=X

Im sleepy.

Don't really have mood to blog about school. But YAY monday and tuesday is over!. the week hastens alot from wednesday onwards, for some unknown reason. it's like some "multiplier effect", thingy, as weekend draws closer, the closer it feels. the closeness to weekend increases exponentially as the week passes? maybe. thats maybe my theory. or maybe it's just my timetable.

Just so that this post can be longer. Let me reanalyze my timetable. Monday, intensed day. going to school. Monday blues plus long hours of lesson, draining away energy. i always go home glad that monday is over for this week and the following days would be much easier. Tuesday, long day too but it ain't that bad cause of all the breaks. Wed, a good day. Little breaks but going home at 1:30 is surely the best part of wednesday. thursday is another quite a bad day which closely resembles to monday. just more breaks (slightly). but somewhat, the mental advantage that weekend is approaching certainly makes thursday more bearable.and plus the "multiplier effect" and my theory on weekends...., thursday passes quite fast too. i guess. and friday feels very fast because after school would be weekends already.

Thus, I can conclude that each day would be easier and easier to pass by than the previous day because of the fact that weekend is approaching...

Anyway you must be thinking "lame ty! talk about his toopid timetable again!". yeah i have nothing to blog about.

Anyway something like a miracle happened yesterday. Have you ever seen a whole class kenna punishment and I was soo guai to not be involved? yepps. it happened. once in a life time.

Whole class kenna CWO [abreviation for corrective work order](which was converted by Lim chee wan's punishment alchemy to another form of punishment later on but...lemme finish the story first).

Okay so after chem was this GP lesson and auntie wong was on MC. so there was this "conspiracy" to pon and go canteen. But apparently LimLim found out. And then he went to the venue of class to actually check whether we were in the class or not. Because there was actually GP work set for the class to do during that lesson, just without a teacher. but heck, it's GP. whether you do work or not, there's no difference. so thus, explaining the rationale behind the mass "go canteen" plan.

And it got busted. Real badly.

The well done monster (limlim) was waiting in class. And summoned everyone back by the means of handphone. He called one guy to call EVERYONE to climb up 4 storeys to attend a teacherless lesson and recieve their punishment.

Well done!

I didnd't kenna.

very simple. I went to toilet. And I was being blur. And Jonathan Lam was being blur too. We thought Limlim was going to continue his chem lesson in the new classroom. We went up. And we were saved by a moment of ignorance, (and blurness). he thought we were pple with integrity and won pon lesson. Or rather, he knew I was actually ponning, but just because I was so blur to come up to the classroom.

Well, whole class kenna CWO. cept. Jlam, me and Joshua. (honestly i dunno how joshua manage to save himself too but nevermind)

And thanks to Lim chee wan alchemy. this punishment got converted to a different form. Fail the next chem test and attend CWO. Woah.

And so fast, nxt week is ...*drumrolls*

National Day!!!.....................;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; XD

AHhhh...mari kita

National day.........

Bribing us with 2 days holidays for patriotism is really =X, but since they went to that extent.....
Well...I would gladly proclaim my love for Singapore!. I shall be patriotic for once. At least to that extent where it would be a fair trade for 2 days of welldeserved break. Im not so bad and integrity-less to snag the holidays and don't give a shit about National day.

Let's be fair. Got holidays, got patriotism. Patriotism is directly proportational to amount of holidays given. Raise holidays by 1 day, you might catch me singing the national anthem slightly louder on national day.

Wait, Im not making sense ain't I!!!

Im talking about things one week later :) I certainly know how to look forward.

Aye.I don't really know what to say already.

Ohhh. and ytd's chinese lesson was probably the least boring of all. We were allowed to watch Korean drama. I forgot what it's called alrdy, winter sonata? What? I don't even rmb. but it was quite decent. gonna cont watching this thursday...>_<

Ahhhh. really nothing to blog about.

Okay. I shall end here.

Question mark.

I don't know whats with my blog post title. Anyway it's late. Bleargh. Oh well not really. Im getting up early every morning to run. My new commitment.

When the whole world doubts me, doesn't believe in me , all I have to do is to prove them wrong.

Turning the tables, isn't that my speciality?

Yawns, Im tired.

Quiz time again

1)What's your full name?
Tayyi

2)What colour pants are you wearing?
Dark Blue

3)What are you listening to right now?
Silence

4)Are your legs crossed?
No I don't use my Legs to play tictactoe.

5)What is the last thing you ate?
Seafood Rice.

6)if you were a crayon what colour would you be?
I rather be the box.

7)What is the weather right now?
Nothing unusual.

8)Last person you talked to on the phone?
Tanya.

9)First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
face?

10)Do you like the person who sent you this?
I found this blog hopping. Well I guess I like myself.

11)how are you today?
Sleepy & Weird.

12)Favourite drink?
Depends on mood

13)Favourite alcoholic drink?
Propanol. (kidding)

14)What is your favourite sport?
Badminton.

15)Hair colour?
Black.

16)eye colour?
Im not sure.

17)do you wear contacts?
Nope. Nope.

18)siblings?
3 brothers. All so cute.

19)Favourite month?
December.

20)Favourite food?
Again, depends on mood XD

21)The last movie you watched?
What was it? Harry Potter.

22)Favourite day of the year?
Im not sure actually.

23)saturday or sunday?
Saturday. At least there's one more day till school

24)Are you too shy to ask a guy out?
No. Im a guy thats why

25)do you like marmite?
Okay with it.

26)summer or winter?
We don't get to choose. We're perma-summer.

27)hugs or kisses?
both :p

28)chocolate or vanilla?
either one would do

29)do you want your friends to write back?
mayybe?

30)Who is most likely to respond?
someone that is as bored as me.

31)who's least likley to respond?
someone who can't type.

32)living arrangements?
I live with my parents, my brothers, my maid, my aunt and my grandparents all under one roof.

33)what book are you reading?
None.

34)do you wake up before your alarm goes off?
most of time, yeps.

36)do you miss your big brother?
Nope. cause I don't have one.

37)favourite smell?
Im not sure?

38)what inspires you?
Im not sure either.

39)buttered,plain or salted popcorn?
I like sweet one

40)Favourite crisps?
No preference.

41)favourite car?
Bumblebee.

42)favourite flower?
Fireflower in Super Mario.

43)how many keys do you have on your key ring?
7 keys and I can play a tune for you with it. =p

44)can u juggle?
I can juggle my racket, thats all.

45)favourite day of the week?
Friday.

46)red or white wine?
Both. Singapore Flag. Nah. I don't drink.

