Monday, April 30, 2007

Pwned...

Since when "strenght" and being 'muscular" ghave got anything to do with fitness.

Yes, this is totally retard. Napfa, consist of 6 sections when actually only ONE is relevant. And that is the 2.4Km run. 2.4Km run truely defines fitness. I dun know why the others are there, are they fillers or what?

I don't see the connection between being able to do pull ups and being fit? No linK! absolutely no link at all.

Seriously.

Im saying this cause im insanely angry. Angry with what? the unfair syllabus. No everyone wants to have a musclar and insane biceps to be able to do pullups WITHOUT the initial bonus JUMP power + the flexing of legs for aid. This is insane. Pullups are fine, but whats with this strictness. Totally uncalled for. and retard.

Zero Pull Up. Ive done 2 last year and that was because I could flex my legs and jump on the first one. This time, not at all. I see many guys getting slaughtered with a ZERO score just like me. Now someone tell me, what has STRENGHT got to do with fitness.

It's not as if you need to push rocks in dungeons. In that case, u always got Hm04 Strenght.

Ignore that statement, that's pure lame.

But seriously. Of all things, pullups killed my entire napfa. I realized even getting a silver is now impossible because of pullups. This is INSANE, UNFAIR and RETARDED.

So you're saying even if I get a insane below 9 record for 2.4Km run I'll still PHAIL napfa because I can't lift myself up and down several times?

Please. I don't intend to be Super Mario who is always stuck hanging on a cliff. Even if I would be one, seriously, the stamina to last and pounce on all the devilish fiends in the overworld is probably more important.

Ok enough of flaming. I shld quit whining and start doing something. Got like at least 1-2 weeks to train for it, and i think i shld be able to do 2 by then. and then, because the school made me angry. nxt year, i'll be getting 10 for them to see.

ah yes. sit n reach. i think that was fine. im not complaining. naturally, i am not exactly very flexible so even though i got 41cm im quite satisfied with it. though it's not an A.

Shuttle run. Fine was well.I got my first run forfieted because I threw the bean bag. WTF. and i don't know why my focus wasn't there n i was running half-heartedly and i couldn't grab like the beanbags properly. (actually they were kinda slippery). But i managed 10.3S in the end, while struggling to grab the beanbag properly.

Only this 3 stations so far. Ive completely lost hope and morale in this battle. seriously WTF pullups. Im gonna get a 8+ plus 2.4km run and SCOFF at the system. Seriously, fitness is important, and strenght doesn't count.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Gotta Pwn Em All!!

Can't think of post title.

Ah btw, updated my linkies and stuff on the right hand column alrdy.

Somehow, I feel liek my eyesight is failing horribly. Been on the com too much and pokemon too! seriously this is detrimental to my eyesight.

Just gotta post cos im feeling bored.

Piles and piles of tutorials to do but im not interested.

Decided to surf net around today and was surfing regarding game programming. AHA, yes this is my childhood dream, to create a fun RPG tt pple would enjoy. However, this is a dream for many reasons.

#1)Game programming is too difficult..
#2)I know no programming lanquages and html doesn't count.

Maybe it's time to go pick up C++ again. I learnt once when I was secondary 1 but that was like a very brief learning. Now i feel like going to pick it up again.

I shld have choosen Computing in subject combination. but heck, nevermind, i'll learn it on my own. maybe go to sch library to find some books tommorow.

At least this is what I mean by challenging..

Got piano lesson later. First lesson after so long LOL. wonder if teacher let me take Grade 5 anot. Hais sian.

Im running out of songs to listen to. SIAN

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Provoking Posts

One thing for sure is to be prepared for 1) Provoking posts. 2) controversial content 3) my thoughts and random rants that 99% of people will not agree to.

So be warned.

The stuff here are the above listed. With exception of daily event posts....

You can
1) read n ignore
2) don't read
3) try to ward of the temptation of readin my blog...

Im being VERY honest in my blog. And honesty can be bad.

At least, such posts are good tag-bait.

Friday, April 27, 2007

Pttfff

Ptff. Don't say I din warn you, the style of this post is gonna be weird.

I don't know why. I feel "undefined".

Ive been acting very strangely recently. As in, I realized Ive grown more indecisive as days pass. Recently, there was a debate within myself " to post or not to post ". Yes, I ponder about such trivial things for like 10 minutes, (at the back of my mind while doing other stuff). I came up with a decision to post. And when I opened IE, and then found my way into blogger. I closed it because all of the sudden I just don't feel like posting.

Then i figured I go blog surfing.

Then I visited wr's blog. Then after reading his post, I feel like blogging once again. very weird. Im very very fickle nowadays and it's not good. This is just one small example.

This is so not good. Pttf, side effect of too much pokemon.

Yes, right now thanks to viral machines in class, I am officially in semi-sick state. Pttf, people who sell fish.

Weekend's coming up. Yeah! Slacking time!

Sometimes when I think about it, I figure out that some people in my class are quite smart.(yess collin im talking about you)...

I don't know why but I just gotta admit one very nasty fact that will change your perspective about Bpians (aka the BP pple). majority of BP people are actually arrogant. Our teachers PREACH to us that "neighbourhood schools are our STEPPING stones". And now ironically, a huge percentage of bP students are mixed with neighbourhood schools in JC. Very very ironic. But I believe these neighbourhood sch people here in JC are the better ones in their own schools

When different school culture's clash, this makes life abit complicated.

I find myself hard to settling into a mugger's den. Perhaps it is a well known fact that in neighbourhood schools teachers probably really tell the students that " You have to work hard if you wanna make it somewhere ".

I find it very disturbing that people work hard, put in the effort and finally reach this point here in JC. but me, I did almost nothing. very last minute revision. Is it just because I am in BP thats why I can get such grades? Is it the aura that embraces me whenever I go to attend school is BP? or is it the teachers?

Sometimes, I feel a sense of sadness. I see how people slog. Everyday in school, in class. I know there are hardworking ones out there. If they were like this during secondary school, and they're only at this point. What lies ahead of them?

Hardwork brings out your potential. If you have worked hard, then you will hit the bottleneck. That's your potential.

But for me, Im afraid. Im afraid of actually putting in the effort to see my limits. People have told me JC stuff is difficult. But im utterly disappointed. I thought by coming here I am able to challenge my limits and fight for once a decent enemy unlike the olevels which was no kick at all. but from what I see, not challenging at all. boring.

Seriously, secondary school life with all the nonsense and all the problems I face with the discipline commitee is 100 times more stressful than JC life. At least no one makes noise about my hair and demands it to be cut.

Life is fair. God gave me the brains, but he didn't give me discipline. He gave others a lesser brain, but alot more discipline Afterall, this is all balancing.

I feel alot power flowing within me nowadays. I actually grew smarter I believe since days spent rotting at home during PAE. Don't ask me why I know. It ain't sixth sense, it's what I can feel.

Today there was a talk by principal. About retaining. Retaining is a very familair term to me. I almost retainned twice in secondary school. Sec 2 when I was just plain lazy and screwed my English CA and then i got to get high marks for Final exam to just pass on the dot for Eng. Very sad case. Sec 3 i failed everything because I didn't even listen in class. i was practically sleeping the whole year.

Compared to last time, and by just listening in class and not dozing off to dreamland. I am making drastic improvements. But seriously, Im still puzzled by why the heck did I land myself in JC. when my personality is not cut out for such intense "mindwork" (or rather, HARDWORK). i will strive to do well, while remaining as slack as possible.

And yes, continuing to play my pokemon too!

Im at 7th badge and for some reason I feel my pokes are rather underleveled. Not going to state levels etc..and details because this will interest NOBODY.

Seriously, I hope this post doesn't offend anyone. this neighbourhood sec school vs not so neighbourhood sec schools may get quite sensitive.

Thursday, April 26, 2007

airborne attacks

I slept my afternoon asleep. Though not much of it was left by the time I got home. After settling down, eating some quick stuff and taking a bathe it was amost like 5 plus. And no, I didn't go to sleep with the intention to. Pkmn made me drowsy.

Past few days (3 at least) been living life in such a cycle. Come back from school, do my housekeeping matters (like surf net, eat food, bathe etc..). then lie on my bed and play Pkmn. Seriously, one word to define this, lifeless. As I play pkmn and try frantically to level my pokes I get drowy and sleepy in the process. and then I just save my game and fall asleep. (before I doze off subconsciously).

then I wake up at 8 plus or 9 plus. then I decide what to do. and according to the past few days pattern, i went back playing Pkmn. Im seriously hooked on..

Nevermind, not like there's alot things to be done.

Seriously. There's this "mini epidemic" of *coughs* cough, sneezing and virus spreading in class. and that is so annoying. As in, I feel myself getting a little sick in the morning because of this bug that is spreading around through the wireless connections of the air molecules.

Not to be offensive in anyway, but in the name of justice and responsbility, PLS FOR ANYBODY's SAKE DUNNNN come to school when yOU're sick. If you're down with some unknown disease, or at least some untransferable one, then it's fine. but when you're coughing liquid viruses just like water fountains, you ought to go do something about it.

how? common sense points to one very logical word here in this case-> "quarantine"

Yes, learn to quarantine yourself.

this is neither a personal attack nor a flame, but more of a general rant that Im making. Im not targetting any particular person, but actually on a whole.

Have some responsibility, don't for fcuking sake come to school just because you don't want to lose out. this is very typical kiasu behaviour at work. just because there's a test or there's this lesson I don't wanna miss, I go to school and spread my disease to the other 28 people sitting near me during lectures and tutorials. VERY responsible indeed. Is this right?

Selfexplainatory, you don't even have to question it. Heck, it's not even debatable. the answer is downright obvious.

To reilliterate, don't come to school when you're sick.

No one wants to come to school healty and go home sick and not being able to enjoy their weekends. When people tell you not to come to school, it's not a joke. People are being SERIOUS about it. Don't shove such things away just because you THINK it's a joke. or people ain't serious. We may be laughing, we may be making fun of how people sneeze, but deep down we actually don't wanna get the virus from you.

Not to be kiase (afraid to die), [and Im glad my immune system has a solid defense to not crumble just yet to all the airborne attacks I expose myself to each day in school.], but seriously, there are people who fall sick once they are exposed to a little tiny bit of viruses. so be considerate.

So what if there's a frigging chinese test tommorow? So you're gonna take your test at the expense of making 28 other people sick in the process. Not a very good idea right?

