Personality Test

Advanced Big 45 Personality Test Results Gregariousness 42% Sociability 54% Assertiveness 58% Poise 54% Leadership 50% Provocativeness 70% Self-Disclosure 50% Talkativeness 58% Group Attachment 26% Extroversion 51% Understanding 46% Warmth 58% Morality 42% Pleasantness 30% Empathy 82% Cooperation 26% Sympathy 50% Tenderness 42% Nurturance 30% Accommodation 45% Conscientiousness 34% Efficiency 22% Dutifulness 22% Purposefulness 22% Organization 46% Cautiousness 54% Rationality 66% Perfectionism 62% Planning 10% Orderliness 37% Stability 34% Happiness 38% Calmness 26% Moderation 42% Toughness 54% Impulse Control 22% Imperturbability 30% Cool-headedness 62% Tranquility 22% Emotional Stability 36% Intellect 58% Ingenuity 90% Reflection 66% Competence 70% Quickness 90% Introspection 82% Creativity 78% Imagination 86% Depth 86% Openmindedness 78%

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Factor		low score	high score
Gregariousness	42%	quiet, reclusive	engaging, socially bold
Sociability	54%	withdrawn, hidden	warm, open, inviting
Assertiveness	58%	timid, gunshy	controlling, aggressive
Poise	54%	uneasy around others	socially comfortable
Leadership	50%	stays in background	prefers to lead
Provocativeness	70%	modest, plays it safe	bold, uninhibited, cocky
Self-Disclosure	50%	private, contained	very open and revealing
Talkativeness	58%	quiet, stealthy, invisible	motor mouth, loud
Group Attachment	26%	loves solitude	prefers to be with others
Understanding	46%	insensitive, schizoid	respectful, sympathetic
Warmth	58%	disinterested in others	supportive, helpful
Morality	42%	break/ignore the rules	play by the rules
Pleasantness	30%	aloof or disagreeable	gets along with others
Empathy	82%	out of tune w/ others	in tune with others
Cooperation	26%	competitive, warlike	agreeable, peaceful
Sympathy	50%	socially inconsiderate	socially conscious
Tenderness	42%	cold hearted, selfish	warm hearted, selfless
Nurturance	30%	self pleasing, me first	people pleasing, me last
Conscientiousness	34%	reckless, unscheduled	careful, planner
Efficiency	22%	unreliable, lazy	finisher, follows through
Dutifulness	22%	leisurely, derelict	strict, rule abiding
Purposefulness	22%	inattentive, undisciplined	prepared, focused
Organization	46%	relaxed, oblivious	detail oriented, anal
Cautiousness	54%	impulsive, spendthrift	restrained, cautious
Rationality	66%	irrational, random	direct, logical
Perfectionism	62%	careless, error prone	detail obsessed
Planning	10%	disorganized, random	scheduled, clean
Stability	34%	easily frustrated	calm, cool, unphased
Happiness	38%	unhappy, dissatisfied	self content, positive
Calmness	26%	touchy, volatile	even tempered, tolerant
Moderation	42%	needs instant gratification	easily delays gratification
Toughness	54%	hypersensitive, moody	thick skinned
Impulse Control	22%	lacks self control	maintains composure
Imperturbability	30%	highly emotional	emotionally contained
Cool-headedness	62%	demanding, controlling	accommodating
Tranquility	22%	emotionally volatile	emotionally neutral
Intellect	58%	instinctive, non-analytical	intellectual, analytical
Ingenuity	90%	lacks new ideas	innovative, novel
Reflection	66%	unreflective, coarse	art and beauty lover
Competence	70%	slow to understand/think	intellectual, brainy
Quickness	90%	intellectually dependent	intellectually independent
Introspection	82%	not self reflective	self searching
Creativity	78%	dull headed	synthesizer, iconoclast
Imagination	86%	practical, realistic	dreamer, unrealistic
Depth	86%	lacks curiosity	mental explorer

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300

Im really really tempted to rant more about the ODEX issue again, but I guess not. Save energy. Because things are really getting out of hand. I wonder how long are the judges and general public gonna be decieved by Odex's nasty money making scheme in the name of censorship & the wrongness of downloading.

Post count hits 300+ for once. I had many blogs, but this is the first to hit 300.