47)what did you do for your last birthday?
Forgot.

48)do you own a donor card?
What?

49)what's the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
What time school end?

50)what are you going to do once you finish this?
Having piano lesson very very soon.

Masterpiece

Ive been watching this so called "drama", [[ Liar Game ]]. I got to say I was really impressed. A definitely "must watch!". Im not sure about the theme. Definitely no romance. If I really had to classify it, I would fall under those kinda "smart" shows. resembling Death Note or detective related shows. Mystery perhaps? Suspense and maybe a little horror. this show touches on mainly one society problem. This is a world governed by rulers, and rulers are the people with either authority or money. For people to rule, some people have to be ruled. For someone to enjoy a greater privilege of life, another person has to suffer. A world where there bound to be people happy and people miserable. The controversy of "everyone can't be happy" is discussed in depth.

I would say stumbling across this show has been the best random act in these few past months. It's really an exciting show. It's about a game, or rather the Liar game tournament, where participants have to lie and and decieve other players into achieving their objectives. In most of the games, participants are given a large amount of money (like several million yen) to take responsibility, and if they lose, they will be forced into a debt of that amount. (which is scary!). The liar game organization is a big (and I suppose, Mafia-orientated) organization that will retrieve the money at any means, even selling the loser to another country. So losing, equals to losing your life or very very dire consequences.

Im not supposed to give spoilers..Bleh. Im up till episode 10, where by episode 11 (finale) is (I heard..) a THREE hour special? or did I get wrong info. anyway, that's besides the point. I still don't know what happen in the end.

+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+

Oh well. back to school tommorow. Damn. Oh yea im not sad, but im actually err feeling very sian. I don't know whether I want to pull through this or give up all together. My mind tells me one way but my actions tells me otherwise.

Im supposed to make specs soon if not I'll remain this blind.

And I need a wardrove change. I realize most of the clothes I wear nowadays are either 1) my brothers clothes or 2) my brother's clothes. Yepps. And the clothes I have are either 1) Yonex polos or 2) too small to fit anymore..

I don't have anything casual and yet suitable to go out in. I need to go buying some soon. I shall not use the term shopping because that horrifies me. Terribly. Maybe I'll sent my brother to buy some for me. Im really phobia of shop that sells clothing. Whenever I see them, I really feel horrified and for some reason, I get a bad headache. Maybe it's the bad experience of being stuck in a shop for hours and my mum bombarding me with clothes to change to and try. Horrible. I don't like going through the trouble of trying clothes in the fitting room..

Im supposed to have some class gathering today, but I'm not going. Because I realized I have piano lesson later and I gotta rush back. And i don't really want to go to the class gathering either. (i'll be frank..)

A quote, (random but yeh, it's quite linkable to my point)

--"It's no good trying to keep up old friendships. It's painful for both sides. The fact is, one grows out of people, and the only thing is to face it."--W.Somerset.Maugha.

Seriously, I don't know who's that, and who wrote that quote, but I think it's rather true. After diverging for some time, a gathering would just be a waste of time.

yea yea, flame me for all you want.

Gloomy days ahead

I know I haven't been blogging. It's weekends! Wohoo. Happy. Not.

School. Bleargh. Things not going very well for me. I know it's not nice blogging about such things. but apparently my mid year mess has brought dire consequences to my school life. Now, now. My parents got to see some random HOD (wow crap), but it's better than Wong Ah See. But anyway, I hope they don't class me as "cannot cope" case. because that's just very insulting. Cannot cope and refuse to study/distracted are fundamentally different things though produce very identical results. People who cannot cope are stupid, but people who are distracted are lazy.

Well well. I gotta *bankai for promos.

*bankai is a term used in bleach where shinigami (death god) releases their final form and goes all out (I know this is a shabby definition though).

[im really nice to explain it luh for non-bleachers]

but anyway. principal's talk was really a depressing one. I mean yeps, about kicking people out, retaining and stuff. Now i can finally feel it, if Im continue this way, I will comfirm kenna kick out. So...the only way out. Is to study? Maybe.

Don't get me wrong. I ain't feeling pressure because I am a very last minute person. In the most critical situations, things will go right for me. In things I cannot afford to do badly in, I will do well. So this is the kind of person I am...

Bleargh, enough of crap. Maybe it's just time. to get my lazy arse down and start some studying.
Afterall, I have half a year of crap to catch up with.

Things don't look good ahead. Night study programme. I bet im going to be down for it, complusorily. But i'll go lah I guess. And remedials...wth luh.

But it's just about 2 months. If it's 2 months, I think I can bear with it for awhile. If I know I can't, I would probably be flipping through the poly ads finding a suitable course....

Jc...ain't tough. ain't difficult. It's just. troublesome.

But it's not time to be blabbing about how bad things are. It's about believing myself and wanting to survive in there. To turn the tide, it's not impossible, but it's gonna cost me some time and effort. It's whether I want it or not.

I wonder how far I can go if I can try my best. But nah, I'll go 20% for promos.

Considering I had a negative value in my effort scale for mid years...Bleh.

Gloomy gloomy gloomy days...ahead. For 2 months. Will I survive? Standing on thin ice, it's just like a game, exciting. thrilling. Life can't be fun without these.

Adrenaline rush.

The power of last minute work will save the day again, just like it always did. But please don't fail me this time.

Oh and yeps. Friday was okay. Slack day. Lee eng seng didn't chase me for chinese work. I was kinda lucky and I was actually contemplating to Pon chinese. Useless lesson anyway. Sit there and stone. Then break. then CT. then assembly.

After assembly i went to make up for GP test. I did the topic " Choice is not always a good thing ". LOL LOL. crapped through it. hope I can get something decent cause the weather was really making me sleepy.

Oh and then finally, the last lesson of the day. Chem Prac. Organic synthesis. Was pretty fun actually....I got so little yellow crystals in the end luh...And the entire session, was a glue-sniffing session because the chemicals smell like GLUE...WTH.

Okay. That's about it. My post shall end here. Nothing really amusing happened this weekend.

That moment of several seconds, several steps, though short. I want it to remain like that forever.

Emo Monster

I just password protected my blog. So not everyone will get to see my posts. Do not tell others my password. Giving you the PW means I trust you and don't break it. If not, once I change the pw, im not telling it to you anymore.

Im feeling emo. Im feeling depressed. I feel as if you don't understand my pain. We both live in different worlds. Worlds with pains that don't intersect.Compromise. Such a wonderful word. Easy to say, difficult to execute.

