look at, and I actually wasted some pen ink copying it. Maybe it's just me. My mind's not right because Ive not held a pen and scribbled words for like months, and Im desperate to copy/write things down. Maybe thats just me..

Physics was a boring intro lecture. Really wanna sleep man. Chem they taught redox reactions and it was a boring repeat of olevel stuff with some extras which is balancing the redox reaction. dunno what half-equation method. Quite okay stuf I think. not hard at all.

Finished school. and came home. (by the backdoor AGAIN).

And now ive been watching d-grayman till evening. It's good, and im at episode 23 (where the fansubs are currently stuck at). Very intense and unique storyline. Fight scenes are really the catch of this series, but rather, the weird but captivating storyline. Exorcist! Akuma! Really really engaging storyline, with romance, weirdness and all sorts of lameness. Pretty cool show.

Okay, Ive been playing my Super Mario too. No homework YET. maybe shld be expecting some tommorow. Life in school has been okay so far, without tiger tan or vlee patrolling it, i should be fine for the next 2 years. I guess. Hopefully

Once again

I didn't blog for some time, I know I know. My mood isn't really very good now, and to make matters worsts, I gotta wake up at a freaking early timing of 7:10 tmr. I know my timing beats everyone else I know (unless the school's your neighbour), and I shouldn't really be bitching complaining about this. That's life for me.

I didn't blog since wednesday. Which leaves thursday,friday,saturday & sunday unaccounted for. Woah, Ive been such a slacking blogger. My apologizes, but somehow I get this irking feeling no one ever visits my blog anymore...

Let me try to remember what happened.

Last Thursday-aka the afterburn day.

I was really suffering from really painful sunburns (and that's because I slept with my face FACING the sun damnit). And yea my back, everywhere was hurting like mad. I felt as if I was on fire. I can't even touch my own face, not to mention take out my shirt. And whenever I have to bathe, it's really a painful experience.

That's me, I rather get burned than put sunblock. Pride.

I went to play badminton. And yea, I met up with Danial. Long time no see him, and he improved again. I got to see his new "speed", and as usual, his flashing jump smash and backhand lob, im like so envious.

I got annoyed by this STUPID fcuking old man. His so bloodiii weak, and so blooddiii noob and he keep making comments like his darn pro. He has decent drops and probably above average drops but he can't do anything except drop drop drop. Yea and I know my backhand can't lob ad everytime he push to my stupid backhand I give a rather decent quality backdrop and he keeps ordering his partner to go infront and tap. say what " see backhand no power just go infront and tap", like his teaching his partner when his own partner is stronger then himself. Damn fcuking annoying. What the fcuk. I mean like. as if he can backhand lob. At least I have an around the head, not like you, noobish old man. bald somemore, and short. I can't take it. his sooo annoying. And he always smirk and laugh so retardly. I can't take it anymore. But im despo, so what can I do..

Besides that, I went home. A rather depressing day because of my burns on my neck and I was wearing my collared yonex shirt which made moving a very painful experience.

I didn't enjoy thursday, at all.

Friday

Didn't go out and play. but stayed at home and tried my best to heal my burns. Went for YF which was preperation for a skit for Sat's Youth and parents night. Had to act out wilson's skit, which was so-so i think. But it wasn't really to my liking. Bleargh, I rather c8 my own skit and act, I can add in loads of lame jokes and stuff. Just admit, I have talent for being lame. but i wasn't given a chance and I got a rather stupid role (of like 2 mins long at the end..)

Didn't rehearse much on friday, except stone around and decide roles. after that went to market and eat, went back church to slack after that and took bus home. woah a freaking late timing. gotta rest and my burns were getting alot better. my skin peeling and it looks damn weirdish.

Sat

I woke up and went for training. I don't know why but I felt i played very badly during training and after training i played better. I played vincent and lost 15-4 at first. But later on I realized I could win him easily like 15-7 when I was mentally stable. My game relies alot on my mental strenght. And i realized that i have no control over my form.