And, just some random tidbits. Gosh I got to say this video is really really hilarious. (the ending is real priceless!!!) keep that in mind no matter how much you want to stop watching it.

Oh and it's a Pkmn battle here. I got to say this game remains as one of my fav classics of all. It's an old concept, without real eye-candy graphics, but still, what hits me is it's nostalgicness and replayability value.

ENTP - "Inventor". Enthusiastic interest in everything and always sensitive to possibilities. Non-conformist and innovative. 3.2% of the total population.

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Enneagram Test Results Type 1 Perfectionism |||| 16% Type 2 Helpfulness |||||| 26% Type 3 Image Awareness |||||||||||||||||| 73% Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||||||||| 66% Type 5 Detachment |||||||||| 36% Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||| 40% Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||| 40% Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||| 43% Your main type is 8 Your variant is sexual

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A walk by the canal?

Im going to make a rather bold declaration here. That is, I am going to p'zero'n tommorow's teacher's day celebration! It's not really bold, since I never really actually run out of guts to pon stuff. Things that don't matter, don't go, as simple as that. not like i have any gifts for my teachers. And in like almost 11 years of education I haven't really even had the thought of giving gifts to any teachers in school. And teachers day has always been the same orthodox performance stuff, (which is decent usual, but time is better spent sleeping).

I was actually considering giving this a try. but after I found out what is installed for me is actually a WALK BY THE CANAL....PTTF! OWNED. In place of the usual excercise shit, they have this walk by the canal. As you can see, the back of PJC is actually a canal that stretches from Yew tee ( my house ) to bukit panjang (the other end is ten mile junction;; and I verified it by running there someday before.). I doubt we're walking the route to ten mile junction because that's 1 KM at most. the other way, which leds to regent secondary, and also in the direction of my house, is about 3KM i think. And both ways, should be around 4-5 KM approx for a full trip, IF they decide to walk the whole stretch. The walkable route of the canal ends at the back of a condo, windermill.See, I know one of the potential "tourist attraction" very well. From head to tail, (maybe?). The only thing missing here is actually the experience of swimming in it.

So. Nice. I walk the same old road everyday to school and explored/cycled/jogged my way around whenever I was bored for the past SEVEN years or so. And now you ask me to wake up early, put on my uniform and join the rest of the cohort and teachers in a WALK in that same path which I spent my childhood,teenage-hood and old age walking about. Nice one PJC, you ran out of ideas.

And and so. The bottom line is, actually not because I do't want to walk that very same route again, but infact...Im lazy to get up early to go to school. Besides, no lessons = go to school for nothing. I remember a famous quote from someone and I can't remember who. When I rant about problems in school, this person always says "what you go to school for?". And the answer and the really serious answer was "go to school to study". Someone told me that. Go to school to study. And if there's no lessons, then go school for what the hexane. Though I remember that quote till today, but applyin is just so difficult. Trust me, it really is.

So. to cut short. Tommorow is gonna be auto-converted into a holiday for me. So it's 1+9 days of holidays.

Okay. And yes since my physics file like vanished into thin air..., I have to redo all my tutorials. Wow, and luckily I go an extention deadline by like next week or something. Kinematics, Thermal Physics, Dynamics, Forces, Work Energy Power. Yeps that is ALL im MISSING.
And maths, maclaurin series, functions, graphing techniques and differential equations. by the end of the holiday. Wow.Doesn't really seem too much of a holiday to me. And all the recent chemistrical crap is really bluring the hell out of me.

Well I can conclude that if paper doesn't have wings, maybe files do. See, if you reconstruct the letters on files you get flies.

FILES & FLIES. SEE they are ISOMERS!!!

No wonder my file went missing. It flew away! Now I know, keep my windows closed. always.

Maybe my physics file became a nucleoFILE and undergo like Sn2 or something.

Recently been hearing some songs on piano in SCHOOL Canteen from Secret (jaychou movie). Damn rip off lah. I mean of all songs, they're playing the song " xiao yu xie li ke ba" and that piece even my 11 yr old bro can sightread it. I can too.

It sounds emo actually.

Zzxxsds

I know I have a habit of not posting whenever something I don't like to post about springs up. And yeps, this is the trend that kills the momentum in blogging, within me.

Oh yes. Anyway after owning my new K810i for sometime I finally found some drawbacks (and really huge flaws in the phone).