And please, pple ain't joking.

And one more thing. People should actually learn what they NEED to do and what will actually benefit themselves. For example, I see people rushing Geog mindmaps. Good. yes. good. But at the expense of sleep, fun laughter peace and joy. Firstly, you're not gonna benefit when you "rush em". because you're just doin for the sake of passing up and not learning much. (yes you are, just not much).

And one more fact is no one will remember what they mindmapped even 1 day after doing it. So don't bother.

Just because the teacher said it's 5% of our puny 15% CA doesn't actually frigging mean we ought to do it. Nice, CA marks are incentives. But so what if it's actually worth 5%. teachers exaggerate them because they know if they don't exaggerate them, students ain't going to take it seriously.

And are we that pathetic to rely on that 5% of 15% (which amounts to less than 1%), to pass Geog. That's barely one mark! Wake up!

If you're actually learning from doing those mindmaps, I applaud you. because, most people just do them for the sake of doin it.

Don't complain that JC life is stressful when you actually go and do all the unnessecary stuff. People should seriously learn-what they actually need to do. not do all the retarded irrelevant stuff!!

Seriously, there's ample of free time here in life. At least enough to get myself a decent life in pokemon.

Can everyone please learn to revive their playful nature. Everyone's so stern, so serious and so uncrappy in school. Everyone's so tensed up. Why??

Seriously, are there even people who metriculously and religiously do all their work from sec 1 till sec 4 and land themselves in PJC? I thought there won't be such pple.(because in my perspective if you put in all that effort you shld alrdy in HCjc or some top JC). but seriously no. I see hardworking people in class. (like OMG? -.-)...

For once people. Please. for goodness sake. Learn to slack!

Schoolwork's important, but that doesn't mean you can allow it to eat your life away.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Agony :(

Mild agony, but still worth ranting about. Im sure people have experienced this before. Having their efforts go down to waste, but because of grave or serious mistakes, but because of carelessness.

I forgot to save.

Yes if you're wondering, it's pokemon. I forgot to save when my bat ran out. and i was like 2 hours of gameplay behind where I was actually at. Forget it, this is the punishment for trying to complete the game TOO fast.

Today is early dismissal day! wee~so im at home already, slacking away.

Suddenly I feel my life changed alot since I entered JC. My friends changed. My clique changed, my lifestyle changed. I spent like half the time in school, and the other half at home. and half of that half is spent sleeping. Life is really lifeless.

And Ive become lamer since I entered JC. School is boring, you need lameness to fuel your day and keep yourselves alive/awake. Appreciate lameness. I don't think we'll be getting too much lameness but more stern and serious work in our working days ahead (plenty of years to slog away). So whats with being so serious now. We have plenty of time to be serious in the future. Now it's the time to play play play.

Today had GP test. Haha this is the best compehension passage Ive read in my entire life (or one of as a matter of fact). it's good, i mean. very true. this passage talks about gaming and the "generation divide". This author shares the same sentiments as me, but I just don't have the literacy power to pen them down.

Whoops. To PJC students, this is liek supposed to be a common test for GP. but heck, who cares. even if I reveal the entire passage to the entire world it's not going to entirely help anyone at all. and heck, it's GP. Not like you can even study for it.

Generation divide. Also, the passage speaks about the older generation having "neophobia" which is a phobia of new things, and thus, they always pick on the new youth entertainment, and criticize them so biasly. Politicians, all those seemingly "big" people are big people with small brains. All these people claim games breed evil and violence, but I seriously doubt they have even played a proper game, from the head to the tail of it.

I have many things to say, but guess I'll liek skip it. I don't wanna write so much invalid stuff.

Somehow, I feel trapped in this cycle of school again. Where am I? What am I doing? im trapped in this cycle of school. School, school, school work. I don't dread it entirely anymore, but seriously, the monotone of life sucks. really badly. and don't talk to me about lolipop.

I dun have many things to look forward to seriously. I wake up, another day. Another day of zombie-ing around in school. and then staggering home with damaged brains, and then sleeping the enitre night away. Refresh! day 2 begins and cycle repeats itself. No brainer. Seriously...

Not that life is stressful. infact, i think jc life is rather slack. or rather, the amount of workload i actually intend to do makes it slack. if you'r like alan and wanna get full marks for every shit in your sight, yes, it will be stressful because that's liek not easy? but seriously, i don't really see a meaning in school work. people say it's tough, it's not tough at all. i dun feel like doin work because there's lik no challenge. again like secondary school work, it's boring.

everything is understandable. it's just whether u wan to put in the effort to remember them and are able to vommit them without suffering health problems in examinations...

if i ask you to walk around your neighbourhood for one hour. Easy? Yes. Because you KNOW that the task itself is easy and it's a no brainer, thats why you won't be so dumb to go to it.

but if i ask you to run around the neighbourhood for one hour. Now there's a little challenge to it. Comparing walking and running. You won't choose the former but actually the latter. at least most people would.

Same analogy. When school work is too easy....i don't feel like doing it. only when it's challenging, there's this sense of gratification that keeps me going. if not, i'll just slack my time away.

Seriously, sometimes. when work becomes challenging, it can be fun. but this challenge dies down very fast. because most of the stuff are monotonous, random, and repitive after awhile.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

not very smooth sailing

Life doesn't like me too much nowadays. Bumped into several nasty stuff. First was me losing my first ever game of badminton in PJ's court. to some tyco freak. (not to be offensive but i shouldn't actually lose de). but nevermind, shouldn't go into that. i dun really like talking about my defeats. Now my 9 win streak has been broken.

And SPA, i screwed it up. I dun even feel like going into details. But i actually took my reading without using the other ruler (at first) and i used the plastic ruler to take my first reading. then I noticed my 2nd ruler. YES. (i was THAt blur). so end up i tot the retort stand was there for some reason, so finally i did the correct thing thing. but examiners can access you at anytime! wtf. so i hope that guy doesn't take into the account all the wrong things and set up i did for like the first 15 minutes or so.Okay. i got this damn screwed up curve graph, but accordin to ms cheng they wun test on curve. so i actually plotted a straight line by modifying my values...
damn sad la. im practical noob

pkmn diamond really fun man. alrdy at 4th badge then my starter level 44 liao. then i also training alakazam right now at lvl 36. but i dun intend to train other sutff i guess. or maybe one more at most. dun realli like to haf too mani pkmmn. actually intended to one man show de. but hais. nvm la.

so sian la.screwed my prac up. actually is okay. but for the 1st 15 mins my brain haven warm up n i did all the retarded things like measuring the lenght using the extra plastic ruler.!!! (wtf..)

Sunday, April 22, 2007

It's late

There goes my weekend. ZERO work completion rate.

Spent much of my time wandering in PKMN world. And seriously, im going to rant about the lack of good pokemon to catch early game. Right now, yes, Im at the 2nd Gym, with 3-4 hours of gameplay and my starter is level 30. And that is my sole pokemon. ONE MAN SHOW! common sense tells you that this is not going 2 beat E4. I need to find more stuff to catch (and train soon).

It's late. A very drowsy day. Felt like sleeping. Really sleepy. But i still didn't sleep. At least I did pack my bag and sort all the messy papers and tossed out lots of stuff.

Reviving Childhood Memories

Okay I gotta admit that I feel like a kid right now playing Pokemon Diamond. But let's just admit, PKMN is ever addictive and will remain this way forever. and yes, I have been a fan of it since I was primary 3, and always hogging onto that nostalgic old gameboy colour with red/blue/yellow version. then came the metal series, GSC, and then ruby sapphire emerald and then.....the GBA remake of Red/Blue, FireRed, Leaf Green. and after like say many many years, now 4th Generation PKMN is out...*drumrolls* Pokemon Diamond.

Much of my childhood is spent on pokemon. Leveling all my folks to level 100, completing all the sidequests. PKMN gives alot gratification and satisfaction for small things achieved. I rmb I completed my Pokedex in R/B/Y but in GSC my patience didn't allow me to do so. And yes, the number of pokemon in each series are like increasing insanely so completely the entire pokedex now in diamond is not going to be a feasible task. not at all, seriously.

Pple may say, PKMN is hella easy, and there's no challenge to it. Yes, that is surface perspective of pokemon. To me, the real game starts after you beat the crap outta the elite four and start embarking on sidequests. completing the pokedex has never been an easy quest, not to mention doing EV training and creating a competitive battle team of level 100s. A very time wasting game, but provides great gratification. I seriously wonder how much time I'll be able to waste on this game..

And yes, NDS is a ownage system. PSP games seriously pale in comparison. Only like few good games around and yes, that's all. many pple tell me to buy PSP then (and I did) which I regret. Piracy killed the quality in PSP games. Monster hunter, Grand theft auto. PSP is just relying on these series to sell. Only several top-notch games, and the rest are rubbish!

Speak about gameplay. The stylus has indeed revolutionarized gameplay. Especially minigames. It creates new possiblities for new minigames. When I first heard of the stylus, I thought it was a lame gimmick introduced, but wrong. I was wrong. It makes games like New Super Mario Bros simply the l33t oWnAge!

Graphics wise. I think both are about the same, with PSP leading slightly. But what's a console with l33t graphics but poor gameplay and poor everything. The fact that it can store music/videos is a nice idea, but who wants to carry a mp3 player that is like same size of your entire palm plus your fingers. not a very feasible idea.

inevitably, people will think of the PSP as a better system. in SG's context, money factor pwns everything. (though the DS is actually cheaper). if you calculate effectively, PSP will require less spenditure due to piracy and the avaliability of online downloads. (illegal ones though).

the concept " buy once and play ALL the games " is a very attractive idea. Yes, it is. It fooled the hell out of many people. When wll pple realize "all the games" just include several attractive titles and a whole load of bullshit crap games.

DS games are dah quality!

Okay. Ive not been doin any work this weekend. Just the DS, DS, DS. LOLx. gotta catch up on work. I haven't even touch my math tutorial. (which is supposed to be passed up last week, woots!!).

Time to go take a bathe, and play some piano. Seriously after taking a few days break I lost my motivation to play Kanon already. Somehow I just feel more enticed to learn Dr mario!!! woots!

Saturday, April 21, 2007

FF madness

Wow i can't believe I can't pass the 2nd stage in Super Mario.

And...FF getting on my nerves. Seriously! I died like many times not knowingly. I fought an enemy more powerful than me X10000 times, and I totally got owned and then, because this game doesn't allow you to like save whenever you want. Yeah u see. there's only quicksave and besides that it's save only. then gotta play again.