Quiz

This is the longest survey you'll ever
fill out! Do the world a favor: fill it
out and post it for all your friends. Do
this because the person who sent it to
you didn't sit here for ages for
nothing. Answer all the questions
honestly, no lying to avoid stuff.

Starting Time: 8:08Pm

Name: Tayyi

Sisters: None

Brothers: TayYe,TayYang,TayYong

Shoe size: Not sure

what are u wearing?: Black shirt green pants

Favorite Number: Don't have one

Favorite Drink: Don't have one

Favorite Month: December

Favorite Breakfast: I like hawker food in the morning

***Have You Ever

Broken a bone: Shall I break yours?

Been on a boat: Yepps, many times

Came close to dying: Only in dota.

Swam in the ocean: Swimming pool counted

Fallen asleep in school: It was deliberate actually

Broken someone's heart: Im not sure. Im not a heart surgeon

Cried when someone died: When my hero has fallen. XD

Fell off your chair: Part of my everyday life

Sat by the phone? Huh?

Saved emails?: No way.

Been cheated on: I hope not.

cheated on someone: Not really. Actually

cheated on the test: Everyone does that

***What is-

Your room like?: It's for resting but it's not a restroom

Whats right beside you?: Air molecules

What is the last thing you ate?: Homecooked dinner. Ate it too fast without noticing it's content.

---Ever Had---

Chicken pox: Unfortunately I don't eat enough chicken rice. (lol!)

Sore throat: Duh many times. If fake one counts.


Stitches: Nope.

Broken nose: Yeps one that breaks down while running.

---Do You---

Like picnics?
- Maybe depends?

Like School?
- Lol NO!

---Questions---

Who was the last person you danced
with : None.

Who makes you smile?
- Myself.


---Who---

Did you last yell at?
- I'm not sure.

Do you like yourself?
-Yeps. Of course.

What are you listening to right now?
-the sound of typing. by 2 people.

Hated someone in your family?
- nope. what for?

What car do you wish to have?
- Merc.

Good singer: Lol. Nope.

Diamond or pearl? Im sick and tired of pokemon

Indoors or outdoors:
- Indoors!

---Today did you---

1. Talk to someone you like?
- Yeps.

2. Who?
- Not telling you.


3. Get sick?
- lol. nope.

4. Sing: Nope.

5. Talked to an ex: Nope.

6. Miss someone: Yes, very badly.

---Last person who---

7. Was in your bed besides you:
No one?

8. Talked to on the phone?
_____

9. Made you cry?
The same person as above.

10. Went to the movies with?
Byran,Wilson,Joseph,Kahseng,tayye

11. You went to the mall with:
If mall=shopping center. then it's _____

12.Been to Europe:
Yeps, going again end of year

13. Been to Asia:
Err. Im always perma in asia.

ENDING TIME: 8:18

PS:it's not even long at all dude.

Well Done?

Okay today I finally have something *amusing* to post about. I don't know if it's going to be amusing to everybody or not but, it's just me. Being lame & crappy.

Let's take a look at what I have here.




Yeps, practical lab report. (note:the F word there is flask, not what you think it is!)
And the red ink below that is "well done" which is mr lim's trademark phrase.

Priceless.

Steps 8 and 9 are not supposed to be there. There were 9 Steps, but 8 and 9 were lame ones. Like packing the crystals in a plastic bag and handing it up and stuff. So I wrote random crap.

That reminds me why I was 2 bucks short last week.

Pardon me for the ugly handwriting.

Ok. enuff of lameness. Back to the point. The day. Monday. Killer day.

I staggered to school. I didn't like the feeling. I need to know how to survive today. the day with the highest lesson density. ( least breaks, most lessons!!). 1 hour break and about 7 1/2 hour of lessons. Nice.

Pw passed like crap. I was doing nuts. Early in the morning, it was stoning session for me. Pure stoneing.

Oh and PE. I finally settled my standing broad jumps from a ungraded to a pass I think. Because somehow my ONLY 2 tries were miserable fault jumps (when I wasn't warmed up at all I guess) now left darn pullups. I still have a little time left. Maybe I should find the resolve to finally work on them.

I know i know. after countless time of ponning PE. I'm totally unfit. At least I din pon PE today and ran some laps. At least, at least. I don't feel so guilty anymore. XD

People pon PE because they don't wanna run. I like running. But well, I don't like to change into PE attre and change back again. And PE makes me pespire and that's irritating. And changing eats into my break. While if I pon, I get additional break.

So that was like not even a quarter of the day. Chinese lesson. Kenna pwned cause I didn't hand in too much work. Please luh, I feel like just saying I don't give a single crap about Chinese. It's a miserable H1 with no use at all. And I owe 9 assignments, by thursday. It's either the photocopy
machine or the detention table. It's either one. C'mon TY, u gotta make a choice.

Afterall I just intend to get my subpass and do away with chinese, once and for ALL!!! muahaha.

Okay Geog. Finally sitting through a lesson with this new teacher for the Human Geog module I guess. At least she's better than the old teacher. Or maybe human geog is just easier to digest. I don't know. The first thing I kenna as I walked into the room and about to find the nearest "movable blue cushion chair" to replace that stationary old crap chair sitting at my position, was a question on why I was absent in the lecture last thursday.

Oh wowow.

Err I was "uh-oh". (no hydroxide ions here XD). And then i said " err I was sick ". and the first standard reply was. " do you have a MC? ". Well

I wanna say MC delta titre. But somehow I don't like messing with teachers I am unfamilair with. And not to mention, I remember a previous commotion about her rampaging into 07s18 demanding mindmaps...

Ok. I said I was asleep in the hall because I was unwell. And her immediate reaction " see me after class ". Intimidating sentence. But it turned out fine. She was quite understanding....though I had actually somewhat a clear intention to pon geog.Or maybe. I was just unwell. I think im unwell. Wait, it's thursday. so many days ago. AHH heck.

So we were rewarded with 30 minutes of pure break before we continue our marathon of 4 lessons.

Okay. today didn't turn out very badly because I was chased out of chem class to do reflections because I didn't do my Alkenes tutorial. but wait, it was like i just ZAPPED the thing just before the tutorial. But it's my fault for doing it too late. Anyway. Sigh. went to the hall and wrote a miserable reflection then I lay there. stoning.

then Jonathan phua came and found me in the hall. >_<. he kenna too. At least I got company.

The next three hours crawled like a snail.

And finally now Im sitting here typing this post.

Woooh.

And actually I have a physics test tommorow on FORCES & Work,energy,power. Aww damn. It's either give up or give up. Choose one.

Late late at night

Yawnz. Super bored.