First, it's heat-dispersion really sucks. I don't really know the proper terms for it but the phone gets very heated up and warm after moderate time on the phone. Lets say, chat for 1 hour and the phone wll be HOT. this never really happened before on my old phones..

Oh and friday SPA. really really horrible. For the first time ever in chemistry practical I couldn't get my crystals! (sobs,sobs). No, it's not because aspirin doesn't like me, but I have never been so careless in my life to actually HEAT instead of WARM on the hotplate. and that was the 2nd last step by the way. And say bye bye to all my products. Well, at least there's crude product marks, as a safety net. If not I can really cry myself GG. Skill D was okay, I guess.

And I ponned GP extra movie crappy stuff. And I think it's somewhat justified because without my specs on friday, I can't really watch any stuff.

Oh, and saturday and sunday passed really quickly.

Sunday, Piano. Im still on my turkish march. it's rondo, so actually once i cleared a few more parts i will be almost done with it. And also, my teacher commented "Secret" from Bu neng shou de mi mi has weird composition. Starting from baroque style, then to classical and then to contempary. AND I HATE playing baroque stuff with both sides having MELODY. yucks. headache :(

Really really boring.

Today school was really tiring because of geog remedial. Lim chee wan is leaving us soon so this will be the 3rd last tutorial with him. So it's kinda sad actually. Had halogen derivative assignment today and I made STUPID mistakes...

Really recently making alot careless, unforced errors in everything I do nowadays. I think it's like not enough sleep perhaps.

And recently s18 has been sorta caught by the pokemon fever, some people are already playing Pokemon Gold on their handphones.!! wow. nostalgic craze.

Fossils,Fossils

Old man wong ah see wants my maths file by tommorow. And in it it should include all the tutorials up to now, which is like lets see, 5,6,7,8(a),8(b), 9,10. Which is a woot rofl 7 tutorials. And how many do I actually have right now. Lets see, after an extensive full-fledged search in my room I managed to dig out paper fossils. Yeps, and after doing carbon-dating tests I finally actually realised that Ive found actually 3 tutorialss..which are, 5,6, and 8(b).

I can't find 8(a) and 9. And I will never find them because Ive never done them. So that's not my fault, or you can't blame my fossil digging skills right? You just cant find a fossil of something that never existed before. Common sense.

But my chapter 7 macccccclaurin series is like MISSING. and I rmb i actually did it. Now, I wonder if it just didn't fossilize or something. Did it like, get eaten by crows or something? nah, i doubt so.

Oh!

Gosh it must be the wind.

Lesson learnt: never keep your windowss open.

And trust me, it's a miracle that im actually digging for my documents to compile a FILE. old man wong should be proud man, this is like the only file ive done. Besides err chem, but thats lim chee wan so it's ya, exception.

Respect for the elderly, or whatever that's called. :)

Yepps. So weekends approaching. and tommorow is friday, finally the last day of the week. tommorow got Alevel SPA skill B D which is chem aka organic synthesis.

I hope.

1) I get crystals, by hook or crook.
2) No Smelly Chemicals!!!, I repeat
3) No smellly chemicals..
4) Now i can't copy whatever collin does, oh no. Time to rely on myself.

And after SPA, the school is soo nice to actually organise some CRAPPY GP extra stuff which ends at 6. That ruins my fridayyy mood. What the heck. And I really really feel like Ponning, but I don't think ms wong is like on very good terms with me and if i pon this im really gonna get like a BLACK face. and I mean a really BLACK scary face. Im gonna get pwned. GOsh, Ithink i shall go, get that piece of paper (to prove I did attend) and pon halfway. afterall, being inside an LT makes things easier. Perhaps im just not bringing a bag so I can escape the cluthes of the LT in the name of answering nature's calls. So set, tommorow, stationary, calculator....that's all. SET.

Eh that's not a good idea, im bringing my DS tommorow.

I think i shall leave my bag outside the LT. Eh wait, i can play DS in the LT....

Bleh

I know I haven't been blogging a while. like for many days I guess. since saturday? Im not sure too. Oh well. Or was it monday?