So ths is what they call. High replayability value.

Yes, u keep playing and playing till u get it right. Never wonder into tunnels or you'll meet skeleton duos that will slice and dice your main guys apart and force u to play everything again from where you last saved (which is a disturbingly far 30 minutes away).

not very good.

but i like the challenge! so thumbs up

all of a sudden, being game-deprived for like 4 years I finally step back into playing games. A bold move, yes with all the JC stuff in sch...

But still....it's just damn fun lah. PKMN diamond coming out today OR tommorow. gonna get it. decided im going to get the Pochhama as my starter. So cute lah!

Friday, April 20, 2007

another dimension

Wohoo! Couple of good things today. Good news is, it's weekend!!! wohoo!. bad news is, im typing this in really complete darkness except light from the screen itself and it's sooooo taxing on my eyes. but hope i'll get this over and done with.

today's highlights.

first, PJC won friendly match against st francis methodist (which is a private instituition with foriegners, it's like an international school). Boy, we won 4-1. It wasn't really a interesting game. I was totally disappointed with my opponent who failed to put up like a fight? I won in straight sets 15-6, 15-9 while still feeling relaxed and under control. Admit it tayyi, you lost interest once your opponent couldn't take your first 2 drop shots.

Seriously, disappointment.

Yea, the others did okay as well. And btw, I played 2nd singles. with Walter as 1st singles and Alvin as 3rd singles. Kuo An (yes i rmb that guy's name finally) was supposed to change but i think since the coach see we already winning the other school he change to let Alvin play. Or something like that, which is entirely my spectulation.

4-1. Our 1st doubles was owning them, 2nd doubles won in rubber sets. Walter lost in rubber sets (losing his first game in deuce). and i won mine straight. Alvin im not too sure because it's the last game and we already won.

But seriously, i was expecting more. their standard is really sad.

Yeah but the guy that fought walter is not bad. actually. i wanted to battle him but there wasn't enough time. i doubt there will be another chance. this is the first n last match we're gonna have before getting slaughtered by the likes of RJC and HCJC.

And im surprised some people that i totally dun expect to read my blog to actually read my blog. that's so. weird. but honoured too in some way LOL.

But still..

I dun get why PJC badminton is RUN and managed by the girls captain.

Okay. 2nd highlight of the day. Tadaaa...my DS! I finally bought it. Yes this spoilt brat here just got PSP weeks ago and now a DS. He must be insane!. No, not really because I actually gave away my PSP to my brother. To actually relive the guilt of purchasing double consoles within such a short period of time.

Now my bro owns the PSP, not me. and i have a DS to play with. I bought new super mario bros as well as Final fantasy III. heard FF is hard and I tried. Yes, I got slaughtered by this big turtle (without even being able to SAVE game before anything happens). and gotta start again from sqaure one. if it's frustration u're talking about, yes, that's hard. hard to cope with. but since im rather tired now i figured i shld be sleeping.

Super mario is fun. yes the minigames r l33t ones. Seriously, especially with the stylus, minigaming on DS is a very different experience all together. the game itself, is really no pushover. don't ever think mario is easy. i did the first stage like 3 times before being able to complete it without losing any lives and i have yet to complete stage 1.2 or something like that. it's not easy. you need full maniupilation over mario!

School is not much better today. A very very slack day. And i got to know that the school has like approved the backgate!

Thursday, April 19, 2007

We're al....most there

Thursday, days of exhaustion. But im relived, as the week is coming to an end. Or rather, the weekends are approaching. And again, we get caught in the exact same cycle of monday to friday. boring, repeating cycle.

Had the most interesting chinese lesson of this year so far because we get spilt into groups and there's loads of time wastage. but, i guess it was productive as well. yes. rather.

After 1.5 hours of chinese lesson I was like " yay yay break! ", and a one hour one too. One hour breaks actually feel like a BREAK unlike 30 minutes break where you get down to the canteen and after finishing the plate of chicken rice, plus queuing precious seconds away for the bottle of green tea, and also probably keeping the plate and etc etc stuff. you're left with only 15 minutes, and LESS than that. at least durin one hour breaks, we have the bonus 30 mins (aside from the other 30 min) to keep us alive, and rejuvenate our poor minds and souls.

Yes. Break. I don't mind if school ends late, breaks are good and I love them, because I get to heal my wounded mind. And I don't like consecutive lineups of lessons which can kill. Pardon me, I have a weak stamina brain. Just not used to actually paying attention in class.

Ok, finally we're getting closer to the GIST of the post. Which is the fire drill. Fire Drill, is not a drill specially designed to drill holes into the scorching flames, and rather, is a lame useless excercise executed for the sake of formality and the sake of completeness and so called "safety". wow, what a nice definition. Infact, it is a activity known as "stand in the field, stone your time away". And yes. this would be actually the best activity if the fields actually had aircon and chairs.

But no, fields are called fields for a reason. and there is no aircon or whatsoever..only the DAMNIT, yes damn sun. that set pespiration tickling down our foreheads and causing our dry uniforms to be soaked in not so pleasant smelling liquid.

Being a man, the sun is nothing. Being burned and sweating like a pig with like a thousand other compantriots alongside. It certainly builds "school spirit". You know how suffering can bond people together. but that wasn't the actual suffering. to us men, physical stuff is nothing. we get hurt mentally.

And yes. the psychological damage dealt was worth 30 minutes of break time.

And i know im whinning like a baby . 30 minutes of break,however, when used to fullest extent, can heal a mind to full health, and restore fighting spirit. as us warriors, we have to fight a day's worth of battles. and, mana is important. i don't wanna collasp on the way home.

but incase you didn't notice. im actually exaggeration. Instead of putting effort into a time wasting fire drill, the school could actually just have a better exacuation plan. Have fire extinguihsers at ever corner of the school. Have better escape routes, for example, more staircases. And yes, the BACKGATE.

What if one day we're all corned at the field with the canteen/hall and the classroom blocks on fire. Where do we run. Everyone will panic, except me.

Because I will scoff and laugh and ROFL at the principal whom refuse to build my backgate!!!

But stil, a fire is seriously impossible. But wait, since nothing is impossible. I guess a 1.0X10^(-10000) sounds like a generous percentage. Infact, very generous. One in a billionth chance.

If time is money, and we spent 30 mins per year doing drills since primary one. We could certainly have enough money to build a fire station, along with a nice stylish fire engine to go along with it.

Oh wait, maybe not.

And maybe every school should have their own fire station. At least I know PJC isn't capable of that. (and ACJC certainly have the means to do so). [imagine ACJC fire station. Kewl!! roxXor!].

As an alternative, we can have a fountain. Or maybe we can have some pipe linking to PJC's own canal for a seemingly infinite supply of water to extinguish even the greatest forest fires.

And fires, can never break out when Im not in the chemistry lab.

Heck, I don't get the deal with fire drills.

Okay, I probably wasted like one fifth of the time I lost during the fire break ranting about this. Time wastage links to more time wastage and more and more time is wasted. Not a very good idea isn't it.

And just for completion's sake, I gotta finish the story.

Oh I got owned by miss wong for folding paper aeroplane with a freshly given piece of note today.<---more randomness

Great. After that was a pathetic math lecture about MacDonald's Series. No wait, I don't get the name but it's some Macchlorine thing. Macdonald and chlorine gas doesn't go together. Now i think it's macclaurin or something along those letters.

Never sit beside danial during math lecture. he whines and cries when he doesn't understand what's going on.

People should learn from me. Know? Act blur. Don't know. act blur. it's all in the art of deception. Please, for simplicity's sake, don't let the whole world know if you can do or even if you can't do. you're either showing off OR embarassing yourself.

But it's managable. Just tedious and not very good for mathematically clumsy people. Like me whose 9-3 becomes SEVEN. Crap.

Geog next. Or rather, to me, it was completing my chem tutorial. (while getting most of it wrong because i have no idea how to do them). I don't remember a single shit from geog lecture. Geog afterall, is boring. but it's easy. and i just wanna know how I screwed up for the test.

GP. GP GP. got to know that my POEM (yes that ONE about the dog getting squashed by cars). got selected for exhibition.And thanks to that, i got additional work today. and that is to decorate that piece of poem with pictures and stuff. Seriously....I seriously don't like the idea of that. And just to remind you, I got owned for folding paper aeroplanes!!!

Break again!. 30 minues negligable break. Which did nothing to heal my "yelling in pain" braincells.

The day drags on with double science tutorial.

I was staring at the Root mean square speed paper for a long day FIGURING why the brackets changed. When it was simply a typo change in the brackets, which meant nothing. Man, i really notice useless stuff.

But it was kinda easy too. Physics. At least not till I try the questions.

And SPA next week. Woohooo. Now to relive seconary school days of single digit practical scores. Oh wait, I should actually make some effort to change my horrible practical habits and innocence. Im a practical noob, and I don't deny that.

But still...

Chem wasn't easy. If you notice, I always say this is easy and that is easy. But chem isn't hard too, it's just not too easy. Moderately uneasy. get what I mean? Now, chem tutorial was nothing more than a lecture with the lecturer closed up and zoomed at like 20X.

Don't know why but I actually thought that chemistry turned into art for once. and we were doin nothing but visualising 3D shapes of bonding shapes in chemical bonding. what trigonal bipyramidal, bent? Wth? all the nonsensical art pieces formed by atoms that have NOTHING to do but to arrange themselves so artistically.

Not that I dislike that. but it makes me think that electrons, atoms, ions etc are actually smarter than human beings.

It was evident that human beings cannot arrange themselves properly even during simple excercises like fire drills. But atoms on the other hand, know exactly what to do and how to arrange themselves for the best.

And on a more artistic note, they too, know how to create art. and they're much better in creavity. which puts us humans into such deep shit because we got to study each and every possible way atoms can put themselves into.

Interestingly enough, atoms are more mathematically inclinded as compared to us because they can calculate their own angle between one pair and another pair and tell if they're violating some rule in chemistry. yes that lone pair, bond pair one.

Who owned who, now would you kindly think and then tell me the ans?

Seriously. humans are like stupid. at least when you compare when with atoms.

Wait, do atoms have brains.

I know that sounded a hella confusing if you don't take chem. If you figured nuts about what im talking, then forget it. It's dedicated to people who actually went through the traumatic experience of visulisnig bond shapes in 3D and hurting themselves in the process.