I play best when im enjoying myself, and I can reign control over the shuttle.

When I focus, I can beat hanwei 15-2. When im off-focus, I can lose to him. I don't know why, im such a fluctuating person. Perhaps I just don't have the magic word "consistancy".

I just need to get my mental strenght up and going. Im not going backdown just because Im vertically challenged.

"the zone"~is a state of the mind and body which allows you to play your best. I felt as if I was almost there, in that magical ZONE, where i cud concentrate and let my strokes flow. I don't know why but my attack clear was really crisp and Im happy I gave my opponent a good game.

At the end he said he felt it was a tough battle and my lob was good.

First time pple ever say my lobbing is good. Im not really famous or an adapt at lobs. And if my senses are right, I have just learnt how to do a very nice attack lob which can put pressure on my opponent.

Badminton is about pressure and applying pressure. It's coping with your oppenent's pressure strokes while applying your own pressure. This is where attack & defense comes in, attacking is domination in badminton. To win the point, you cannot sit there and defend but you must take the initative and attack.

This is the first time I ever used lobs to pressurize my opponent. I don't have good smashes, I only have decent or passable drops and a slice drop to add a tiny bit of pressure.

The around the head has changed my games. In that entire game I used like less than 3 backhands, which improved my game tremendously.

Im going to find the secret to that zone, and master it.

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:)

Now the youth and parents night.

Acting was really fun and watching other pple's skits r good also. plenty of fun and lame skits which made my day (or night!). anyway, I loved jared's indian's accent. it's like so darn funny the whole skit would fall apart without jared. fab.

Our own group's skit was very messy, it was because i think wilson tried to make it the most cheem one. End up it backfired, and our actors aren't really very prepared. I was really really unprepared, and i almost din know what to do. But we had my brother tayyong acting so it was a cute bonus, i guess.

No winners or no competition,but overall I felt that everyone did a great job. every skit was good in it's own way and the humour rocks!! yeah ownage. Roxxor!

I shared during sharing time, and as usual crap comes out of my mouth. so ignore me. thanks haha

Sun

What a wasted time.

Slept very late, was really frustrated the night before. And in church i was really hexxoor-ly sleepy. l33t man. really sleepy...sleepy sleepy sleepy. i din really pay attention as a result.~but anyway in the afternoon i came home and slept. i woke up, i played and practiced super mario on piano and slept again. woah. then i woke up, practiced super mario and slept again.

At night went to collect my PJC school uni, which is quite fitting since I begged jonathan to get for me. (so i don't have to go sooo ubberly far to get mine, it's like so troublesome, and since it's just a peice of school shit, heck right?.). thats my style, you don';t have to forgive me for tt..

There's school tmr and I get to see my subjection combinations tommorow!! wee~ i don't really mind if my appeal isn't successfully

Maths, Chemistry,Econimics, Geography

OR

Maths, Chemistry, Physics, Geography.

Okay...okay.which one will it be. Im already fine with anything bleargh.

Just nice 10am. I vow to be on the bed at 10am sharp everynight.

Burned

Going to blogg about yesterday's adventure & outing at Sentosa. I think it was a successful one, I had loads of fun actually. But now Im burned, pretty badly. I can't bathe cause it hurts too much to be able to take a decent shower. Even wearing a t-shirt hurts my face like shit, yea. and it's totally red now. My face, my forearms, my neck, and all feeling a wierdish painful due to the burns.

Met early in the morning at church. Then took bus there. During the bus ride Jared was keep saying hilarious stories about his school english assumption. BUt i wasn't exactly paying attention, the bus ride made my head go...dizzy. and i was trying not to puke (or to contain that nausea feeling to myself)...and after a very straining long journey of like 1 hour we finaly reached harbour front. :)So took the skytrain which is better-looking and kinda better than the LRT to Sentosa.