Basically so I got myself a new phone, K810i. And nope, no pictures gonna be up yet. (and I can't take a pic of my phone using my phone's camera right?). Yeps, so this lil new gadget here is the younger brother of the K800i cybershot. Which makes it a cybershot as well!. Personally, I was quite skeptical in getting a cybershot phone. Im not really a camera person (true, despite the insane zi lian DARK side of me), and I don't really see the need of a 3.2 megapixel camera. Apparently, this cybershot lives up to it's name, it packs a powerful Xenon flash which is sorta "exclusive" to this series of phones. (even sony refuses to equip it to their better an high-tier phones, I heard). Taking pictures at night are a breeze (clear pictures), and overall the pictures are of good quality. Certainly a phone with ace camera features. Holding this phone alone makes me actually feel like wanting to take pictures. But I have yet to take any notable pictures, and when I do, I might actually upload them. Stay tuned to what lame/amusing pictures I can find in the next couple of days...

Design-wise (sorry no pics, go google it yourself). It's a standard phone design (not flip/slide). The keys are fine, nice to touch and okay, pressable. Decent. I wanted a phone that looked "powerful" for once, but guess K810i looks more sleek an stylish rather than powerful. Speaking of powerful, I wanted to get a Sony P1 (Pda phone btw) or N95 (which is insane, for me. and what the heck I need a GPRS for..-.-).

Memory space is okayy. At least Im saying that because I got a 2Gb card.

Overall, interace everything very Sony-ish. The same as all the previous SE phones I got. So nothing special here, no really different "features". Yepps. (except for the camera). overall a nice balanced phone, got it at like 300+ (with plan) which is quite worth it for the phone's capabilities. Yeps, still loving it. (alot)

Oh anyway finally I went to the optical today. I mean, yepps, went there to make specs (like duh). [will post pic when I collect it like this friday or something]. And I found out my eyesight is...150 degrees. (don't TELL ME TO GIVE YOU IN RADIAN because I don't have a calculator with me..). And apparently from memory, I thought it was 300 degrees the last time I checked. Could it be that continous straining of eyes to differentiate Benzene rings from Cycloalkenes be the miracle that caused my eyesight to improve itself by two times? Or could it be that my eyessight is actually experiencing somesort of positive halflife decay. Wtf??

I came to one conclusion.

Simple. Memory is failing me. There might be no 300 degrees in the first place. I was the one who underestimated my own eyesight.

I don't know to feel happy or not. But if my eyesight could actually improve, wait I don't understand. All this while Ive been doing not too nice things to my eyes ( like typing in the dark, reading without light, straining eyes in lessons etc..), and it improves! miracle.

I should stop living in self-denial. MEMORY IS FAILING Me....

Yarr. So back to the point. It's mid week. Wednesday. I skipped learning journey today. SKip is a good word for pon. Oh and it was this singapore mint thing. I didn't even want to go. not even interested. I don't think there's transport back and there's no way im gonna waste my time. Learning journey your head la, Ive learnt to pon.

Wait it's already my passive ability. Passive passive. Aura of pon.

It's good to have a mind on your own. Doesn't mean the whole class is going means you should or must go. Learn to know when to say no even when you're against everyone. That's what it means by having a mind of your own. Again, more words of wisdom from me.

I don't even know if im playing badminton for interhouse comp. Afterall im not in the cca anymore. I don't even know why Im not in the cca anymore. (perhaps because i didn't go already like duh). but i think i didn't go because i lost the momentum. (don't tell me it's equal to MV or whatever crap). the june holiday break suddenly cut me of from being enthu and stuff. and i already see no meaning in going. and im already standing on thin ice, such activities will actually cause the ice to get thinner and thinner.

Maybe i should just play, and win for polo house. but jonathan sim is playing too. maybe i should not play singles and win the mixed doubles instead. dilemma....

maybe I should just stay at home and sleep that day. im not that keen.

quuuiiizzz

1. Name one person who always make you
smile.
Im not sure about this.

2. What were you doing at 5:00 this
morning?
- Sleeping duh.

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- On the phone.

4. Who was the last person who broke
your heart?
- No one ever did.

5. What is the last thing you said
aloud?
- Im hungry grr.

6. How many different things did you
drink today?
- Errr. A simple can drink alone contains many different 'things'!

7. What color is your hairbrush?
- I don't own one. stuupid

8. What was the last thing you bought?
- food from canteen.

9. where do you live?
- By the canal.