And yes, at the end of a gruelling and disturbingly long day of exhaustion.

Im not tired actually. And im hyped up for some unknown reason. perhaps because tommorow is the day of slack. whereby we go to school to relax and practice nothingness. Besides chinese, PW and math, the rest of the periods can be regarded as crap, and rest time. Assembly is nothing but assembling students to some rendevous point and making them listen to crap for like a designated period of time. and that's meaningless when we have a retreat point known as the awesome HALL toilet equipped with benches and fan, which are so ultra conducive for sleeping.

but you always find that someone's lying there before you. and aww, there's no booking system.
booking of toilets, sound wrong. in any case.

schooling is a process not only about transforming and upgrading your brain capabilities (like from 0 ghz to some 4 ghz duo core processors, with some people burning their motherboard in the process), but is also a course and natural process to learn how to sleep while sitting down or standing up. And not only that, as a bonus, we get to learn how to go into power saving mode with our eyes opened.

Assembly is a good time to learn unorthodox sleeping methods. And i appreciate the school's intention.

Forgive me as Im in a very cranky mood today. Fire drill drilled holes in my brain. And to spare readers from more tortore. One good word to say now is "farewell".

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Time

Time is precious. So why waste it?

The answer is, we don't always have a choice. today school was the ultimate time waster. I mean, sports day. Sports day is a complusory event from primary school all the way. 10 yrs up the education ladder and we still have sports day as one of the traditions. Won't people get sick of it at least, like at JC? or do pple fail to realize that time is actually precious?Not that I would be doin anything if I actually went home. Sleep is precious too, perhaps.

And yes. Physics Test. Sadly, I didn't study for it. Not a single bit, not one drop of my brain juice or any gram of effort was put in into reading/revising or rather LEARNING physics. Crap, I just screwed another test down the drain. Probably the first test Im ever going to fail in PJC. And maybe after saying all that I would be blessed once again with a tyco 50% pass. but that's well, unlikely. at least in this case.

My arms are still aching from the pull ups. I know i know, im weak! yes, im weak. Since months ago people have been telling me to train up my arm strenght but I refuse to. Im proud to be weak because as a badminton player you do not nessecarily need big arm power. just a decent one would do. imagine if you can, i can't extent my arm at all. pain pain pain.

Nothing much to say and sad to disappoint. lOL> im tired. im bored. i wasted too much time during sports day in school today. Bleargh.

Since the school wasted my time, I shall fight fire with fire and waste my own time.

Time wasting.

Wait, no. Mass time wasting.

More tests awaits to be failed. Damnit

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Yawn

My hand still smell of chemicals. DAMN. it's so stinky and I hate it.

And yes I hate practical. Would they just do away with practical. Whats the point of precision when you have everything done with machines nowadays. So do we train up every week for 1.5 hours on how to be just like MACHINES doin titration and achieveing what they call a consistant result? And maybe my lament will be never ending because I did titration FIVE times and can't get 2 consistant results. I finish everything very quickly, except. practical. the ever dreaded by ty, practical! suxs to the core.

And congrats I broke a white tile and had to pay 20 cents. Very nice way to vent your anger if you don't get good titration readings. Though i didn't mean it that way. My conical flask was STUCK to the white tile and as I lifted the flask the tile when along with it and POOF it feel onto the ground and smashed into pieces. my 20 cents coin.

it felt more dramatic than a 20 cent coin rolling into the drain. though both are economically the same.

and i ate sandwich during math lecture. <---this is wad i call random

I skipped PE because i didn't feel like i was in the mood for it today. Felt so slack. Don't blame me, blame mental inertia. And mr kwok is a theif. He STOLE my lame joke. GRRR...

There's like sports day tommorow. And sports day. WOW.

today I asked one guy in my class. " Eh tmr sports day can pon anot? "

he said, " can pon meh? "

LOL. very funny because. since when you can pon stuff. You can choose not to go, and that's PON. if you don't get it nevermind. read deeper into the meaning of the words to get what i mean. duh.

And yes. our ever smarty pants chem lecturer let out another interesting line.

" today we have many things to cover "

try covering every paper and every stationary on your table. thats aLOT to cover with your bare hands.

" Have we gone thru the notes ".

~excuse me madam, going through the notes is physics-defying. we can't go through the notes

Okay, it's just me making some crap out of some innnocent statements she made...

Monday, April 16, 2007

What Have I Done?

Seriously. Im in a dilema now. Not really a dilema. It's sorta like a guilty, regretish feeling. yet happy but sad. to me, it's like a Pyrrhic victory.

Yes. And today, it was made certian that Im in the team. And for some reason, coach decided not to touch the doubles pairings since they have trained tgt for some time. And one singles have to go. It's either wz or the other guy. And WZ was not on the list.

And yes, it's my fault. Totally my fault. If i didn't open my mouth asking for my rights, he would be in the team. and because he was made to play against me, and he lost. So he has to give up his place. I don't know why the coach favours the other guy over wz. And he has " his own reasons ". I still don't it.

Because...of my selfishness and my eagerness my friend cannot get to play. What's more, his better than me. I need him in the team ALONGSIDE me playing together. PJC team without Wz is just like Seigaku without Tezuka. Coach told him to wait for next year. I don't know why.

Seriously.

I feel unjustified once again. This coach, never fails to puzzle me with what his thinking. I did prove to him that I was capable. But he didn't have to remove one of our most remarkable players. For what? I don't get it.

Seriously. maybe this is what competition is all about. Wz has slacken over the past few weeks. He's not at the top form he used to be at. Probably right now, Ive already surpassed him. I don't know. But I just can't get complacement just because of one tyco win.

And yes. I have yet to lose any singles game on PJC's court just yet.

I played one of the seniors and I beat him today. I played 1 girl senior and kai ting and I won. One of them was painfully difficult to win because there was dance practice BEHIND me. And the sliding doors were actually left open. I had a hard time trying to adjust with the wind directions, and speed of the shuttle. I played one 2v1 game and I won that too.

4 wins today and 2 wins the other session. Yet to lose.

Oh yes. And math test! WOOHOO I PASSED! tyco tyco tyco im a tyco shit i got 5/10. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY. yadaydayada~~ woots! i tot im going to like fail that horrible shit of maths crap lecture test but still i passed.

And so far all my test results is like on the dot, 50%.

And geog test. though I think I can get higher than 50%, but for the sake of balance, I would like a 12.5/25 as well. Though i didn't study for it...LOL

School was bleargh, tiring today. I don't know why. PE i was slacking like slack water. ( ohhhh my gosh no link again ). I didn't wan to pespire at all. but seriously that's a sick and impossible goal durin PE lessons. finally worked on pull ups and did like 30+ assisted pull ups (which can kill my arms alrdy). and we're supposed to do 42, but i was slacking away so i left early. why the heck do i need to train my 2.4Km run. Ive decided, an A will work for me. I don't need a beautiful 8 because that's still 5 points. DUH.

Me randomly crapping away. It's late. time to yawn, sleep. bye. POOF dreamland!

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Oh damnit

My bro is like celebrating his birthday today. But it's not 19th april yet. And one amazing fact if you didn't notice. Me and my next 2 brothers have BD that falls on April, So april is like the ultimate birthday month. Yep yep, 5th, 10th and 19th.

And Im hearnig wailings/cryings of primary 5s several feet beneath me. And it's just so damn disturbing.

Oh damnit, and yes. work work work. I haven't started a single piece of shit work in the last few days. As in, the weekend. Yep, the weekend. It's sunday! and i have to go start doin everything. Geog tests and chinese ting xie tmr. And I seriously forgot the feeling of taking a ting xie. (been too long since I did one). heck it. learning ting xie before hand is like insulting your memory. You gotta do it almost improtum like 5 minutes before ting xie starts.

And thats when I fail.

Damnit.

Geog, again is another memory intensive subject. And not that I dislike memory intensive subject but is those subject where by you can read once and still can write some crap in your tests. Like what many people say " go exam write crap ". SS, geog all the humanities crap are all easy...

thats if you actually read it once.

But that's not the case for me.

But fortunately tmr's test is about weathering and i think it's quite repeat from sec 4 pure geog so...im hecking it. not going to touch my notes at all. i'll see how i do without even studying.

if i fail this, then i know. tests are meant to be studied for.

Can I actually survive without studying! this will be my first experiement and geog will be the guinea pig. Oh well, if you actually read between the lines you'll figure that im actually too lazy to study for it at all.

And I didn't touch the piano much for the last few days. I did actually resolve to fix and upgrade my mario piece, but i actually didn't touch it at all. (grr). thanks to friday which I reached home at 10:30!!!!-.- and all that drama that got me so like. weirdish moodish for yesterday. i get a disturbing/weird feeling whenever i think about it. but heck. im trying to heck it.

And yes. I need to get that UMD disc for my PSP so I can start playing the games I wanna play. And hopefully I can get it soon. Soon Soon soOn soOn.! soon means today.

And i'll probably be slacking away today and doin the more "compulsory" homework. U know, not all homework are compulsory. You just gotta figure which teacher you can offend and which you cannot. and that will allow you to sail thru life easily.

though i figured that out very early in secondary school, i didn't do anything. so probably yes, thats wad screwed me big time.

im running out of things to digress to. And yes, eng yian's blog states that an unbias decision is paradoxical. and it's quite true. every decision has bianess in it.

Midnight blues

Im awake now at 12 plus. Not only awake but wide awake. I spent e afternoon sleeping once I got home from training. Not a very good idea, no dinner, an empty stomach and now i can't sleep. And i gotta wake up early tmr.

And yes i din blog about ytd. I forgot about the details of school bbut training was very weird, and it was like a "drama". more of me being the "drama". So school team lineup was choosen and darn because I choose singles i wasn't in. firstly, only got 4 slots and 2 J2 took up 2 spaces already. And weizhong was inside, even the last man was the other guy I fought the other day. Seriously, and i mean seriously, i wasn't very happy. but that was initially.

infront of everybody i expressed my unhappiness about the lineup, and me n coach made a deal that if i could win the other singles selected i would take their place, or actually be able to play this year. obviously he doesn't see my skills as i won the guy and weizhong (by a stroke of luck).
I was supposed to win 1 match but I won both. So ive proven that I SHOULD b inside, and not the other guy.

But what puzzles me is why I didn't get in in the first place. I dunn know?