Didn't do much at first. It was some rearranging games. I mean like, those icebreakers? got sort into our group. and nicholas was my leader we were laming each other. I was sick, but i really perserved under the sun. And the sun was really schorching hot, but I didn't expect tt it will be hot enough to give me such a bad burn.

After that played Dog And Bone. It was a nice adaption, because there were 3 bones and multiple people can be tasked to go up and fetch the bone. So all of us Dogs had a good time fetching da bone. It was really hot and sand really hindered movement, especially the first stride towards the goal. I think this game was the best among everything we played that day. I did try my best, I mean, I wasn't being the unenthu slacking who didnothing and jogged slowly to the bone when tasked to. I was like all hyped up to win, and despite having that super shitty annoying fever and blade in my throat, i managed to perservere. sickness may not be just about pain, and it can be your ally if you know how to convert pain into strenght....

And perhaps because I was already having fever I did't really feel the heat of the sun. Fight poison with poison, maybe thats the reason?

2nd game was some scavenger hunt thingy. I admit i felt it was a stupid game so I just found a spot in the shade to chill out. Rested for like 45 mins..and then played some captain's ball in the sand. Only one round. And after that was some random hitting of some netball thing and playing it vollyball style. Man i sux at it i only can use my palm and i can only fist it. Can't blame me, instinct.

After that it was cleanup. Everyone washed up and we were ready to go. And man, i didn't notice the burn on me and my reddish skin. I look like tomato now.

So took that skytrain again, and back to VIVO. where we had dinner. Ate at some kopitiam and I ate the chao fan NOT nice at all. or is cause I had on appettite. After that me, my bro, wilson, joseph, micheal and cliff went to the adidas shop and play foos balL!! lol. it's quite fun and surprisingly exciting. i was noob as usual and wilson keep doi nn 360 degree turn on the stick and make all his men do a 360 flip to kick the ball into the goal. sooo funny. played like 2 games and both were like very one-sided...

Then went to candy empire to buy sweets....spent 5 bucks (ouch ouch) on sweets which I have no idea where they r now..good joke.

Went home in MRT. And my sunburn sucks. But good, it's gonna make me less white....:)

This few days of holidays been really sad for some reason. I don't know why. I feel okay, logically speaking, Im fine. But deep inside me I feel sadness. The base of my emotions is sadness and inertia and reluctence. School is reopening in a few days and I'll get to know my subject combinations....

Total strangers...
Maybe it's time to forget you.

Herbal Tea

Finally after drinkin lots of water n herbal tea my throat feels alot better!! yay!!!

My wrath

Im not in a good mood. Period. Feels like there's this blade stuck in my throat, and of course, it hurts!!. damnit i gotta get well soon. Im like drinking water the whole day and it's still just AS BAD. try not to offend me when i'm in bad mood now okay?

And also, I don't take jokes very well. And currently im damn pissed with this loser. I don't know what other word shld be used to describe this loser. You don't have to make fun of me just because, you have a serious issue with yourself. Inferiority complex dude. Im sorry, but by existing, and by being around, you can't help it but feel inferior about yourself. Im sorry that you're born not as cute as mie, and im sorry it's my fault that you can't beat me in badminton no matter how much you want to and just because you're 1.75m and because im 11cm shorter than you doesn't mean that you have the rights to make fun of me at all. at least god's fair, he didn't give me 175cm of lenght and a downright retard ugly face. I thank God for that. And be thankful I could control my anger..

Human beings are certainly a unique species on it's own and created from dust by God, but some people really make me think that human beings evolved from animals..

Ok, I shall stop being so truthfully annoying about other people's flaws. If you want to disturb me for being short, fine. Then lets play it fair and I will poke fun at your fugly face. Then we'll see who wins at the end.

Most retarded dream

I got one of the most retarded dreams in my life yesterday.