10. Where is your sister?
- I don't have one!

11. how was your day yesterday?
- STML. (short term memory loss)

12. What is the last ice cream flavor
you ate?
- Chocolate and Vanila.

13. are you an optimistic one?
- optimistic icecream?

14. Do you think you're okay?
- my name is tay yi, not okay.

15. contented in life?
- Rather.

16. Do you talk a lot?
- Depends on my mood. Don't ask me, ask my mouth.

17. are you happy with the love of
your life right now? why?
- Yeps, I don't know?

18. do you skip meals?
- No skipping rope.

19. do you consider yourself smart?
- Selfexplainatory. Duh.

20. Do u cook your own food?
- Nope.

22. Are you typically a jolly person?
- Err im not sure.

23. name one enemy of yours:
- Don't have any. No one worth it.

24. Name your close friends
- None of my friends are close to me right now.

25. Who's first person in your
phonebook?
- I don't have any book that function like a phone.

27. Do you go to gym?
- Pokemon Gym. Yeps =/

28. song playing at the moment:
- Im hearing an unknown song through the phone!

29. what is the craziest thing you've
done?
- I don't know?

30. Favorite color(s)?
- light blue

31. Who is d last person to make u
cry..?
- _____ (guess urself)

32. Any plans right now?
- Nope

33. What are you looking forward to
tomorrow?
- Nuuuthing! Nuuuthing at all!

34. Last time you smiled?
- I don't know?

35. Who do you wanna be with right now
- _____

Quizzzzz

1.] If you HAD to get a tattoo, where
would you want it and what would you
get?
`` In my dreams

2.] If you HAD to dye your hair which
color would you choose ?
``Brown or like red?

3.] If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT
ISN'T YOUR EARS) what would you get
pierced?
`` Sure, pierce you.

4.] If you HAD to change your
name...what new name would you choose?
`` Change for what?

The "Would You?" section

1.] if you could go bungee jumping,
would you?
`` I don't mind, though I would be scared.

2.] Would you move somewhere else, if
you could?
`` Nope, school so near, move for wat?

3.] if you were given the chance to go
to Paris, would you go?
`` Been there, done that.

4.] if you found 10 million dollars,
and it was YOURS to spend, what would
you do with it?
`` Invest

The "Let's Say" Questions

1.] Let's say you see a big ship
sink...only 3 people have a chance to
survive. The 3 people are Your Best
Friend, Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend, and
a long lost friend (that you don't know
too well)...who would you save if you
HAD to choose ONLY 1?
``the answer is so obvious. girlfriend duh.


2.] Let's say you became President...
what is the first thing you would do?
`` kill ODEX

3.] Lets say you had to eat a tarantula
for $1,000..would you?
`` noooo i don't eat paper. ( wait you don't mean the classical??!!)
Nope, not worth it. Actually it depends if it comes fried,steamed or what.
I need chilli sauce to go with it too =/

4.] Let's say you could bring one
person back from the dead...who would
you?
`` I'd save it because I know no one close who died yet.

The "Favorites" section

1.] color?
`` light blue

2.] current song?
`` I like the Chopin in Jaychou's Secret movie.

3.]shirt?
`` Nah.

4.] electronic device?
`` my new k81oi!

5.] movie?
`` Secret

6.] book?
`` None.

7.] pair of shoes?
`` I only have one!

8.] sandal color?
`` Brown?

9.] hair color?
`` Anything?

10.] eye color?
`` Sharingan!

The "other stuff" section

1.] what makes your bedroom unique?
`` It's bigger than usual.

2.] Who do you like?
`` Huh?

3.] Do you go to parties?
`` Depends.

4.] what's your favorite season of the
year?
`` Lemon Barley.

5.] Do you like cheese?
`` Errr im fine with it.

Burn! Burn! Burn!

Check out this link

http://textfiend.net/zerohero/index.php/2007/08/15/odex-goes-to-hell/

On apparently a guy who actually burned all his Odex anime in attempt to show his anger towards Odex.

I really have no mood to write more stuff pertaining to this retarded company and Im tired actually though I have lots to say.

OKAY look. With all major anime fans boycotting Odex as a whole, they won't have much income from selling of their poor quality VCDS. They will probably survive awhile on fines. And then they will wait for the commiunity to finally accept this whole thing as a whole and then give up on downloading and boycotting. Not being able to survive the cold turkey without anime, anime fans would probably finally bow down to odex and adapt to buying low quality vcds.