Very dramatic. I dunn know what to say. someone's gonna kicked out because i was missed out in the lineup in the very first plce. eithet that guy doesn't like me, or he doesn't know that i can actually beat almost everyone.

but heck. i dun realli care what pple think.

the most important thing is to fight for your right. seriously, if im not in i wun feel justified and i'll quit immediately. or if i lost during the deal i would actually just accept it. but now ive won, ive proven it, and he agreed to it. though he said im COMFIRM in the school team but seriously i dunno if that guy will make last minute changes. hope he keeps to his word.

final lineup will be known on monday. but anyway since PJ is battlin against RJC, HCjc all these imbalness I guess we can just. heck it. and go to lose.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

screwed maths

Yep screwed math test today. Wonder if I can actually pass because I totally screwed question 1 despite knowing how to do it, i did some stupid illogical method just because on the spot I thought it was correct.

And heck I didn't even touch my differentiation notes like within a span of 1 week before the test itself. dang, a short 15 min test and i underestimated it.

Underestimating things is my forte. And that is not something to brag about.

Or rather, I have overwhelming and unjustified confidence in myself for NO REASON. Not really confidence, infact, overconfidence.

During secondary school. at the last lap just before Olevels. My chem n physics were really horrible, but still I had absolute confidence. Someone asked me where I got so much confident from when I obviously suck at a subject.

I don't know?

But still my accuracy is accurate. And precison is precise. My chem test got 15/30. though there is actually nothing to brag about but only the judgement in my prediction of score itself. Granted, I can do better, if I actually put in some effort during the good friday before the test.

Now upcoming got geog n physics test.

And btw, collin is a damn imbal smarty pants. He got 22.5/30 just by not studying. Don't study can get so high? People say bullshit, but I believe. There ARE people who can do so, so people who need to study to get their grades should stop whinning about unfairness. I know it because I am just like that, but of course, not as high level as collin.

I consider myself tyco. barely passing is actually a nice feeling when you haven't tried. i never wan to try my best to study for a test because i would actually see where my limits are. and ignorance is bliss.

And yes, tommorow is ultimate slack day. end late, low intensity. and crappy periods. now I realize my math needs some work and Ive been overconfident because I could do every single differentiation question in the tutorial.

But i failed to realize I had to do each one like 2 times before I could find a stupid mistake and get the correct answer. Im not cut out for tests.

Where by the correct ans is 4 and I get something like (-4). I hope mr wong is blind enough to mark it right but I doubt so. Math teachers may be blur and dumb at other matters. but they are as sharp as a knife when it comes to mathematical stuff.

And now I don't feel the stress of failing math testes because i know vlee is nonexistant in PJC. and he can't possibly be spreading vlee-ism from BP several miles away penetrating the gates of PJC. Even if he has powerful wifi.

(okay ignore that crap, for those that don't know. vlee is a strict and sadistic amath teacher in BP, u never wan to cross paths with him. i suffered 2 yrs under him.)

Okay, but im happy i didn't get the lowest in class for Chem. And congrats to myself because this is actually the FIRST CHEM TEST i PASSED in my ENTIRE life. (except for olevels examination.).

And yes. though today is thursaday. some person's good idea to have training on thursday. And so I just got home YEA from training and walking the canal at 8 o clock sounds good to you? in black darkness, and absolutely no light at all, you wonder if some wild rattata or pidgey will come jumping at you. not a good feeling

but thats not the main point. is that i wonder why training can start at 4:30 and end at 8.oo. Never seen any CCA end so late before. And I gurantee that if the hall did not have a closing time, people will end up in there till 9 or 10. and that is like staying ni school for the entire day. better off sleeping there or something.

and yes, our school gives zero attention to badminton and people are taking us lightly. it was raining intensively today. on and off minishowers and that is extremely not good to other ccas like what? floorball? and PE? Mr kwok brought his guinea pigs into the hall to do their PE and yes we got 2 courts eaten up till sometime later.

And th floorball people almost wanted to steal the court away from us. thats not very nice isn't it. just because we HAVE the hall and badminton is in the indoor sport you don't have to like be jealous and expect us to give you the hall. too bad if you're playing an outdoor game, and when it's raining. too bad, don't come crying expecting us to give away our hall. thats the only place we can play.

thats all. im tired. some piano later and im off to bed.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Series of Quizs

Im not in the mood to do any work right now and I still wanna be on my com despite having nothing to do. and since XY did many many surveys on his frenster bulletin I figured I could do the same. the only diff is, i have sch and XY doesn't. so u see what im doin here might b veri suicidal.

but like i care..?

1st one is....

40 Reactions!

okay this is called FIRST REACTION...type what comes to your mind firstwhenever you hear these 40 words.Don't think and dont go back andchange. Doesn't matter how random justtype it! Repost it for all of yourfriends...

1. Cigarettes: Retarded and inconsiderable people.
2. Sex: Im male.
3. Relationships: Don't go the way you expect it to.
4.Your Last Ex: I don't cherish the memories at all.
5. Power Rangers: Nostalgic
6. Crash: Com crash? nooo!!!
7. Food: Ahhhh FRESH MEAT
8. The Prime Minister: Prime Number?
9. War: prevents overpopulation
10. Cars: are cheap if you have the money.
11. Petrol Prices: Doesn't concern me
12. Halloween: Hello wind
13. Stars: Honeystars for breakfast
14. Religion: Something important in our lives
15. MySpace: Space doesn't belong to anyone
16. Chocolates : Never early.
17. Marriage: Is fun but a BORE during Gp.
18. Paris Hilton: Huh which country?
19. Brunettes: I only know Burette.
20. Redhead: Abarai Renji
21. Politics: Nonsensical
22. Pass the Time: bomb?
23. One Night Stands: One knight stands infront of you and chop your head off.
24. Mobile Phones: Are handy, and they're called handphones.
25. Pet Peeves: Huh
26. Pixie Stix: Huh?
27. Vanilla Ice Cream: Wattt? you cAn eaT snOw?
28. Potties: Important in Digimon World.
29. High School: Is on a land with many contours.
30. Pyjamas: Banana for you?
31. Wood: is found in Woodlands.
32. Wet Socks: Good ammo
33. Alcohol: I forgot the formula.
34. The word u HATE : I don't hate any words.
35. Your best friends: Don't have a best friend.
36. Money: Is a non renewable resource. use it and no more!
37. Heartache: king of all aches.
38. Love: Is difficult to define
39. Time: is money. (or mana)
40. Divorce: is not a good word for the last reaction.

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Next up->Emotion Test
(a very retarded test. Do yourself first before reading mine to avoid spoilers).

Don't cheat. It's prettygood. WriteYour Answers,Underneath The Question The AnswersAre At TheBottom, BUT Dont Cheat...Then Repost This ForOthers To Answer...

1. Which is your favorite color out
of: red, black, blue, green or yellow?
-Blue
(darn of all colours my fav colours not inside.)

2. Your first initial?
- T

3. Your month of birth?
- this month (don't forget presents)

4. Which color do you like more, black
or white?
- White.

5. Name of a person of the same sex as
yours:
- Tay Ye?

6. Your favorite number?
- 6.02 X 10^23

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?:
- Flying
(i can teleport u know)

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean
more?
- Ocean?
(got songs..)

9. Think Of A Wish (a realistic one).
- I wish for a thousand wishes
someone, would be. enough

Answers

1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is
full of love.
Black - You are conservative and
aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you
are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love
kisses and affection from the ones you
love.

Yellow - You are a very happy person
and
give good advice to those who are down.

2. If you're initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and
friendships in
your
life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the
maximum &
your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your
future love life looks very good.


3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well
for you
and
you will discover that you fall in
love with
someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love
relationship that will not last long
but the memories will last forever.

(ty:damn u??)
July-Sep: You will have a great year
and will
experience a major life-changing
experience for
the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be
great, but
eventually you will find your soul
mate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a
different
direction, it will seem hard at the
time but
will be the best thing for you, and
you will be
glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who
completely confides in you and would
do anything for you, but you may not
realize it.


5. This person is your best friend.
(my brother lah u noob)

6. This is how many close friends you
have in your lifetime.
(Ty:LOL i got avogado's constant amount of friends.)

7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure
Driving: You are a laid back person.
(ty: if you like teleporting you're LAZY)

8. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends
and your
lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to
please people.


9. This wish will come true only if
you repost
this with "Emotion Test" as the
subject

And remove all the crap from the answers.

Highly nonsensical retarded crap. Well time to move on.
(feeling hungry will get my dinner as crap on.)

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I WANT: to sleep!
I HATE: annoying people
I MISS: somebody
I HEAR: silence
I REGRET: many things in life
I LIKE: badminton
I DANCE: horribly
I SING: horribly.
I SHOULD: be studying chem or rewriting my PI no.

IN THE LAST FEW DAYS, HAVE YOU...

CRIED? WHY?
- No? DId not cry for a very long time

GOTTEN SICK?
- Nope.

GONE TO THE MOVIES?
- Yes i think so. watched mr bean

WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?
- I write many letters daily in school. Oh you don't mean that?

FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?
- No. I got no mana to do so


WOULD YOU EVER...

EAT A BUG?
- I'd gladly shallow any computer bug

BUNGEE JUMP?
- Maybe

WALK ON HOT COALS?
- No!. Hot colds?

GO OUT TO EAT WITH A COMPLETE STRANGER?
- I don't mind if im not the one paying.

DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE?
- Considering already. It's cool.

STAY UP ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT?
- Nothing special.

THE LAST PERSON WHO...

WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH YOU?
- Family

CALLED YOU ON THE PHONE?
- My maid from downstairs.

TEXTED YOU?
- heeyi wished me happybirthday i guess

MADE YOU SMILE?
- My own lame jokes


DO YOU PREFER...

FLOWERS OR CANDY?
- Candy. Unless flowers are edible.

GREY OR BLACK?
- Black.

SUNRISE OR SUNSET?
- Sunset

STAYING UP LATE OR WAKING UP EARLY?
- Both. the ultimate time creating tactic
(at the expense of health)

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Woah woah time is running out. I gotta faster finish this then chop chop go finish my work. SIAN LAH!!!

