screwed maths

Yep screwed math test today. Wonder if I can actually pass because I totally screwed question 1 despite knowing how to do it, i did some stupid illogical method just because on the spot I thought it was correct.

And heck I didn't even touch my differentiation notes like within a span of 1 week before the test itself. dang, a short 15 min test and i underestimated it.

Underestimating things is my forte. And that is not something to brag about.

Or rather, I have overwhelming and unjustified confidence in myself for NO REASON. Not really confidence, infact, overconfidence.

During secondary school. at the last lap just before Olevels. My chem n physics were really horrible, but still I had absolute confidence. Someone asked me where I got so much confident from when I obviously suck at a subject.

I don't know?

But still my accuracy is accurate. And precison is precise. My chem test got 15/30. though there is actually nothing to brag about but only the judgement in my prediction of score itself. Granted, I can do better, if I actually put in some effort during the good friday before the test.

Now upcoming got geog n physics test.

And btw, collin is a damn imbal smarty pants. He got 22.5/30 just by not studying. Don't study can get so high? People say bullshit, but I believe. There ARE people who can do so, so people who need to study to get their grades should stop whinning about unfairness. I know it because I am just like that, but of course, not as high level as collin.

I consider myself tyco. barely passing is actually a nice feeling when you haven't tried. i never wan to try my best to study for a test because i would actually see where my limits are. and ignorance is bliss.

And yes, tommorow is ultimate slack day. end late, low intensity. and crappy periods. now I realize my math needs some work and Ive been overconfident because I could do every single differentiation question in the tutorial.

But i failed to realize I had to do each one like 2 times before I could find a stupid mistake and get the correct answer. Im not cut out for tests.

Where by the correct ans is 4 and I get something like (-4). I hope mr wong is blind enough to mark it right but I doubt so. Math teachers may be blur and dumb at other matters. but they are as sharp as a knife when it comes to mathematical stuff.

And now I don't feel the stress of failing math testes because i know vlee is nonexistant in PJC. and he can't possibly be spreading vlee-ism from BP several miles away penetrating the gates of PJC. Even if he has powerful wifi.

(okay ignore that crap, for those that don't know. vlee is a strict and sadistic amath teacher in BP, u never wan to cross paths with him. i suffered 2 yrs under him.)

Okay, but im happy i didn't get the lowest in class for Chem. And congrats to myself because this is actually the FIRST CHEM TEST i PASSED in my ENTIRE life. (except for olevels examination.).

And yes. though today is thursaday. some person's good idea to have training on thursday. And so I just got home YEA from training and walking the canal at 8 o clock sounds good to you? in black darkness, and absolutely no light at all, you wonder if some wild rattata or pidgey will come jumping at you. not a good feeling

but thats not the main point. is that i wonder why training can start at 4:30 and end at 8.oo. Never seen any CCA end so late before. And I gurantee that if the hall did not have a closing time, people will end up in there till 9 or 10. and that is like staying ni school for the entire day. better off sleeping there or something.

and yes, our school gives zero attention to badminton and people are taking us lightly. it was raining intensively today. on and off minishowers and that is extremely not good to other ccas like what? floorball? and PE? Mr kwok brought his guinea pigs into the hall to do their PE and yes we got 2 courts eaten up till sometime later.

And th floorball people almost wanted to steal the court away from us. thats not very nice isn't it. just because we HAVE the hall and badminton is in the indoor sport you don't have to like be jealous and expect us to give you the hall. too bad if you're playing an outdoor game, and when it's raining. too bad, don't come crying expecting us to give away our hall. thats the only place we can play.

thats all. im tired. some piano later and im off to bed.