Dream on!

That will never happen. In the first place, is "surviving on fines" even a legimate business strategy. Is is right to do things even though it is LEGAL but morally and ethically WRONG and disturbing? I don't know. Then why should it be LEGAL in the first place. Odex abuses the law.
Copyright laws are good, in good hands, it does really help to get rid of piracy as a whole. But odex is abusing all the hype about piracy. People tend to go " whoo haa piracy is WRONG ". and they sterotype any form of downloading as wrong. But everything should be evualated case-by-case, and in this Odex saga, it will be natural that the layman (average singaporean dumboo sua kuuu that doesn't really know much about anime, especially working adults or the older generation). Odex knows this very well. These sua kus (or unhip) people will probably form a large percentage of the only people who actually will support odex. The rest will be made up of people who are too obssessed with ANTI piracy that they overlook details. People with mentality like " as long as it's downloaded, it's wrong ", shot. Stop sterotyping!

And I believe if actually people do buy ODEX stuff. It would be old mums and old aunties who buy them for their young children. People who are detached and ignorant about all this odex crap. If you know someone like this, or similair, tell them to boycott odex products.

What I'm saying. it's nothing wrong. boycotting is a right. influencing others to boycott is too a right. If not, why is it called a boycott in the first place.

Odex, what a big bully with no substance.

the Secret

Been quite a while since I watched a decent film at the movies. Yepps, (harry potter not counted). Watched The Secret, (bu neng shuo de mi mi ). Yepps, it's quite good despite being like 10 minutes late. I was rather lost, as I don't know why the coldness apparently induces the need to pee. and i kept going to the toilet.

Let me begin with pre-movie happenings. Alright, it was raining like mad. Torrential downpours, I mean even torrential does not do justice to the amount of rain that was gushing down. It was almost like it was hailing. hailstorm, just no snow, but water. Yeps, and water soaks your jeans and immoblizes you. Paralyses your leg whenever you feel the tinklish coldish feeling up your nerves, really freakish. Of course, I remembered to ask my umbrella to tag along but apparently I don't have Gaara's Ultimate Sand Defense so I was like harassed by the rain nonstop for like 20 minutes of walking. Walking straight was a tough challenge. And even the defense of the umbrella seemed negligible, I was soaked. Really soaked badly.And the cinema was really really cold, cold like. Well err the stuff I say.

Okay. Now on to the movie itself. Rommance, drama styled movie. One thing that actually initiating captured my attention was the fact that it involved piano and music, which was rather unorthodox I guess. It's rare to have a show so centered around music and piano.

SPOILERS ahead. (or atail)

Well. I missed the first part. So nothing much about the first part. I got into the cinema lost and it was only from the later parts when I actually could figure what was happening.

To be honest, a very confusing show. Helps alot if you have alot experience in deciphering and adapting to mysterious, supernatural love plots. Think time travel.

To be very very frank and blunt, I don't really get what was the ending. Did the girl die? Did Jay die? I don't know.

Im still confused, actually. I think it was a happy ending. I think, it might not be. But i would seem like a fool smiling when the ending was a sad one.

This show is actually a malleable kind of show. I mean like, it depends on how viewers interpret it. So actually who died and who did not die depends on one's own interpretation. Serious. It's really worth a watch!

And the music is fab. But i think many people would actually thought the imbal piano playing were camera tricks, but Im quite certain it's real pure ownage skill. Just when I looked at the Chopin score and thought it was "playable". Guess Im wrong.

So anyway the gist of the story is simply 3 words. Love, time and music. Yeps, that summarises it. One good thing is it allows room for imagination, alot of vague happenings that allows viewers to actually fill them up themselves. Not too detailed actually, and it leaves people thinking, contemplating. Rather philosophical.

But the show can be supenaturally freaky.

It was inspirational though. It teaches us to cherish times with the ones we love, and yeps. It also inspires me to get my lazy butt off my com chair and start learning some piano pieces. And hopefully one day I will be able to play like them. Fat hope, dream on ty.

I was soaked, and my throat was killing me. But i was happy :)

Argh

Sick, sick sick sick sick.

Long time no sick already. but it's alot better than last night already. Sleep is good.