1. Song playing at the moment?
; reminding me to on a song. just played "variations of canon" on VLC media player

2. Reasons for living?
; To live my life for God and find out his purpose for me.

3. Do you think you're ok?
; No. People who say they're ok are usually NOT.

4. Ever donated blood?
; Nope. I'll faint. got phob of blood.

5. Favorite color(s)?
; White, orange

6. Accessories you usually
wear?
; Shirt, pants. time piece?

7. One song to describe a heartbreak
in the past?
; Mari kita. (as if..)

8. Last place you went to?
; School.

9. Last person you went out with?
; Don't remember.

10. The most exciting sport?
; Badminton, nothing else comes close.

11. Ever had a baby?
; Nope.

12. Movie you want to watch?
; Mr BEAN!

13. Any piercings?
; I'll pierce damage you if you talk retard with me.
(PEIRCINGS are GROSS and for LOSERS, seriously, don't offend me by even asking okay)

14. The most romantic gift?
; Life.

15. Acted on stage before?
; Yes. always. and ever retarded.

16. Struck by lightning before?
; Taller people goes first.

17. Danced with your loved ones
before?
; Nope.

18. Ever wished you could turn back
time?
; No. i wan complete maniupilation of it.

19. What would you do if you woke up
one day to find yourself to be with
your opposite sex ?
; at least better than the same sex. (eeeks)
get what I mean?

20. One song that's meaningful to you?
; Fairytale. Tong hua

21. Last person you met for the first
time?
; Strangers in school

22. What will you be doing tomorrow?
; School, as if I have a choice.
(usually got more interesting ans durin hols)

23. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
; No. I'll do it the smart way

24. One thing you totally regret
doing/done?
; Everything

25.Do people like you?
; Duh of course.

26.What was the last game you played on
the computer?
; Define playing. Oh well about few days since my last Dota game.

27. The color of your mobile phone?
; whitish

28. Do you hate someone at the moment?
; types of people. but not any individual.

29. What do you wish to happen now?
; To feel happy and satisfied.

30. Last time you ate pizza?
; Long long ago.

31. Ever been given a ring?
; yes ringtone.

32. Do people think you're weird?
; Of course.

33. Movies now showing that you hate?
; nothing in particular

34. Most important thing in your room?
; me.

35. Last movie watched?
; Mr bean's holiday

36. Last television show watched?
; Anime episode 25 of Death Note

37. Do you smile a lot?
; Never

38. Ever called a person useless?
; Selfexplainatory. No nid to waste verbal mana.

39. Are you good at hiding your
feelings?
; Nope. People always find them behind trees and under my table.

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Bear with me, it's ending.

Finally, the lasts [lasts]

Last letter of ur name?
* I for iodine

Last thing you ate?
* Home made Curry Rice

Last thing u drank?
* Chocomilk

Last song you listened to?
* Variation of Canon

Last movie you watched?
*Mr BEAN!

Last TV show you watched?
* Death note

Last person who sent you an sms?
* heeyi

Last time you cleaned your room?
* light years ago

Last CD/Cassette you bought?
* Never bought one

Last travel?
* teleporation from school

Last time you cried?
* duno.

Last person who you chatted online?
*haven't talked to anyone online yet today

Last website you browsed?
* friendster

Last person you hated?
* i hate people simulataneously

Last person u were thinking of?
* wasn't think of anyone

Last time u feel sick?
* kinda now?

Last person u chatted on the phone?
* haven chatted for a long time. Really BUSY

Last place you went to?
* School. (like i got a choice)

Last friend you met?
* Dun remember.

OKAY thats it. four quizs. Plus eating my dinner, i took 20 minutes. now it's time to go start some work. and rock some socks...

And play more Canon till i learn finish it.

time to post

Again, I know i know, im going to bore you with my day at school. Besides school nowadays, I have like nuthing to post about, and that nuthingness is really sad and miserable. Life is totally insanely boring with school. I come back, reflect on what happened and everyday it seemed the same though different.

Im finally learning Canon on piano. After having learning how to play sadness and sorrow. Felt really tired this afternoon.And im not learning canon in D but the variation of canon by george winston.

Oh well. Ive been neglecting my PSP big time, maybe it's a white elephant afterall. (and yes it's a white PSP but still..). It's time to get my UMD disc to be able to play all the games I wan to. Yes, i dunno how mani games don't work because I dun have the darn disc.

And pokemon diamond is coming out and I don't have a DS. Damn.

I may be tempted, (infact i am contemplating) getting a DS. But still, buying 2 handheld consoles within a time span of like 1 month is not really a good idea? though it's my birthday, and my aunt offered to buy me something. DS DS DS!

i dun know. im confused. or maybe i should go for something bigger. something badass, like...PS3...

U know when i was young i had a habit of collecting these white elephants. PSX, PS2, Gamecube, N64, Gameboy advance ( oh boy I have 2 of these..)...and 1 GBA sp. I have loads of consoles while not being a heavy gamer. Oh well. I must be spoilt.

And now this spoilt brat wants a PS3...

Im going nuts...

I want it so much, but yet I know it is so wasting to spent hundreds on a gaming console which I will hardly play. Unless I can find really convincing/strong reasons to buy, I will not buy it just yet.

Ahhh temptation. Noooo

And yes, school work. Is rather fine. Like real, Ive been owing many stuff. There's atomic structure mini test and differentiation test tmr. Tommorow is mass-test day. And we got this summary test (but heck it's GP/English, why care when there's a limit to how badly you can do). Im not very worried about Atomic structure because I think I can understand the whole chapter quite okay. Differentiation is crap and it's just a 15 min lecture test.

And about stuff I owe. And yes, (i have a habit of interupting my own sentences sorry). my PI (preliminary ideas) was rejected because it was TOO long. I had to write at a limit of 500 words and my PI is a grand 1313 words long. Very nice! very good, but illegal.

I shall refrain from doing such stuff anymore. And i should keep track of the word count for once. Believe it or not, I sit infront of com and *opens word processor*. does random typing for 10-15 minutes. And thinks " okay this should be just nice, im sick of typing". check word counts **** FAINTS***, 1313 words.

Omgosh, as you can see. I have the tendancy of losing track of things and just go insane typing word after word.And yes I have to redo as I don't really like to summarize stuff.

Tmr's the deadline. And ive not started yet. but strangely i think i will spent more time doin this one. as this time i have to conscious about how much im actually typing. not going to *random flooding mode* and flood the com with a thousand word. And Im VERY convinced my PI is soo awesome but the word limit is sad. My ideas are there, I have everything, everything and everything inside my mind and majority are on that 1313 word long 3 peices of paper. but now theres a restriction of 500 words.

DAMN they wanna restrict how good my PI can be.

Fine.

It's called balancing, and im totally mad. But still, i think im going insane. the speed which im doin things is increasing and increasing so much. when cher gave us like total of 4 differentiation questions with like qn 1 having 4 parts (which makes it a tt of 7 questions). when i finished everything the average human being will only be at question 1 part 4 or halfway. I do things 2 times faster. And that is not as if I force myself to do quickly. It's subconscious.

Im scared of myself.

But still, when im in dreamland mode I can do things like a snail.or rather, very slowly. and that matches other people's normal pace.And again, I wonder why life is so ironic because I do my practical really slowly.

And yes. Geog, mindmap. I know u know everyone I owes the mindmap. And i have like zero intention to do it. Heck 5% of CA marks, I don't really care do I. Wait I do. (as if).

Tommorow is intense day but i think im gettin used to it. school doesn't feel that tiring afterall.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

LOl. randoming

Happy birthday to myself. Im 17 now!

Dunno if I should be happy or sad but 17 feels like a big jump from 16. This is the only year which I am not going to have a party. because perhaps maybe i have grown out of it, or for some unknown reason I am too lazy to organise one.

School was fine, as it was prac day today. I was spacing out during phy prac and end up I didn't know how to set up that super troublesome thingy. which resulted in me actually playing the apparatus the entire session and not fixing it seriously. as the teacher explained i was playing the games on my Graphic calculator so wasn't paying attention. so end of the day, I din finish my graph, and not only that, one amazing fact that will shock the entire world is that I got no readings at all...

I was just not in the mood to do it seriously

but thankfully chem prac i was abit faster this time. but i had some screwed up iron (II) alumnium sulphate solution that didn't change colour AT ALL during titration.

WTF.

I tried collin's solution, and i got some okay okay readings. I don't rmb adding wrongly, (adding wrong masses of the solid iron (II) alu sulphate,). i don't knowwhat went wrong. which is frigging scary.

Imagine in exam when you do titration and you realize your DARN conical flask (or rather, it's contents) doesn't change colour at all. and your purple Potassium Manganate just flows down like nothing and the thing is still forever purple.

Great, I did that but still I manage to get consistent 2 readings.

And then, just when I thought i crossed the greatest obstacle of weirdness and unpredictability in chem pracs. I realize..I realize.

I don't know how to do the mole calculation, and time is running out (and no i can't close the door of the chem lab to prevent time from running out, yea literally).

But fret not, it's just a normal LAMO chem prac session. Not SPA yet. just yet. practicals are nightmare to me.

Today had chem lecture where the chem lecture thought chemical bonding. I couldn't remember a single shit from the last lecture which was like 7 days back. So i was lagging at first but i manage to understand overall what the heck the lecturer was talking about and finally everything made sense.

At the end of the lesson the teacher said something. " I hope you all will go home and read the notes as next week I will move very fast ".

LOL. read that literally and you'll get what I mean.

Imagine ur lecturer zooming into the lecturer hall at velocity of 3.00 X 10^8 m/s and spinning her fingers and pressing her powerpoint slides at insane imbal speed.

Yes, so next week I will move very fast.

Go ahead, be my guest.

If you still don't get what I mean, you must have flushed your sense of humour down the bowl the last time u visited it.

It's not very funny anyway. It's just me making a huuuhaaa out of everything stupid I hear. Or rather, making everything I hear stupid.

And do you know that 100 plus is created from IRON.

Yes, it's VERY true. You oxidie Fe2+ to become Fe3+, and you oxidize it futhur to become Fe4+ and finallly after a long long time, yo uwill get Fe100+ and you can remove Iron by some filtration and drink your 100 PLUS!

Cool?

It's a joke for those who don't get it.

Probably some shameless meaningless logicless one.

Okay. today was mainly weird pac sessions plus chem n maths lecture (which should be renamed the GC lecture). grr i was playing GC games on my graphic calculator (which i figured could be more fun than my PSP!).

And yes. P.E. today was a rather SLACK lesson of PE. because all we did was run 2.4Km and have our timings taken again. I got 9.48, which is quite okay. I think but still, I got lots more to work on. I am happy that I did improve by abit from my very disgracing 10:37 to 9.48. But im still grossly sad that i didn't get 9:23 and below.

