Agony :(

Mild agony, but still worth ranting about. Im sure people have experienced this before. Having their efforts go down to waste, but because of grave or serious mistakes, but because of carelessness.

I forgot to save.

Yes if you're wondering, it's pokemon. I forgot to save when my bat ran out. and i was like 2 hours of gameplay behind where I was actually at. Forget it, this is the punishment for trying to complete the game TOO fast.

Today is early dismissal day! wee~so im at home already, slacking away.

Suddenly I feel my life changed alot since I entered JC. My friends changed. My clique changed, my lifestyle changed. I spent like half the time in school, and the other half at home. and half of that half is spent sleeping. Life is really lifeless.

And Ive become lamer since I entered JC. School is boring, you need lameness to fuel your day and keep yourselves alive/awake. Appreciate lameness. I don't think we'll be getting too much lameness but more stern and serious work in our working days ahead (plenty of years to slog away). So whats with being so serious now. We have plenty of time to be serious in the future. Now it's the time to play play play.

Today had GP test. Haha this is the best compehension passage Ive read in my entire life (or one of as a matter of fact). it's good, i mean. very true. this passage talks about gaming and the "generation divide". This author shares the same sentiments as me, but I just don't have the literacy power to pen them down.

Whoops. To PJC students, this is liek supposed to be a common test for GP. but heck, who cares. even if I reveal the entire passage to the entire world it's not going to entirely help anyone at all. and heck, it's GP. Not like you can even study for it.

Generation divide. Also, the passage speaks about the older generation having "neophobia" which is a phobia of new things, and thus, they always pick on the new youth entertainment, and criticize them so biasly. Politicians, all those seemingly "big" people are big people with small brains. All these people claim games breed evil and violence, but I seriously doubt they have even played a proper game, from the head to the tail of it.

I have many things to say, but guess I'll liek skip it. I don't wanna write so much invalid stuff.

Somehow, I feel trapped in this cycle of school again. Where am I? What am I doing? im trapped in this cycle of school. School, school, school work. I don't dread it entirely anymore, but seriously, the monotone of life sucks. really badly. and don't talk to me about lolipop.

I dun have many things to look forward to seriously. I wake up, another day. Another day of zombie-ing around in school. and then staggering home with damaged brains, and then sleeping the enitre night away. Refresh! day 2 begins and cycle repeats itself. No brainer. Seriously...

Not that life is stressful. infact, i think jc life is rather slack. or rather, the amount of workload i actually intend to do makes it slack. if you'r like alan and wanna get full marks for every shit in your sight, yes, it will be stressful because that's liek not easy? but seriously, i don't really see a meaning in school work. people say it's tough, it's not tough at all. i dun feel like doin work because there's lik no challenge. again like secondary school work, it's boring.

everything is understandable. it's just whether u wan to put in the effort to remember them and are able to vommit them without suffering health problems in examinations...

if i ask you to walk around your neighbourhood for one hour. Easy? Yes. Because you KNOW that the task itself is easy and it's a no brainer, thats why you won't be so dumb to go to it.

but if i ask you to run around the neighbourhood for one hour. Now there's a little challenge to it. Comparing walking and running. You won't choose the former but actually the latter. at least most people would.

Same analogy. When school work is too easy....i don't feel like doing it. only when it's challenging, there's this sense of gratification that keeps me going. if not, i'll just slack my time away.

Seriously, sometimes. when work becomes challenging, it can be fun. but this challenge dies down very fast. because most of the stuff are monotonous, random, and repitive after awhile.