Post which was left "draft-ed" for like 1-2 days.
( i meant to post it, but I got sick typing halfway, so im officially blogging it down now, along with all the other stuff. i should be asleep though, or doing the essay that I owe. but nevermind, blogging comes first, before useless crap GP essay)
On the first day of school.
2/7/07
Loads to blog about. Im in a dilema, which one to blog about first. but heck, i'll go by random selection. (or instinct.)
Physics.
WOW.
Nice score. Probably around lowest in class or the lowest in fact.
23.
upon...
the title of my blog. minus the last word. (and the blogspot for people who don't get it)
Don't forget to take away the punctuation!
*claps* *claps*
Sad? No, expected? Yes. Very well prepared for getting back such a low score. But anyway, i didn't touch my physics for the entire june holidays, plus ive been slacking for most of the lectures/tutortials and stuff.
but the strange thing here is...
I have a confession to make...
Im brimming with confidence still. I wonder why. Will someone put me down and break all my confidence.
Sad? many people ask. Not a single bit. Because there's no point in being sad when you haven't tried at all.
Never study, sad what? is what people always tell me. And that is true, infact. Very true.
There's nothing wrong with not studying. I mean, I don't study. Many people don't. But I realise the TRUE fault lies in not paying attention in class, not doing my tutorials and all the consistant work stuff.
With all the blanks in my paper, I didn't really expect much marks. It was a sad paper. I sat there, waiting to die.
But it wasn't really a horrible death anyway. A "U" grade doesn't hurt. Anyway there are countless othe people who U-ed physics, whether high or low, it's still a U. it's not about the marks, it's about how much you know. It doesn't matter if I flunk this, as long as I get back on track...
As long as...Wait.
That sounds..so...unfeasible.
Next paper. CHemistry. I wasn't really expecting to pass. But it was one of the mre "hopeful" papers. I finally managed to STEAL a subpass. 41%. which is okay. not too bad for me.
Yes, true. when compared relative to physics.
Because I made so many careless mistakes. And wonderful ones. I don't want to state them now. but hows about not drawing the extra unbonded electrons on flourine worth 3 marks. Not good? good? ....horrible.
I felt worst seeing my chem paper then phy paper because I don't even bother looking at phy paper..
If I would to die, I get crushed instantly. I rather die an inevitable death. Rather when you're dead, you know you could have survived, but you died.
Im starting to get philosophical here.
So far is this 2 paper. The double science. Tmr most probably be getting back Math and stay tuned for another U grade.
So far, U + S. I can really get a ticket ready to go to the united states.
Like im not used to failing.
Bp people should know me, Failing exams is my forte.
So
*RANT over*
it's not really a rant anyway. But just to end off, (this section of my post!). Shuuji said, " I shouldn't have tried so hard, so I could laugh when things turned out horribly wrong".
So now im smiling as I type this. People make mistakes. There are lots of things more important than studies out there. It's not worth getting depressed over. You're only gonna be 17 once and experience 2007 june holidays ONCE.
If you don't think what I stated is absolutely true. Then likely, 1) you're a mugger .2) you have perception problems 3) you don't understand english.
Either way. Im ending this part.
PART 2: Transformers.
Watched transformers with Kah seng, adeline, corrine at westmall. A show I was actually feeling high about.
I was about to blog about this part till I ran off to do other stuff, leaving this post drafted. So my impression and ideas of transformers are pretty vague as of now. but i'll try my best.
The plot, was okay. Im not going to spoil anything. What makes this show dominate is actually the eyecandy. Coughs, I mean, the robots. They are sleek, cool and shiny. (a little too shiny)...the fight scenes are okay. Im not too much of a GEEK to really appreciate those. but i'l say, it's nice to watch. Applauds.
The plot is dull. To some extent,it was somewhat exciting. But it's always the same "save the world" thing. there's hardly any dramatic value in it. no plot twists, no unexpected endings. the same predictable plot about saving the world and the good winning. but the only other way is for the bad guys to win? which is like so unorthodox. And please, it's a transformers. good guys gotta win?
The humour was fine. Not too much, not too little. Just the right amount of humour.
An entertaining show. Not as good as the ones I like. It's above average I would say, worth watching, but don't expect too much. It's popular, highratings but IMO, slightly a little over-rated. Im being strict here actually.
That's all. Im not really gonna elaborate about the show. but just my comments. if you watched it, good. if you have not, then maybe you should go and watch it. it's decent. :)
That was tuesday, now for wednesday.
Nothing really happened. School was boring. But at least it was a short day, with 5 hours of lessons and 0.5 hour of break. High intensity, but at least it's short day, but it leaves me fatigue somehow. EVen if I didn't really pay attetion.
Math came.
I got 21/60
Nice score. That makes it another "U"
That makes it 35%!!!
Thanks to not studying. But like I said. I was prepared. Almost numb. Don't ask me why im not sad when I fail, perhaps im numbed already.
After that, I went out. To eat pizza hut and hang out.
The pokemon book in popular was somewhat entertaining. -.-.
I don't remember much of the afternoon.
Finally, Thursday. Today!
I woke up. And the first thing I think of nowadays is " WHAT TIME DO I END SCHOOL TODAY?"
Most people think " what day is it and what i have to do? "
but the former question is the question that leads to the latter.
After a spilt second, I fgured the ans out, "4pm"
After several nudges from my mom, I was contemplating what I was usually contemplating.
4....FOUR...four..
It's a day that rivals tuesday, the long day that ends at 5pm.
the thought of 4pm crushed my enthu-ness and i could barely rise from my bed.
How I wish everyday ended at 1:30. No, 12:45. No. No school at all. Im too used to holidays....Im too used. I played too much, I had too much fun. Now I can't bear to part with fun itself. And now im a slave of fun....
I dragged my unwilling feet to the bathroom.
School was okay. I was almost smsing the whole day, which kept me alive. somewhat. Lessons was a bore. Many people said I looked more emo than usual.
Im emo. yes. and that is because im in school. not at home having fun or outside playing. i don't know why but i just feel like being a loner.
people in school. crowds. and everything. i detest company. somewhat. though i need them somehow. but during breaks. why is it that i prefer to find somewhere quiet and think. think. think to myself. and just lie there, stoning. enjoying the silence.
My eye focused on no where except the clock. I get excitied after each lesson, and I got the urge to use a pen and strike off the lesson on the timetable as if it's my last thursday in school...
but the thought that i got to go through this week after week struck me.
perhaps im exaggerating, things ain't that bad. i make it sound bad.
I want to finish school fast. I want to go out. I want to relive holidays. Even if it's during the evening or night. In me, my heart yearns for holidays. I just can't settle down.
School, school school. Ahh when will I learn to play by it's rules.
Never, in my life.
And how I wish promos can come sooner. then I can finally prove that im not a noob. At least this bad stigma upon me would last only for a term or so, before promo results come out. this time round, i will at least touch my books.
I hecked this exam, but the next, I will not let go of that so easily.
And then.
Tommorow, is a useless/long day. A whole day just for chinese lesson and chem practical. Really useless day. And a whole load of breaks, useless crap lessons like assembly....
Ending at 3:30. Though 30min earlier than today. It seems alot earlier....alot.
Ahhh ahh. I want to sleep right now.
I still have quiz on tanya's blog to do. and loads to watch/accomplish. Im dead tired after badminton at zhenghua cc.
Anyway. sorry jLam. I choose blogging over doing the essay. We're gonna get screwed. Sorry. But im being frank. I had energy to do one. and i just had totally no mood to do the essay. Im sorry.
At least im frank.
but not frankenstein.
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