I hoped to at least beat my very own sec 4 timing. and now i can't even beat it. im so darn disappointed. but still i ran relatively fast compared to my class.

1st lap and 2nd lap i was sober enough to listen to the timings on each lap. after each subsequent laps i was like soo lazy to calculate mentally using mental sums to figure each lap time. My 1st lap time was 1:30, and 2nd was 1:35. I don't know about the rest, but if you use some diminishing effect theory and take it as my stamina falls constantly, and with my final time of 9:48 you'll see my individual lap times.

At half the journey (which is 1.2KM). i was 4.44. ( i just rmbed).

1st lap time-1:30
2nd lap time-1:35
3rd lap time-1:39

My timing for 2nd half=9:48-4:44
Which is 5:04

the difference for my 2nd half of the run is like 20 seconds difference.20 seconds spread out evenly in 3 laps would be something like 6 seconds, 6 seconds, 8 seconds.

so my 2nd half probably looks like

4th lap time-1:36
5th lap time-1:41
6th lap time-1:47

Due to the nature of the 2.4 KM run and the nature of human beings. the 2nd half (aka the 4th and 5th especially), laps are supposed to be the hardest and toughest.

And yes just some thing I always like to thing, and something which keeps me going " if you feel like you're going to drop, don't stop. If you stop and walk, you have run all the way to this point for nothing ". in other words, all your running till where youve stopped is wasted.

Unless you're fine with it. perservence is the key.

First time Ive ever analyzed my own run.

I believe last yr my timing was better. 9:23. I would maybe be able to pull it off this time, IF i were on better form.

I need to train more. After this run, Ive decided 8:50 would do for me. I just want 8:50!

okay enough. after the slacky PE lesson I went for badminton at cck. and yea so im back here. i got tons of work to do. geog and chinese n the graph which i din draw at physics (heck i'll draw it sometime later, and yes...erhm, my PI which i have no absolute idea on what im supposed to do).

Heck. school work.

Duh. thats so me.

It'll manage some how.

I wish my homework were emo so they would cut themselves (into shreads) so i don't have to do them.

But I wish Iwish

They never come true...

Monday, April 9, 2007

Damn moles

Okay. As you can see from the title. today's topic of the day is DA DARN moles. Yes, test was fine. but still, I don't like moles and calculations because like 90% of the time, I get the wrong answers. And 90% out of that 90% I done something stupid in my above steps to get me the wrong answer. Yes, carelessness, thats the word.

But still, Im not sure how I done on this Moles Stohiometry And redox blah blah blah test. Though I manage to do all the qns, my answers were disturbingly weird. Maybe I will get single digit afterall...but still, as long as the paper is still in the hands of the teacher, ignorance is bliss.

And I didn't revise my mole concept and the gases hydrocarbon thingy at all. Which lead me to use common sense and secondary 4 mole knowledge to do all the mole questions. Which somehow lead me to the very very answer. Im just too lazy to read/do tutorial 1.

And after doin so man redox qns in the redox tutorial like only half of it was redox. the way mr lim was emphasing on redox i seriously thought the entire paper was redox.

and i don't know how i managed to pluck disproportionate reaction (erhm is it right?) from my brain. though I have no memory of reading it anywhere? ESP?Someone forgot to off his brain's bluetooth. (don't get it, nevermind.) Or my brain waves intercepted some teacher's wifi on his notebook. Seriously, i don't know. But still, this test was okay, at least they're some free marks here and there to collect just like coins in mario world.

school was sadly long today. miserable. lesson lineup was fine. though i find myself actually REMEMBERING the class room locations or at least have a vague idea after being in the same cycle for 2 weeks. (or is it 3?).

I got screwed in this chinese compo where I got like 11/30 (with a really bloody piece of paper, filled with red markings from mr lee). 4 out of 14 people who attempted that question passed anyway and they're people with lower scores than me and plenty with the same range [the penniless comparing with in debt)and some lucky bastards (or should I say pros?) with like 19/30 which is alrdy like darn godlike lah. chinese is really...really something i dislike. but at least chinese lessons are bearable now. since i actually decided to go do my work properly. As for comprehension, it was better. I got a "GOOD" written beside it, and it was like strangely WTF because I literally crapped thru it with the intention of sleeping once Ive finished it. And 20.5/25 seems rather decent for my poor grasp of the chi lanquage....

And yes, chinese now feels like primary school again. Ting xie (aka spelling) and corrections! woah, I haven't actually studied for a ting xie for like 4 years or maybe even more. (wait did I even learn my ting xie in pri sch? i don't recall but heck anyway)....

Life doesn't seem too pleasant.

Now I start to feel how life can be so monotonous. Living in the exact same cycle for like 2 weeks got me thinking that I gotta repeat this cycle many many more times. And still, everyday has it's own characteristics that leaves the same kind of feeling. nowadays, it seems every monday feels so like a monday, and a tuesday feels so like a tuesday. so on and so forth. everyday is different, but every day will remain disturbingly similar for months to come.

No training today. Cancelled due to some weird dance thing in the hall. I hate it how the school gives piorities to activities which they can gladly and nondisruptively do at other locations. our sch's badminton doesn't even have the right to call them to scram. and last monday they ate up 2 of our only 3 courts. that is sad. now i know why PJ badminton can win nuts, and eat last prize in any competition. Look at AC, their own sports complex and badminton hall, with all the dsa-ers and nationally ranked. which ever pro badminton player in his right mind will come to PJ to play for PJ. no way. Though comparing AC and PJ is like comparing the sky and the earth, worlds apart, but yet still in the same world. Such large contrasts are really sad.But still, AC is AC so heck, I shall stop complaining. Im happy I live like within 10 minutes of teleportation time from school.

They changed training to PT. And thats so not not not good because we had PE today. PE, to me, is not exactly the most tortorous lesson (unlike many many other people). today was mainly working on the arms. We did run but it was like negligable? because I still had enough stamina/energy left after the entire PE lesson. But still, yes, my hands were shivering.

I don't really have much hand strenght you know.

And thats why I have to buck up for my Chin up in the upcoming napfa. so strenght training is really really helpful and I appreciate that. In addition, im doing like 60 pushups daily in intervals of 20,20,20 and I hope that will help.

I want to get a full mark score 30/30 for Napfa. For 2.4Km and situps, that's like, heck easy. freefrags. but chin up, (im not sure how much you would need), but i think anything beyond a 5 would be seemingly impossible for me to achieve in such a short time. I don't really have long legs to standing broad jump will be a let down (though pple argue that muscle strenght is the most important, but still, why do we study physics for?). And shuttle run, though i am a badminton player but i don't really have a shuttle run score which I can brag about. So perhaps, 20/30 would be decent? I already have 10 pnts in my sit n reach and 2.4KM. now it's up to the rest. if on the average gets 3 points, i will achieve like 22, which I will be happy with.

But why do I seem so enthu about napfa. i don't know. im not exactly enthu but since.

Today's PE lesson overall was one of the least tirings one. And actually it was rather slack. (except the arm part)...

So I just reached home, had some random dinner, blogged some random crap, and surfed some net and now it's 9.ooPM, nice. College life is the ultimate time waster.

And now in life I don't have anything to look forward, except a break in this monotone life. weekends again, are like oasis in deserts.....

And after a break during the weekend, school repeats, 5 day week. wohoo, have fun (like real). go back to school and tire your poor brain out for another 5 days.

Then it repeats again.

Then it repeats again.

Get it? this cycle is really damn annoying.

Okay, tommorow we're on Square 2 of this 7 square cycle. (and yes we only have one sided dices of one dot here). Nothing much to look forward to. Tommorow again, is practical day which we suffer (or benefit?) from a 2 hour long break.

Im bored and exhausted from all this random typings....ZZZ. I shall rest early.

Sunday, April 8, 2007

Issues and random crap

Liked my previous post? I wonder if all of them are true. They sound convincing though. But anyway, Im tempted to post some controversial post here this evening but Im not sure if I can make anything up as I type. But anyway, I don't think I will be posting an emo post anytime soon.

Looks like the counter is currently around 600+. I wonder how long have I put the counter up, but anyway it's going up steadily I know. Somehow I get excitied when I see the counter rise, and rise. Each day, as time pass. For some reason, I feel at least people are willing to come here and read what I have to say.

And just incase you're curious, here are the blogs I visit.

My very own bloghopping places of interest:aka:"blogs that I visit"
1) Weirong - yes I always go to your blog to read your emo posts. Seriously, your blog is very very darn emo. Sometimes (but rarely) I find "series of events" type of post. Is being emo the only drive that gets you to post something?

2) Dexter - Well. I always go to find zero updates. No new stuff Kinda boring. So post more! and btw I still visit your ghost town!

3) Wen pu - Though sometimes when you post something, I know. Because you can only do it at glenn's place. But still, I just visit your blog for some unknown reason. And i always read the latest poem once before I leave. probably one of the most unique blogs Ive seen. it's where every post is a work, and every post there's quality. not like mine, (where every post is probably nonsense. and in my history of having 3-4 blogs of 200 posts on average each, my postes gotta be majority rubbish.)

4) Tanya - Though ur posts are really short (and i wonder if u still visit my blog). but I still go and take a look once awhile. Your blog is always short paragraphs and pictures one. It's like a short stop on my blog hopping trip.

5) Derek - Yes. i think your blog is so darn interesting. And honestly, I like the way and your style of posting. Though we were in the same class for 2 yrs. I din know u were SOOO Smart with all the gadgets and science stuff. I read your blog but sometimes I do't get whats going on at all. Your rants are pretty funny!!! haha

6) Huifen - LOL coz u're same class as me so I read your blog

7) Cassandra - Yes the same

8) Jonathan Phua - YEA, for the same reason. Coz you're in my class thats y I read your blog

9) Andy - Also the same -.-

10) Jonathan Lam - LOL. ur posts are quite funny!!!!

11) Grace yeoh-I don't know why but I realized that the source of the QUIZS on weirong's blog is from your blog. So sometimes i just go there to take a look. the content is okay also, sometimes quite interesting to read. though weird coz i dunno u at all LOL

12) Jian Qin-Post normally all daily events, so i just go and read for fun.