It's so funny hearing somebody watch scary show at this time. And im bored.

It's not exactly late. And it's monday! 12:00Pm! and erhm, somehow Im reluctant to let my sunday end.

Haha. Hearing commentaries on spooky shows aren't really going to kill my boredom but...

Freaky show..-.-

Ah and so...

Waiting for people to comment on this new layout which I just made (and sorta completed it's beta like seconds ago).

First and foremost. If you wanna know why this layout takes kinda long to load. Or if you're thinking "basket, why this noob blog load so long one".

I think I have 2 explainations.

1) The picture above is 805KB. I am no photoshop specialist, neither am I adept in condensing pictures into smaller filesizes. I am using Imageforge, which is a freeware kinda graphic tool to make that picture. And, actually. Im lazy to figure if I can reduce the size or find a better image host. Only some complains about long loads

2) the tagboard, links or whatever have long loads. I know i know. That one is solely my fault. I think it's due to shabby coding. It will work eventually though, just be patient till it loads. I am no HTML whizz. So don't expect much.

Okay. SORRY about the long load.

I think my previous layout was the longest ever layout I have ever left on the blog. This one, as you can see, is simply a revamped version of it. (with new banner and new font and new colour etc..). But basically, if you notice close enough. there are enough similarities to allow you to wonder how much time it took me to "modify" the layout to something new. Answer:not really much.

It took me like 2 hours actually. Which was kinda long. Because I was reading digital life inbetween. And I was filling in personal info kinda stuff when I decided to scrap all of them as they are gonna seem like eyesores to me sooner or later. (yeah why? I don't know?).

The colour scheme, and contrast. Looks decent? I think the words are read-able. No major problems here.

The only drawback is the long load. Or maybe the tiny fonts. but im not really fond of tiny fonts ( no pun intended ). Tiny fonts look more professional, in my perspective.

And yes, im back to typing in paragraphs (or more of in sentences.).

Zzzzzz

Meow. Saturday morning.
I got no mood to write in graphs. I mean, paragraphs.
I slept at 2am last night.
But I woke up feeling refreshed and awake, I wonder why.
Yesterday been a horrible day. 20th July.
Oh and did I mention that I PONNED school!
yea, incase they lock gates and prevent people from going home.
For that *burady weetardirt burad donation thing.
And im not guilty at all. Wee~
Yea so I was slagging at home. (no not that one associated with blast furnace).
slacking i mean...
Was thinking of changing blog layout. but didn't.
too troublesome. zzzz.
I see promos are coming soon. WOOHOO.
im excited. Finally can go pwn back the papers ler..
Fang shui too much during mid year, kenna owned.
now....now..
sweet revenge!
but nida level up first. nvm, still got time.
(random:this way of posting really dun sound like me huh)
but neways...
I didn't blog anything about thursday too right?
Nothing much happened. you can't expect much from a schoolday right.
I was feeling partially unwell and partially sleepy. Horrible day. Thursday was
I wanted to go home.
then some sadist persuaded me not to go home by repeating all the consequences
infront of me as I was about to make a 400M dash out of school. not literally though!
So i turned back. Im indecisive hais.
But i felt better after ponning geog and sleeping in the hall
it was raining! priceless! cooling and shiok!
managed to rejuvenate and heal enough hit points to survive the rest of the day
despite the status aliment - "fluishness".
So the day passed fine.
Oh and GP had debate on Captical punishment. I was last speaker
I went up talk about Zoo and animals. Ain't I random.
That's for not preparing with my notes and not paying a single crap in class.
Woohoo.
So it's saturday
Training later. then going for jump.
Nothing much.
I don't want monday to come
seems like will be a horribly long day again.
Hais. nth to blog about.

Hope you enjoy one of the rare moments when I post in such a crappoformat.

20072007

the date is 20072007

I mean 20/07/2007.

OPPS it's 21 july already. dang, midnight pass alrdy.

More quiz

I see: my com screen duh.
I need: holidays!
I find: school a bore.
I want: to sleep. Im tired!
I have: 170 dollar phone bill I need to settle
I wish: for coins to fall from heaven.
I love: You.
I hate: too many things to be listed
I miss: You.
I fear: fear itself.
I feel: Sleepy
I hear: Music playing from my com.
I smell: Nothingness.
I crave: For Fruittarts!
I search: on google?
I wonder: Who created this.
I regret: Nothing actually

The last time you
Smiled: I forgot.
Laughed: I forgot. Probably at my own lame joke.
Cried:I never cried for years already
Bought something: The last thing I remember beside edible stuff was a notebook.
Kissed someone: haven yet.
Talked to an ex: long long ago.
Watched your favourite movie: don't have a fav movie.
Had a nightmare: during a 30 minute break last friday in school. it was just 20 minutes of sleep that got me a nightmare. strange.

Do You
Have a dream that keeps coming back? not really.
Believe there is life on other planets? nope.
Remember your first love? Living through it now.
Have any gay or lesbian friends? People who pretend.
Believe in miracles? Nope.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yes.
Consider yourself tolerant of others? Nope. not really actually
Consider love a mistake? Sometimes.
Like the taste of alcohol? Nope. Never wanna eat my organic chem notes.
Believe in God? Definitely.
Pray? Yeps.
Go to church? Friday and Saturday and Sunday
Have any piercings? Wan me to pierce your brain for you. You need it.
Have an obsession? Im usually obsessed with things.
Have a secret crush? Nope
Care about looks? yeah. kinda.

Quiz

1.Honestly what color is your shirt?
- grey

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
- What time to go and sleep?

3. Honestly, what are you doing right
now?
- Talking on the phone.

4. Honestly, have you ever been in
love ?
- Yeps.

5. Honestly, have you done something
bad today?
- I cheated and adjusted my graph to fit in physics prac spa >_<

6. Honestly, do you watch disney
channel?
- i don't watch tv.

7.Honestly, who is the last person you
talked to on the phone?
- tanya. (er like now?)

8.Honestly, are you jealous of
somebody right now?
- nope. nobody really.

9. Honestly, what makes you mad most
of the time?
- im not sure.

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
- sometimes.

11. Honestly, do you use anyone?
- err not really.

12. Honestly, do you want to see
someone this very moment?
- YES

13. Honestly, do you have a friend
you don't like?
- Duh. Plenty

14. Honestly, do you love someone very
much?
- Yes.

15. Honestly, does anyone like you?
- Yes.

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*

1. What do you do when you're mad?
- Sleep.

2. What's the worst thing you've done
when you were mad?
- Im not sure.

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were
mad?
- Yeps.

