Im awake now at 12 plus. Not only awake but wide awake. I spent e afternoon sleeping once I got home from training. Not a very good idea, no dinner, an empty stomach and now i can't sleep. And i gotta wake up early tmr.
And yes i din blog about ytd. I forgot about the details of school bbut training was very weird, and it was like a "drama". more of me being the "drama". So school team lineup was choosen and darn because I choose singles i wasn't in. firstly, only got 4 slots and 2 J2 took up 2 spaces already. And weizhong was inside, even the last man was the other guy I fought the other day. Seriously, and i mean seriously, i wasn't very happy. but that was initially.
infront of everybody i expressed my unhappiness about the lineup, and me n coach made a deal that if i could win the other singles selected i would take their place, or actually be able to play this year. obviously he doesn't see my skills as i won the guy and weizhong (by a stroke of luck).
I was supposed to win 1 match but I won both. So ive proven that I SHOULD b inside, and not the other guy.
But what puzzles me is why I didn't get in in the first place. I dunn know?
Very dramatic. I dunn know what to say. someone's gonna kicked out because i was missed out in the lineup in the very first plce. eithet that guy doesn't like me, or he doesn't know that i can actually beat almost everyone.
but heck. i dun realli care what pple think.
the most important thing is to fight for your right. seriously, if im not in i wun feel justified and i'll quit immediately. or if i lost during the deal i would actually just accept it. but now ive won, ive proven it, and he agreed to it. though he said im COMFIRM in the school team but seriously i dunno if that guy will make last minute changes. hope he keeps to his word.
final lineup will be known on monday. but anyway since PJ is battlin against RJC, HCjc all these imbalness I guess we can just. heck it. and go to lose.
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