And once in awhile

13) Huimin-Yea last time I used to go read frequently. Now when im bored or run out of blogs to hop to. Just wanna see what life is like in BP lol. but nth interesting one. her style is short sentences, sometimes it makes it quite funny also.

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Yea end of it. I hope I did not leave out anyone.

I got a whole list of blogs to hop to.

AND YES, ting jun and glenn please kindly REVIVE YOUR blogsss!!! hahaha

And out of everyone, I think Im the most frequent blogger. And still, Ive yet to see someone who blogs more often than me.

Seriously, it's not about time. (unless you type like a snail, wait it doesn't make sense but heck). it's about how used you are to it, and how much you have to say. i can't find the right word.

Yeah inspiration. I see some people like WR need to have emo-ness to be able to blog. For me, I dont know. Like I said, Im good at impromtu and making up stuff. So actually I opened this post without the intention of things to say, but I made everything up. Wonderful?

You don't have things to say inorder to blog. Seriously.

Just make them up and crap your way through.

I seriously feel sad for the quality of my posts.

ANd YES, my birthday is coming soon! anyone wanna buy me present?? me being super thickskinned here. Im considering holding a mini-function/party next sunday (which happens to COLLIDE with my 2nd brother tayyang's BD party as well), but I'll make it small. And I hope to hold it somewhere else aside from my house. though my house is relatively spacious, 30-40 plus people is a big nono.

I don't know who I wanna invite. But Im opening it to everyone. Clan lego, (of course), 4p3, 07S18, OG34, church friends. anyone who wants to come, just let me know. and pls, first come first serve. I think i may impose a limit this time.

This time need present ar.

Last year I said no need present and 10+ pple turned up empty handed. Woah, not to be greedy or materialistic, but attend pple birthday party need to have present one right. it's like a formality.

And yes, something tt is on my mind. How am I gonna accomodate to like 4-5 different groups of people who don't know each other. Like for example. I don't think my 4p3 friends know pple from my new class. Heck (though i dun think any 4p3 pple will be attending at all). and it will be like super weird.

Though I am opening invitation to everyone. (and i rarely do that). and now i decided to do this because there are too mani people and I don't wan to select people to invite.

I was thinking of saturday but there's this PJC vivavi*#&@*#&2 thing coming up. So i can't put anything on that date incase by any chance Im forced to attend that thingy.

Sunday will be tight as I have to attend church and ther'es school on monday. So it wil be a very very small party.With NO birthday rituals. just some pure fun for some short hours. It's either my house, or the function place at diary farm. I have no idea what I can do at diary farm though...BUT still....everything is still undergoing serious planning.

And afterall, I may not be having one. but this is the first year im going without a party. AWWW sad...

And yes it's approaching 8. I made a pact with myself to start doing my chemistry revision at 8.00 SHARP (not blunt).

I didn't accomplish much this weekend, in terms of education wise. School work, piles left unfinished. but at least I didn't do nothing. I did complete some stuff, which are supposed to lessen my workload. But still, i have tons of unfinished stuff to do. (but heck, they can wait)

And i spend many hours playing e piano this weekend.

Starting lessons again next week. Going to take grade 5 next year february!! jiayou! ganbatte!

Okay. my mind just ran out of steam.

And btw just found out that sleeping with your head covered under a pillow causes brain damage or retardation.

Thats why lah. I always sleep with the pillow under my head.

Haha bye.

Stuff you may not know (copied)

*stuff you may not know*

-for the v v bored only. not for the fainthearted.


1) Look at your zipper. See the initials YKK? It stands for Yoshida Kogyo Kabushibibaisha, the world’s largest zipper manufacturer.
2. 40 percent of McDonald’s profits come from the sales of Happy Meals.
3. 315 entries in Webster’s 1996 Dictionary were misspelled.
4. On the average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily.
5. Chocolate kills dogs! True, chocolate affects a dog’s heart and nervous system. A few ounces is enough to kill a small sized dog.
6. Ketchup was sold in the 1830’s as a medicine.
7. Leonardo da Vinci could write with one hand and draw with the other at the same time.
8. Because metal was scarce, the Oscars given out during World War II were made of wood.
9. There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos.
10. Leonardo da Vinci invented scissors. Also, it took him 10 years to paint Mona Lisa’s lips.
11. Bruce Lee was so fast that they actually had to slow a film down so you could see his moves. That’s the opposite of the norm.
12. The original name for the butterfly was “flutterby”!
13. By raising your legs slowly and lying on your back, you can’t sink in quicksand.
14. Mosquito repellents don’t repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the mosquito’s sensors so they don’t know you’re there.
15. Dentists recommend that a toothbrush be kept at least six feet away from a toilet to avoid airborne particles resulting from the flush.
16. The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley’s gum.
17. Michael Jordan makes more money from Nike annually than the entire Nike factory workers in Malaysia combined.
18. Marilyn Monroe had six toes on one foot.
19. Adolf Hitler’s mother seriously considered having an abortion but was talked out of it by her doctor.
20. The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola, and Budweiser, in that order.
21. To escape the grip of a crocodile’s jaws, prick your fingers into its eyeballs. It will let you go instantly.
22. The average person falls asleep in seven minutes.
23. The “pound” (#) key on your keyboard is called an octothorp.
24. The only domestic animal not mentioned in the Bible is the cat.
25. Rubber bands last longer when refrigerated.
26. The average person’s left hand does 56% of the typing.
27. Dreamt” is the only word in the English language that ends in “mt”.
28. It’s impossible to sneeze with your eyes open.
29. In Chinese, the KFC slogan “finger lickin’ good” comes out as “eat your fingers off”.
30. A c0ckroach can live for 10 days without a head.
31. We shed 40 pounds of skin a lifetime.
32. Yo-Yos were once used as weapons in the Philippines.
33. Mexico City sinks abut 10 inches a year.
34. Brains are more active sleeping than watching TV.
35. Blue is the favorite color of 80 percent of Americans.
36. When a person shakes their head from side to side, he is saying “yes” in Sri Lanka.
37. There are more chickens than people in the world.
38. The thumbnail grows the slowest, and the middle nail grows the fastest.
39. There are more telephones than people in Washington, D.C.
40. The average four year-old child asks over four hundred questions a day.
41. The average person presses the snooze button on their alarm clock three Times each morning.
42. The three wealthiest families in the world have more assets than the Combined wealth of the forty-eight poorest nations.
43. The first owner of the Marlboro cigarette Company died of lung cancer.
44. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.
45. The world’s youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910.
46. Our eyes remain the same size from birth onward, but our noses and ears Never stop growing.
47. You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching TV.
48. A person will die from total lack of sleep sooner than from starvation. Death will occur about 10 days without sleep, while starvation takes a Few weeks.
49. Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying.
50. The Mona Lisa has no eyebrows.
51. When the moon is directly overhead, you weigh slightly less.
52. Alexander Graham Bell, the inventor of the telephone, never telephoned His wife or mother because they were both deaf.
53. A psychology student in New York rented out her spare room to a Carpenter in order to nag him constantly and study his reactions. After Weeks of needling, he snapped and beat her repeatedly with an axe Leaving her mentally retarded
54. “I am.” is the shortest complete sentence in the English language
55. Colgate faced a big obstacle marketing toothpaste in Spanish speaking Countries because Colgate translates into the command “go hang Yourself.”
56. Like fingerprints, everyone’s tongue print is different.
57. “Bookkeeper” is the only word in English language with three consecutive Double letters.
58. Right handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left handed People do.
59. The sentence “the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog” uses every Letter in the English language.
60. If the population of China walked past you in single line, the line Would never end because of the rate of reproduction
61. China has more English speakers than the United States.
62. Every human spent about half an hour as a single cell.
63. Each square inch of human skin consists of twenty feet of blood vessels.
64. An average person uses the bathroom 6 times per day.
65. Babies are born with 300 bones, but by adulthood we have only 206 in our Bodies.
66. Beards are the fastest growing hairs on the human body. If the average Man never trimmed his beard, it would grow to nearly 30 feet long in his Lifetime.
67. According to Genesis 1:20-22, the chicken came before the egg.
68. The longest place name still in use is: Taumatawhakatangihangaoauauotameteaturi- Pukakpikimaungahoronukupokaiwhenuakitanatahu - a New Zealand hill.
69. If you leave Tokyo by plane at 7:00am, you will arrive in Honolulu at Approximately 4:30pm the previous day.
70. Scientists in Australia’s Parkes Observatory thought they had positive Proof of alien life, when they began picking up radio-waves from space. However, after investigation, the radio emissions were traced to a Microwave in the building.
71. Wearing headphones for an hour increases the bacteria in your ear 700 times.
72. More than 40,000 parasites and 250 types of bacteria are exchanged during a French kiss.
73. Men can read smaller print than women, but women can hear better.
74. Coca-Cola was originally green.
75. The most common name in the world is Mohammed.
76. The name of all the continents ends with the same letter that they start with.
77. There are two credit cards for every person in the United States.
78. TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard.
79. Women blink nearly twice as much as men!!
80. You can’t kill yourself by holding your breath.
81. It is impossible to lick your elbow.
82. People say “Bless you” when you sneeze because when you sneeze, your heart stops for a millisecond.
83. It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky.
84. The “sixth sick sheik’s sixth sheep’s sick” is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language.
85. If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you try to suppress a sneeze, you can rupture a blood vessel in your head or neck and die.
86. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents great king from history. Spades - King David, Clubs - Alexander the Great, Hearts - Charlemagne, Diamonds - Julius Caesar.
87. 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321
88. If a statue of a person in the park on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle.
89. If the horse has one front leg in the air, the person died as a result of wounds received in battle.
90. If the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes.
91. Question - This is the only food that doesn’t spoil. What is this? Ans. - Honey
92. A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.
93. A snail can sleep for three years.
94. All polar bears are left handed.
95. American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating one olive from each salad served in first-class.
96. Butterflies taste with their feet.
97. Elephants are the only animals that can’t jump.
98. In the last 4000 years, no new animals have been domesticated.
99. On average, people fear spiders more than they do death.
100. Shakespeare invented the word ‘assassination’ and ‘bump’.
101. Stewardesses is the longest word typed with only the left hand.
102. The ant always falls over on its right side when intoxicated.
103. The electric chair was invented by a dentist.
104. The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.
105. Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over million descendants.
106. The cigarette lighter was invented before the match.
107. Most lipstick contains fish scales.
108. And finally 99% of people who read this will try to lick their elbow.