I was driving my dad's car, along a highway. Imagine this if you can, no cars around, but Im speeding at a very insane speed. Then I decided to do a drift. And somehow, the highway had mountains beside it. (i know im probably no in SG in my dream.). and so I drifted and I hit the side railings and I dunno how the heck did the car go up the mountain and go back down crashing. And then. I found myself infront of a shopping centre. And then I realized one wheel is missing without any damages to the car. And then in the shopping centre there was this mini soccer competition and the prize is ONE WHEEL if i win the comp. So I form team with some pple i met in this dream. And we LOST. and I had to drive the car back to my house with only 3 wheels.

What a nice dream

100th post

I didn't go to church this moring. Tiredness + sickness = ultimate inertia. I really felt horrible, and probably several notches above ytd morning's feelings.

And just to celebrate my 100th Post..As I speak, I don't know why my fingers are trembling insanely.

It's march holidays again! and what to do? Slack, eat, sleep, play, fun laughter peace and joy. Back to the good ol days. Actually, maybe that's suicidal because I have to go through another ROUND of coping with the JC life again. I shall try my best not to fall back to the ever relaxing and l33t holiday mood.

I think im going to pia badminton because I haven't played in like 5 days due to orientation. It's killing me, trust me.

Yesterday I happened to be switching channels on starhub's cable tv and I found All England championships 2007 Mix double Semis. Anthony Clark and Donna Kellog against a Xie Xngbo and another girl from China. It wasn't that interesting but Anthony CLark seemed quite tired and his smashes were like all very relutently executed. He had very pretty reverse slices that instantly won the poin for the England Pair. And the England gurl was really tall, and it was pretty imbal when she stood at the net AS compared to the china gurl who was quite short. overall, england won. afterall, they had the crowd and home advantage. kudos to them.

Coincidently, the next match happen to be Women singles. And i have absolutely no interest in. It's damn boring la. I know the next will definitely be women doubles followed by the more "spectacular" performances whih are MEN SINGLES and MEN DOUBLES, which are like a million times nicer to watch...and the time was like 12am already. Im having a real bad flu, plus im really tired. gave up watching. i'll go download it sometime later.

ANd it's lindan and bao chun lai, pretty boring. I hate china vs china matchups, seriously. lindan, it's like powerhouse game and bao chun lai's form, oh well i dun really like it though some pple say it's gentle and relaxed "form".

Oh and Singapore's Susilo got very close in his match with Bao Chun Lai whom is like the 2nd top singles player in China. I think he lost in a rubber set 21-23 which is really really close. Ronald! go! I believe he can do it lah. And i really wan to watch that match.

Recently watched Lindan vs Taufik in Doha Asian Games 2006. Pretty interesting. And it was the china commentator bleh. It's true that taufik has become alot slower, and in addition, he doesn't have his "powerful smash" anymore. he either has power OR accuracy. one of them. but aside from that, his drops are very accurate and precise. And his main game is probably to move his opponent around and then suddenly initiate an attack. Lindan is still fitter than taufik but taufik won. His still a more all rounder player, and his skills are more "complete" it annoys me that the world #1 lindan is simply playin a powerhouse game.

EDIT:Isaved this post as a draft. and then I am continuing to type this now.

Stoned on my bed for like 1 hour plus. Doin nothing much. just can't sleep, yet shivering and succumbing to every pulse of earthquake in my head.

Fever rawks man. And i love sarcasm too....

Added almost all OG34 pple i know. And i can't rmb who is who LOL.

summary

Orientations have officially ended. And now it's time to post a very official post about PJC oriention 2. Oh, not like Ive been to Orientation 1. Im quite fortunate I din pon anything at all (despite being sick)...and it was fun. And if I say it's fun, it's really really fun because normally most things are decent at max, in my perspective.