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
- Nope.

5. When was the last time you really
cried?
- Long long ago.

6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
- Nope. not really

7. What usually makes you cry?
- Onions.

8. Are you normally a happy person?
- Nope, not really.

9. Does being with your friends makes
you happy?
- Kinda. Depends on which friends.

10. When people say they think you are
good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
I know that myself.

Rojak post

Oh, got loads of stuff to blog about. Because ive been neglecting this blog for a couple of days already.

Anyway. I went to watch Harry Potter, order of phoenix on saturday at AMK hub. My bro, joseph, kah seng, wilson and bryan went. I had high hopes, because it's harry potter. Everyone's talking about it. It seems like a classic "must-watch". but woah, what a letdown. a totally boring show. Maybe there's some prejudice here because I haven't read the book (and I don't really intend to). It's really a yawnicating movie! We sat on the first row though and it was a neck-busting experience.

Actually, not too boring. It was messy. yes, messy and disorientated. Perhaps they had too much info to compress. What they delivered is probably the most prominent pieces of a giga-sized jigsaw puzzle. That's why we don't see the whole picture. Perhaps, maybe. You'll need a diehard harry potter fan or someone who have actually bothered to read the book to appreciate it.

The most stunning scene. Really didn't saw that coming. Harry potter's kissing scene with Cho. I was really taken aback. What happened to the BIG "PG" slapped onto the door of the cinema. Goss, I will kinda feel weird if i watched this with my parents. And I could see that the kissing scene did nothing to plot contribution.

An extra scene. Which was pricelessly dumb. And yes. random.

Overall, the show is a letdown. Though it is actually watch-able and just to follow the trend, go with flow sorta thing.

And is it just me that I feel ron is actually alot more handsome than harry. Harry seems...nerdish to me. Maybe it's the glasses..Sorta.

lol...

Anyway. yesterday was the xiongest day of all in my entire 10.5 yrs of education. I mean, what beats lesson till 5pm. 4 hour lesson marathon. Not little pushover subjects but chem. wow. chem, gp, then phy, then chem again. And before that we had an array of interestingly dumb subjects like geog, pw, PE...fillers. but fillers, can drain energy too.

that is because we had a 1 hour chem makeup lesson attached to the end of the day, which was supposed to end at 4:30. bringing it to a grand total of 5:30pm. totally wrecked.sleepy.

I was really drained and exhausted after yesterday. I felt noble though. As in, if I could survive yesterday, I could survive anyday in school. seems like next monday will be sorta...the same? sighs...sighs.

Okay. yesterday was imbal sian tired day. today was ultra slack + exam day. Had physics spa, which was.quite. easy. at least compared to the previous experiments. I was praying and praying like " NOSTRINGS please!!". no knots!. no over troublesome experiements!!!. and guess what, they gave us something which requires no brain to set up.

I don't really have to explain how the experiement was like right? Mainly it was quite nice doing because the set up, once you set it up, you won't have to adjust with any of the other settings. So it's just set up, then place your masses. then time. time. time. and get your readings.

aNd yeps. i cheated abit with my readings here and there.

Ok lah. at least i didn't screw it up. I hope.

Yea then 1.5 hour lecture of chem. Arenes! wooho. Slept thru it. tired. cannot concentrate. i think i shall wait till tutorial before i will be able to understand the topic. lectures, are actually quite useless if you don't have specs. and you're a nod away from falling asleep.

Then followed by a 2 hour break.

Was hanging out by the piano. Me and jlam were there. and i was playing my sicko emo version of fur elise. yes I know my 2nd part have BAD timing. I know i know.

then there were few people waiting to play. that guy seemed pro, and i didn't really want to malu myself. but at least i had jlam with me. so he has grade 8, so i feel more secure. at least there's like a pro with me.

that guy was with 2 girls. and somhow, it doesnt take much thinking to figure that his "showing off?" because everytime he play something the girls would clap. I figured he could only play pop music.

And then. he played fur elise. I was STUNNED. as in, the first part. you know, the no brainer part.

it sounded, not bad. i was like " oh no, his fur elise seems quite pro". i turned away my head.

And then. he broke down in the 2nd part. I was like " LOL! "

Anyway, that was random.

After that was chi listening compre. Really easy. I was paying 20% attention though. actually. And MOE seems like they're trying to hypnotize us by playing really drowsy classics on symphony dunno what station before playing the listening compre.

2pm report.

2pm-3pm. stoning/ sleeping / listening to classicals!!!

nice hypnotism strategy

And nice save money strategy by broadcasting instead of using tapes. Nice one.

Defiance? Not!

It's a saturday!! And my moood is high, as usual. Just because it's saturday. On weekends, there's this weekend aura that brightens my day.

There's supposed to be College day today. This is frigging irritating. I mean, school on saturday? Can't they consider that we students (or for this matter, human beings) have our own lives. Our lives don't revolve around school! We spent already hours and hours of school each week, and now they demand our weekend. This is total, bullshit!.

Let me make it clear. This is not defiance. It's logical reasoning. Don't blame me for not having school spirit. How can anyone have school spirit on a Saturday? I'll clap all you want, I'll cheer all you want from monday to friday. but please just give me a freaking break on the weekends! School, alone eats up so much of our time. And they're being hungry, greedy freaks wanting to eat up more time. Imagine a weekend without saturday (being devoured by the likes of school...). that's like not even having weekends at all. Saturday saturday saturday, I VOW not to let school interfere with my of my saturdays.

Let me make it clear, and clearer. Plan anything on saturday and don't expect to see me.

Make it compulsory for all I care. Compulsory is defined NOT as "it is a must to attend" but instead, " more troublesome to pon ".

Im supposed to have training today. But I shall make it clear, even if I have no training, I will NOT go. This is such a waste of my precious time. Time is mana, time is gold, time is everything. I should not spent my time like water and waste it on the school!!. Not to mention when they make it complusory so they get decent attendance!

I wonder how many people actually go to school today just because they were forced to. Probably, hundreds. Lifeless people. People who make the school the center of their life.
School is where we study. Go to school, pass those frigging boring hours, and go home. Our lives begin the moment we step out of school. In school, we are lifeless zombies subjected to all sorts of disciplinary punishments and rules.

I never had emotional attachment to any school I attended. To some extent yes, but bitter memories turn sweet and nostalgic after awhile. And I have yet to go back to my primary school and secondary school. Not even once, unless I had to collect something.

This is totally dumb.

I know there are people out there who disagree with my post here. Maybe 1) they are drunk, 2) they misintepreted what Ive said. Anyway,Most sane people would agree with what Ive just said anyway.

