time to post

Again, I know i know, im going to bore you with my day at school. Besides school nowadays, I have like nuthing to post about, and that nuthingness is really sad and miserable. Life is totally insanely boring with school. I come back, reflect on what happened and everyday it seemed the same though different.

Im finally learning Canon on piano. After having learning how to play sadness and sorrow. Felt really tired this afternoon.And im not learning canon in D but the variation of canon by george winston.

Oh well. Ive been neglecting my PSP big time, maybe it's a white elephant afterall. (and yes it's a white PSP but still..). It's time to get my UMD disc to be able to play all the games I wan to. Yes, i dunno how mani games don't work because I dun have the darn disc.

And pokemon diamond is coming out and I don't have a DS. Damn.

I may be tempted, (infact i am contemplating) getting a DS. But still, buying 2 handheld consoles within a time span of like 1 month is not really a good idea? though it's my birthday, and my aunt offered to buy me something. DS DS DS!

i dun know. im confused. or maybe i should go for something bigger. something badass, like...PS3...

U know when i was young i had a habit of collecting these white elephants. PSX, PS2, Gamecube, N64, Gameboy advance ( oh boy I have 2 of these..)...and 1 GBA sp. I have loads of consoles while not being a heavy gamer. Oh well. I must be spoilt.

And now this spoilt brat wants a PS3...

Im going nuts...

I want it so much, but yet I know it is so wasting to spent hundreds on a gaming console which I will hardly play. Unless I can find really convincing/strong reasons to buy, I will not buy it just yet.

Ahhh temptation. Noooo

And yes, school work. Is rather fine. Like real, Ive been owing many stuff. There's atomic structure mini test and differentiation test tmr. Tommorow is mass-test day. And we got this summary test (but heck it's GP/English, why care when there's a limit to how badly you can do). Im not very worried about Atomic structure because I think I can understand the whole chapter quite okay. Differentiation is crap and it's just a 15 min lecture test.

And about stuff I owe. And yes, (i have a habit of interupting my own sentences sorry). my PI (preliminary ideas) was rejected because it was TOO long. I had to write at a limit of 500 words and my PI is a grand 1313 words long. Very nice! very good, but illegal.

I shall refrain from doing such stuff anymore. And i should keep track of the word count for once. Believe it or not, I sit infront of com and *opens word processor*. does random typing for 10-15 minutes. And thinks " okay this should be just nice, im sick of typing". check word counts **** FAINTS***, 1313 words.

Omgosh, as you can see. I have the tendancy of losing track of things and just go insane typing word after word.And yes I have to redo as I don't really like to summarize stuff.

Tmr's the deadline. And ive not started yet. but strangely i think i will spent more time doin this one. as this time i have to conscious about how much im actually typing. not going to *random flooding mode* and flood the com with a thousand word. And Im VERY convinced my PI is soo awesome but the word limit is sad. My ideas are there, I have everything, everything and everything inside my mind and majority are on that 1313 word long 3 peices of paper. but now theres a restriction of 500 words.

DAMN they wanna restrict how good my PI can be.

Fine.

It's called balancing, and im totally mad. But still, i think im going insane. the speed which im doin things is increasing and increasing so much. when cher gave us like total of 4 differentiation questions with like qn 1 having 4 parts (which makes it a tt of 7 questions). when i finished everything the average human being will only be at question 1 part 4 or halfway. I do things 2 times faster. And that is not as if I force myself to do quickly. It's subconscious.

Im scared of myself.

But still, when im in dreamland mode I can do things like a snail.or rather, very slowly. and that matches other people's normal pace.And again, I wonder why life is so ironic because I do my practical really slowly.

And yes. Geog, mindmap. I know u know everyone I owes the mindmap. And i have like zero intention to do it. Heck 5% of CA marks, I don't really care do I. Wait I do. (as if).

Tommorow is intense day but i think im gettin used to it. school doesn't feel that tiring afterall.