Recieved our Opacks today and I was surprised because I didn't expect so much. Hahahaha. Shoebag which looks fairly alright, shirt which is green in colour (slightly gay but nevermind, wear-able, and the O1 shirt is definitely better), water bottle with PJC words on it, and PJC towel. LOL. Great, everything that I was just contemplating to buy soon. I need a water bottle, because..., my current one leaks so often Im going to abandon it soon, and it kinda stinks too. ( my chelasea water bottle bought from ENGLAND woots ). I need a towel because I pespire like it's raining when I play sports. High metabolism, what can I do? And I need a shoe bag because, I can't find my Red ashaway shoe bag. Nice one, love the Opack. Oh and forgot to mention the foolscap pad...

And I skipped my training today. Awww. damn sad la cause last week dun have also. Miss training & badminton manz. I decided to stay throughout orientation becoz I was sick and I can't go for training anyway. But it was fun lah, i can't deny that.

The cheering and songs part i was totally unenthu, as well as Dance revision. firstly, i can't dance at all. Im hell noobish at it, so I don't want to try. Don't tell me about taking risks, been there done that, and sux-ed at it that I dun wan to malu myself by trying again, (not like I will dance properly one day ). I slept throughout the cheering,songs and dance. My forehead was burning I think due to mild or maybe "not so mild" fever. You can say Im cold blooded because once my temp reaches 36.7-3.70 Im starting to feel damn uncomfortable already. Don't ask me why, my body works like this

today played a spiderweb crossing game which was totally ownage. Loved to play except I felt quite useless and a burden to the team because unlike other guys, im vertically challenged. i dun have the height in my legs to jump into the middle "triangle", unlike joshua, desmond and the others. instead, im not tall and im relatively heavy..., damn it la, really felt like a burden and I tried my best not to touch the rope so as to not put futhur burden onto my teammates. kudos to desmond, joshua and the other guys who were the "main supporters" and the "pillar of support" of OG34. You guys were the core and I was the burden. End up we only consecutively got 6 people over, when there were about 20+ pple in our OG (like mani pon today?). Another OG got the whole team over. I took a quite scan of our team. And I saw a tremendously huge girl with thighs with thickness probably double my own thighs. Ok, we can't possibly get everyone over already.....

Fun game, but realized i don't like losing. Alot. I feel very discouraged (instead of encouraged). sometimes, even if you try your best, it may be inevitable to lose. Commitment doesn't always gurantee success. it brings you the furthust possbile, but it still may pale in comparison to what others can achieve. human beings have limits, and there is nothing we can do about it..

What pessimistic thoughts I have. bleargh

Yesterday they made me vow that Im going to stick with my buddy desmond for this 2 days. At least the leadership training. I did. and despite feeling sick I actually went. U know me, normal school days even with important lessons in secondary school or commitments i have, I will STILL pon. i realized ive changed. I become stronger mentally and physically. now i am able to drag myself up while feeling muscle cramps from flu, as well a tightness and aches everywhere (from flu too), and a burning forehead. Not to mention a very inflamed throat and a champion athelete running nose. Not exactly the worst sickness around, but bad enough to keep me binded to my bed, for the entire morning. But i tot of desmond's face and him saying that his "buddy pangseh him". and i felt really bad. no matter what I gotta go to sch.

I gotta stop pon-ing things. I probably realized what I could miss out on...

Im tired, im feverish. Fatigue overwhelming me.

At least it was fun. But anyway i think i shall start accepting things as it is, and move on. Me more optimistic and enthu towards things outside my comfort zone. I should be more prepared to spent my life in school and not be always the "home-sick boy" who want to get home as fast as possible. pertaining to that, my house is 10 mins away and somehow I feel quite at home in PJ. is that a good thing? And I see the same view in certain parts of PJ as my house. How "nostalgic"...

Okay, im not the most enthu person around. infact, i think im lacking in enthuness (yeah not enough nitrogen if you get what I mean). or one expensive way is to buy N70 handphone and to break it into 35 pieces and you're be N2 gurantee comfirm plus CHOP somemore. okay?