I have no training today anyway. But Ive tired of giving excuses. I shall be frank and say I don't care about College day. I don't give a shit about PJC. I have no school spirit. Flame me for all I care.

Yeah yeah and Im going to watch Harry Potter later in the afternoon.

And there's CIP on next saturday. I don't know what it about. But all I know is that after being intimidated into participating four years in secondary school, I felt it's enough. CIP, is again, another useless activity. Free labour. And now in JC, Cip hours matter nuts. Why should we even bother?

And even if I kenna CWO on saturday. Im not going for nuts.

Won't the school get it? Saturday. Is a WEEKEND. And taking it away, will make me really angry. Please respect students. Respect us, by not making a MOCKERY out of saturday. Don't play around and play a fool with our saturday. It's OURS not YOURs. don't make it seem like it's yours and you're giving it to us.

There's 5 day week for a reason.

This titlebar is working?

This titlebar seems to be working. Oh wait, it is.

Anyway what a lame opening sentence. It's wednesday. Wednesday equals mid week which equals to weekend approaching. Hoorray!. Friday is ultima-slack day, while tommorow is a moderately packed day. One more thursday and we're off to weekends. Because friday is just like nonexistant. My mind is like drifting away in school on fridays and I go school for only one chinese lesson and one chem practical session. Oh wow.

Anyway. My geog score is horrible. Though not the worst. 10/50 was a nice score for not touching any thing at all. Muggers got around the same, but had a nicer second digit with the starting 1 infront. (10+ in other words, or higher 10+). and only 2 passes and 1 subpass. the rest were awarded a U.

GP. Was the only thing I manage to feel quite alive when getting back the paper. Somehow, I managed to pull of something like a 60/100. But I expected more actually (damn greedy me). If i had not been so philosophical and blab blab blah on love and marriage in a GP essay I could have certainly gotten more marks. and i think, alot more. but nevermind. A B certainly stands out amongst my array of U and S grades.

So actually today is the short day. I reached home early. I like wednesday because I feel I have loads of time, and I got the "weekend mood approaching" type of feeling, which is good.

Bleh, I haven't prac my piano yet......>_<. Since yesterday.

Somebody rushing me end this post. So I shall end it now. Ahh cya. Nothing much to blog about anyway.

Gonna blog happier stuff. And happier stuff is only possible when it's saturday or sunday. Err. maybe friday?

For some reason. My title bar still isn't working!!!

I felt like I blogged yesterday, but I haven't. Somehow, school has been boring. Nothing really to blog about. since it's school. but in contrast, I may have more to blog about, just more boring boring stuff. Afterall, school is the boringz.

Well.

Had Chinese Alevel orals yesterday. Not really a pleasant thing to blog about. it ain't that bad either. it went okay. All i can is okay, because I don't even know how it went. as in, i don't know how to do well and how not to do well. heck it's chinese orals. i can't get a distinction anyway so why bother. i mean, not to put it arrogantly, you can't fail orals unless the teacher is being mean. so...

and it's Chinese. not to underestimate chinese but. it's a subject about luck. for people like me, without any base. writingg primary school standard chinese in my essays..it's about. four letters, l,u,c,k. And I happen to be on the upper end of the sin curve of luck during olevels whicb brought me a B3. Alevels? A? Fathope. I just want to get something that isn't a U so I don't have to take it again next year.

By hook or crook, this HAS to be the last chinese orals im sitting for in my ENTIRE life.

Sounds so ________

Today's lectures have been rather heavy. Tuesday, the break day. With THREE hours of break. Trust me, if you're a regular in my blog, you would roughly get the gist of my timetable. The way I drop hints are like so obvious. You just can't help it but remember tuesday is my break day because I mention this every tuesday. (or almost..)

I don't wish to elarboate more on today, but something i just can't say. Physics practical. Wow, a 1.5 hour long session and I spent 1 hour figuring out how to tie knots on a string onto my ruler. I was approximately 30 minutes behind an average person. Everyone was already taking readings. And me? Stuck at Step 1 of the setting up.

Just because..? I dunno how to tie knots. And refuse to ask for help.

Troublesome experiment. involving the ocsillation of a ruler suspended by another ruler (now thats totally lameness). Sounds like some kiddy experiment that primary school kids do when they have too much free time and too much stationary in their pencil cases...

Heck. I didn't get my readings. Though, I was ALMOSt there. I borrowed readings. now I have to plot my graph by tommorow.

School. is really troublesome.

Just to be random, I ponned Pe (softball period wth!!). to go home 1 hour early. that's so..retard. isn't it.

Im thinking of quitting badminton. No matter how much we train, we still will not be up to mark. that is reality. I'll be training, as usual, as an individual. I still go my own training on saturday. Who cares about school training. I can't even hit shit after hours and hours of tormenting school lessons. I dislike lessons, even though most of the time im sleeping away.

Somehow, the content of this post is really rather depressing. Im not depressed. Neither am I emo.

Oh yah. the drama, Ive been watching, Good luck. ddn't really turn out as nice as expected. I had to watch episodes in parts, so that I don't fall asleep. Im halfway through the series and I seriously hopes it gets better.

I'll watch it as I eat my food. I guess.

Ah. I don't really have much to post about, actually.

For some reason....

The title bar doesn't seem to be working. Previous post, was kinda a emo-ish post. I don't get emo often. So all my emo posts are kinda priceless.

Oh btw. i saw a book in popular ytd titled "priceless" but it had a PRICETAg!. dang. I tot i could get it for free. but the content, im not really interested though.

Im not exceptionally fond of sunday. Because the day after sunday is monday.Another 4:30 day. And a dry one. How would I survive? and now that reminds me, I have h1 Chinese Alevel orals on monday.Im in a state of self-denial by using the word "monday". because that monday, is err like tommorow.

Bleargh.

I read eng yian's commentary about the blog he visits. And my blog is on it. (like wow?).

"tay yi, i can't believe i actually go to yr blog every now n then, though i nv left any comments. not quite bad, alternates btwn being personal n lamentations abt jc life as well as some measure of social commentary. not very in-depth, but acceptable."

And 12 pints out of 20. Not bad, a B4?

lamentations about jc life. Very true. Im feeling so unokay because of school tommorow. School is the ultimate killer of good mood and positive strength.

Im standing alone, along a pathway
A narrow pathway, as I balance.
left, a ocean full of sharks
right, scorching flames burn.
The pathway, was once wide and spacious.
Right now, torns prick me from beneath.
I can't take a step backwards.
Moving forward is the only choice.
I know. I know.
A huge, and sinister tree awaits me.
As I walk on, I will crash into it someday.
My head will break apart and blood will gush out.
profusely. that is something i never want.
right or left. two invalid options.
moving forward
staying still.
my conclusion.
I will suffer in silence. And desperately waiting and waiting.
Staying still as thorns prick me.
Waiting for help.
Someday, I will untrap myself from this nightmare.

Quiz!

1. Does anyone know your password?
My bro i think. I have different passwords for everything :)

2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
I forgot..?

3. Are you an emotional person?
Maybe?
(model ans man!)

4. Do you like your name?
It's okay.

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope.

6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
Yes. But I have experienced reversed jealousy before.
The definition of jealousy having it's targets reversed. yeps

7. What was the last thing you did?
walk home in the scorching sun.
it makes me doubt the existance of the ozone layer. Pttf

8. Who's next to you?
Air molecules.

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
I forgot?

10. What song are you listening to right now?
Kizuna by Kamenashi Kazuka

11. How's the weather right now?
Burning.

12. Last person you called?
A certain person who is sick right now.

14. Last song you sang?
Erhm. Mari kita?

15. Last time you danced?
Cannot remember.

16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
Im not sure. But if friendship is lost over something stupid, it's not even friendship to begin with.

18. Last thing you ate?
Chicken rice.

19. Been really depressed before?
Not really.

20. Faked being sick to miss school?
Yeps. Countless times.

21. What time did you wake up today?
7 plus.

22. Current taste?
Ask my tastebuds?

23. What are you wearing right now?
Random Home Clothes.

24. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
Nope. Not really actually.

25. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Trying to figure out who is it

26. Where are you right now?
At home?

27. Current crush?
None.

28. What date and day is it?
6th of July 2007, Friday

29. Did you go anywhere today?
Yes. the chem lab, the hall etc....
No, wait you don't want me to list down all the places?

30. What did you do there?
Breathe 02.

34. Do you call your parents by their first name?
Nope.

35. Are you an only child?
Nope. I have 3 brothers...

36. Where do you go shopping?
I don't shop.

37. Do you like where you work?
Not working so can't ans this question.

38. Do you like books?
To some extent. If it looks interesting enough.

39. Do you want to get married?
Eventually. Yeps

40. To whom?
The person I really love.

A post that I owe, plus more updates.

Post which was left "draft-ed" for like 1-2 days.
( i meant to post it, but I got sick typing halfway, so im officially blogging it down now, along with all the other stuff. i should be asleep though, or doing the essay that I owe. but nevermind, blogging comes first, before useless crap GP essay)

On the first day of school.
2/7/07

Loads to blog about. Im in a dilema, which one to blog about first. but heck, i'll go by random selection. (or instinct.)



Physics.



WOW.



Nice score. Probably around lowest in class or the lowest in fact.



23.



upon...



the title of my blog. minus the last word. (and the blogspot for people who don't get it)



Don't forget to take away the punctuation!



*claps* *claps*



Sad? No, expected? Yes. Very well prepared for getting back such a low score. But anyway, i didn't touch my physics for the entire june holidays, plus ive been slacking for most of the lectures/tutortials and stuff.



but the strange thing here is...



I have a confession to make...



Im brimming with confidence still. I wonder why. Will someone put me down and break all my confidence.



Sad? many people ask. Not a single bit. Because there's no point in being sad when you haven't tried at all.



Never study, sad what? is what people always tell me. And that is true, infact. Very true.



There's nothing wrong with not studying. I mean, I don't study. Many people don't. But I realise the TRUE fault lies in not paying attention in class, not doing my tutorials and all the consistant work stuff.



With all the blanks in my paper, I didn't really expect much marks. It was a sad paper. I sat there, waiting to die.



But it wasn't really a horrible death anyway. A "U" grade doesn't hurt. Anyway there are countless othe people who U-ed physics, whether high or low, it's still a U. it's not about the marks, it's about how much you know. It doesn't matter if I flunk this, as long as I get back on track...



As long as...Wait.



That sounds..so...unfeasible.



Next paper. CHemistry. I wasn't really expecting to pass. But it was one of the mre "hopeful" papers. I finally managed to STEAL a subpass. 41%. which is okay. not too bad for me.



Yes, true. when compared relative to physics.



Because I made so many careless mistakes. And wonderful ones. I don't want to state them now. but hows about not drawing the extra unbonded electrons on flourine worth 3 marks. Not good? good? ....horrible.



I felt worst seeing my chem paper then phy paper because I don't even bother looking at phy paper..



If I would to die, I get crushed instantly. I rather die an inevitable death. Rather when you're dead, you know you could have survived, but you died.



Im starting to get philosophical here.



So far is this 2 paper. The double science. Tmr most probably be getting back Math and stay tuned for another U grade.



So far, U + S. I can really get a ticket ready to go to the united states.



Like im not used to failing.



Bp people should know me, Failing exams is my forte.



So



*RANT over*



it's not really a rant anyway. But just to end off, (this section of my post!). Shuuji said, " I shouldn't have tried so hard, so I could laugh when things turned out horribly wrong".



So now im smiling as I type this. People make mistakes. There are lots of things more important than studies out there. It's not worth getting depressed over. You're only gonna be 17 once and experience 2007 june holidays ONCE.



If you don't think what I stated is absolutely true. Then likely, 1) you're a mugger .2) you have perception problems 3) you don't understand english.



Either way. Im ending this part.



PART 2: Transformers.



Watched transformers with Kah seng, adeline, corrine at westmall. A show I was actually feeling high about.

I was about to blog about this part till I ran off to do other stuff, leaving this post drafted. So my impression and ideas of transformers are pretty vague as of now. but i'll try my best.

The plot, was okay. Im not going to spoil anything. What makes this show dominate is actually the eyecandy. Coughs, I mean, the robots. They are sleek, cool and shiny. (a little too shiny)...the fight scenes are okay. Im not too much of a GEEK to really appreciate those. but i'l say, it's nice to watch. Applauds.

The plot is dull. To some extent,it was somewhat exciting. But it's always the same "save the world" thing. there's hardly any dramatic value in it. no plot twists, no unexpected endings. the same predictable plot about saving the world and the good winning. but the only other way is for the bad guys to win? which is like so unorthodox. And please, it's a transformers. good guys gotta win?

The humour was fine. Not too much, not too little. Just the right amount of humour.

An entertaining show. Not as good as the ones I like. It's above average I would say, worth watching, but don't expect too much. It's popular, highratings but IMO, slightly a little over-rated. Im being strict here actually.