I think after this one week break, school will start. Will get to know which subjects I will be studying. and it's time to catch up...

For now, time to stop whinning about the suddenly change of life style. Waking up 7am every morning is kinda killing my mood honestly. I use to wake up at 1pm. Suddenly it's like im suffering from jet lag frm holidays in holidayland. to all my friends still having holidays, you got NO IDEA how envious i am of you guys when I wake up and I picture you guys SLEEPING at home on your sweet comfy bed. I get so jealous that I wanna go back to sleep. Im sleep deprived and tired recently. I use to get like 14 hours sleep during holidays and now reduced to a mere 5-8 hours. Insufficient sleep causes alot problems...and maybe I got sick because I just can't adjust to the new lifestyle's timing.

So far many pple in BP i know in PJC. so not too bad. when im feeling lonely during breaks I got pple to talk to...

Day 3. leadership training thingy

LOl. today had some leadership training which was incoporated in our orientation program. HAHA. now my OG feels quite casual to me now. no more cold stoning from me. im like, i finally have friends. haha. desmond, weisiang, ray (correct name?), eugene, and one more guy i actually dun rmb his name. haha, sorry but i dun rmb everyone's name yet.

today there's one pushing game. let me explain how it goes. it's quite memorable, and it's damn fun lah. one group of six pple. some groups got guys n gals but i think mine is all 6 guys.

so it's to demonstrate the effects of "perserverance" and the angel and demon voice within you. 3 guys are supposed to be blockers, 1 guy being the pusher and 2 guys being the supporter. the pusher will try to use his elbow to seperate the 3 blockers, and burst their united stance. the 3 blockers are supposed to scream discouraging words at the pusher. for example, " you can't make it..", " loser..".

the 2 supporters are supposed to be screaming encouraging words. admist the chaotic exchange of good and bad phrases, the pusher is supposed to go ALL OUT for 2min. trust me, if u realli go all out. it's really tiring. And...and....

Realized that words of encouragements can give you sudden physical spurs of energy. out of nowhere.

Some people are motivated and hyped up by discouraging words though.

When it was weisiang's turn I was a blocker. And he was really strong and he kept pushing pushing until we were like in the middle of the hall (which had like another 1000+ students). we were about to bang into another group. And then suddenly some one shouted "go home and drink milk lah! ". lol. dan weisiang bursted into laughter and his energy from the pushing totally ceased. and we went back to the position we started from. damn funny la.

We 6 are now the milk gang! lol...

wad a retarded name.

I forgot what other thing happened. some socialising games like u're supposed to go find strangers and sit down and talk to them. first one was "same gender that you don't know". i found a guy, and talked to him about where each of us stay, Dota, and basically our aggregates and why we're in PJ.

2nd was to find some random girl and talk to her. well not girl but opposite gender. somehow i found myself with a girl called pengke (i think? according to desmond) but i heard her name is pinky. yeah and i talked with her. it was quite okay i guess. but i think she looks quite blur i dunno y i get that impression.

3rd was to find someone you don't wan to talk to or feel uncomfortable with. i found 2 random guys and sat with them. because i can't a group..

i think there was a 4th but i forgot..

the 5th one was to find someone you're attracted to. and not surprisingly, everyone was in GROUPS of 4-5 pple. when it was "someone". nice one. wth. all humji pple

then late-day we played something like...free fall. or whatever you call that. pple line up puttin their hands out forming like a platform for pple to fall backwards onto it. this activity focuses on teamwork..and like, commitment if not you're teammate would get injured. so it's kinda serious. din really like it. and i was the chair person and what i did was not to support the falling guy but to support the "chair-like-platform" the blindfolded guy wud be going up.

And..yeaps. time constrains, din have time to fall...

Okay. so it was okay. I submited my Appeal form for subj combination n my reasons were very long. hope it was eligible...somehow...

I pray that my appeal will be successful. haha

thats all