That's all. Im not really gonna elaborate about the show. but just my comments. if you watched it, good. if you have not, then maybe you should go and watch it. it's decent. :)

That was tuesday, now for wednesday.

Nothing really happened. School was boring. But at least it was a short day, with 5 hours of lessons and 0.5 hour of break. High intensity, but at least it's short day, but it leaves me fatigue somehow. EVen if I didn't really pay attetion.

Math came.

I got 21/60

Nice score. That makes it another "U"
That makes it 35%!!!

Thanks to not studying. But like I said. I was prepared. Almost numb. Don't ask me why im not sad when I fail, perhaps im numbed already.

After that, I went out. To eat pizza hut and hang out.

The pokemon book in popular was somewhat entertaining. -.-.

I don't remember much of the afternoon.

Finally, Thursday. Today!

I woke up. And the first thing I think of nowadays is " WHAT TIME DO I END SCHOOL TODAY?"

Most people think " what day is it and what i have to do? "

but the former question is the question that leads to the latter.

After a spilt second, I fgured the ans out, "4pm"

After several nudges from my mom, I was contemplating what I was usually contemplating.

4....FOUR...four..

It's a day that rivals tuesday, the long day that ends at 5pm.

the thought of 4pm crushed my enthu-ness and i could barely rise from my bed.

How I wish everyday ended at 1:30. No, 12:45. No. No school at all. Im too used to holidays....Im too used. I played too much, I had too much fun. Now I can't bear to part with fun itself. And now im a slave of fun....

I dragged my unwilling feet to the bathroom.

School was okay. I was almost smsing the whole day, which kept me alive. somewhat. Lessons was a bore. Many people said I looked more emo than usual.

Im emo. yes. and that is because im in school. not at home having fun or outside playing. i don't know why but i just feel like being a loner.

people in school. crowds. and everything. i detest company. somewhat. though i need them somehow. but during breaks. why is it that i prefer to find somewhere quiet and think. think. think to myself. and just lie there, stoning. enjoying the silence.

My eye focused on no where except the clock. I get excitied after each lesson, and I got the urge to use a pen and strike off the lesson on the timetable as if it's my last thursday in school...

but the thought that i got to go through this week after week struck me.

perhaps im exaggerating, things ain't that bad. i make it sound bad.

I want to finish school fast. I want to go out. I want to relive holidays. Even if it's during the evening or night. In me, my heart yearns for holidays. I just can't settle down.

School, school school. Ahh when will I learn to play by it's rules.

Never, in my life.

And how I wish promos can come sooner. then I can finally prove that im not a noob. At least this bad stigma upon me would last only for a term or so, before promo results come out. this time round, i will at least touch my books.

I hecked this exam, but the next, I will not let go of that so easily.

And then.

Tommorow, is a useless/long day. A whole day just for chinese lesson and chem practical. Really useless day. And a whole load of breaks, useless crap lessons like assembly....

Ending at 3:30. Though 30min earlier than today. It seems alot earlier....alot.

Ahhh ahh. I want to sleep right now.

I still have quiz on tanya's blog to do. and loads to watch/accomplish. Im dead tired after badminton at zhenghua cc.

Anyway. sorry jLam. I choose blogging over doing the essay. We're gonna get screwed. Sorry. But im being frank. I had energy to do one. and i just had totally no mood to do the essay. Im sorry.

At least im frank.

but not frankenstein.

Nobuta wo produce

Just finished watching the series " Nobuta Wo Produce " a short 10 episode long Jdrama series. Theme is highschool. However, sadly, the main plot doesn't really revolve around romance (though I find the characters and theme was very conducive for romance to happen). It's mainly about Friendship. And there's some "gay references"...not really alot. but if you think hard enough, and read between the lines, yeps, that's the kind of impression you get.

Overall, it's a good show. I highly reccomend it. Though it doesn't hit the ranks of Pride, or Sekaichu or 1 Litre of tears. (which are all my favs). it's a decent highschool drama. Almost on par with Great Teacher Onizuka.

The plot. Well, it's about 2 guys, Shuuji and Akira, wanting to remake a girl. Remember those complete makeover type shows? This girl, Nobuta, is the number 1 target of bullying in school. She has this dark aura around her, and is extremely shy. Thus, almost all the girls hate her. Shuuji being the most popular guy around with the prettiest girlfriend in school, decided to be her "producer" and together with Akira, they aims to make Nobuta the most popular girl in school.

They scrapped rommance for friendship. and kinship. which was a refreshing change, once in awhile.

My favourite quote of the entire drama, was written on the mirror after a haunted house festival thing. participants have to go in as couples, holding hands and get freaked out. and at the end, there was a mirror.

Words written " the chance of you meeting the person you are holding hands with is just like a miracle. Even as you walk into the light, never let go of that hand ".

Aww.super touching la.

It's meant for couples. But the drama focused on kinship. Shuuji and his younger brother Koji.

Hard to explain, but you gotta watch it for yourself. The priceless moment of the series. I might be exaggerating, but that episode, that moment, made "nobuta wo produce" a total gem to watch and appreciate.

There were other good parts. But some parts and episodes were a complete bore. The ending was weird-ish. Decent though.

It's more a sad ending with a feel good feeling. Ironic isn't it. that's what I felt when I finished watching.

Afterall, "nobuta wo produce" was originated as a best selling novel. And it gotta be good.

Quiz time

State your ten favourite song:
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

(note: I have no favourite songs. They come and go. I don't feel justified putting anything here.)

State ten things you like to do.
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

( times change, people change. the things i like to do change over time. in few months down the road, i might be doing different things, liking to do different things. but in general, everyone likes to slack,sleep,eat,chat and all that usual stuff. it ain't interesing putting down everything a normal people would put down here.)

State ten things you believe in:
1. God
2. Transparency
3. Pragmatism
4. Myself
Things I want to believe in...
5. My friends (hopefully)
6. True Love
7. ___ ______ _____ __
Reversed for things in my mind but I just can't think of them somehow.
8. --
9. --
10. --


State ten Besties:
not in any particular order,
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
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( In this list you state 10 people. So people out of these 10 aren't your friends? full of rubbish! people aren't limited to 10 friends. ).

State ten things I want to have:
1. be a better person
2. stop thinking too deeply
3. reducing my pride
4. being less self-obssessed
5. thinking more for others once in awhile
6. to be lame in moderation. and try not to irritate others
7. less confidence
8. to be able to humble myself easily
9. to be a good _________
10. grow taller