Yeps, I woke up early and I have one whole day ahead. Don't really know what I should do. Maybe I should kinda prove it's more productive staying at home rather than going to school. And lets see how much time is actually wasted on a typical thursday. Well, 1.5 hours of Chinese (total waste of time), 1 hour of GP ( partial waste of time ), and plus the total 1.5 hour of breaks today, plus the math lesson which is 1 hour which is like seemingly a waste of time but heck i won't count it. (there are times I do my work on that math lesson on thursday so..). So lets do the math, a total of 4 hours wasted on a typical thursday. Plus, I usually spent geog sleeping. So it's almost like Im wasting the whole day and going to school for only a few key lessons. Im better off sleeping at home, and then waking up to do the important stuff and learning things by my own.

But heck, anyway Im sick so. yeah. Must as well take the chance to stay at home.

Ytd's chinese mock exam was the worst ever experience ever. I think almost 30 minutes into the paper they switched off the powers to the aircon, or at least, they reduced the power significantly. Maybe there was too many people or something, I felt suddenly the need to gasp for air. I was sick, yeps. and to the extent I was feeling feverish. I got restless and my mind was totally engaged in battle. yeps, trying to decipher what the heck are those Tamil words on the script. The lecture hall was almost filled, I think it was filled, and without proper ventillation, it sucks. I mean, my oxygen!!!

And again, as usual, a neck busting experience. Fortunately, I finished both papers fast enough for me to lay down, kiss the table and have some sleep. Knocking myself unconscious is certainly better than enduring the heat, the lack of oxygen and the silence.

Oh well. And yesterday ms wong our gp tutor and pw tutor didn't come to school. so mainly it was a mass break day. 2.5 hours of lessons suddenly released and emerged as breaks. Seriously, that was l33t and to me, the chinese mock exam would be the ultimate spoiler. I mean, if not, I could have really a carefree day. Just going school for one physics lecture and slacking the rest of that few hours away and go home at 1:30. And it just seems that the school had to make things really annoying, and somehow metamorphing that 1:30 into something bigger and badder. 5:30!! anyway I don't really like the sound of 4,5,6 because there's a hint of late dismissal or going home late. But heck, to think on the bright sight, I don't have to stagger home at 1:30 under the hot and burning afternoon sun. That's one consolation, I guess.

Well, it's still early. And im kinda guilty Im feeling partially fine now. yeps, without the fever, without the bad sore throat and everything got milder. When you pon school in the name of being sick, then one should always try to feel sick.

But heck, I doubt many people will believe me. Afterall Ive used the excuse sick too many times in my how many years of education. Sick doesn't sound professional anymore. It sounds like it has an "excuse" tag hidden behind. Not really hidden, but the sound of it gives people that impression. I should really stick to better terms like unwell, ill. I mean they sound better than sick. Perhaps, sick is overused.

Okay, Im ill and unwell. Not sick.

And on that note Im actually serious about being unwell. I was, and am still, but it got so mild that Im actually okay after a night of good sleep. Okay enough to be sitting here typing this, but maybe Im going to be bedridden in another hour's time. Who knows what the viruses in our bodies are actually up to, they might be retreating for a moment and planning a heavy attack on your system in another hour's time. So in the name of that, I shall not take risks and stay at home. I mean, that sounds, finally, logical?

I don't know?

Anyway Im lazy to continue typing.

Sick.

Im sick. Crap.

Some rants

Thinking of getting a new phone, I mean which one to get. Apparently, the sony service people are really screwed. The previous time, they repaired the phone under the condition they wanted to void the warranty. We didn't really have a choice; yeps so. we voided it and we thought they would do a good job fixing the problem, which was supposed to be water or whatever in the phone. Okay. and now, like recently I mean, my phone blacked out again, and it seems to be the same problem. My dad took it to the same place and they were like " oh sorry the last time we didn't really fixed it but it was temporary making it workonly ". as in you can't fix it but you can only make it work temporary. and they void the warranty? now we gotta pay 500 bucks for a repair. screwed up people.

not that im mad, im need to act angry, but im beaming with joy cause i can decide on a new phone. ain't I evil? Nah not realy, but yeah it's not my fault about the water thing. I meanhow did water ever go into my phone. I don't remember playing quadrapop while swimming or whatever. Really! it's not my fault.

Maybe it's San Andreas fault. A fault that is ever longer than anything, 1300KM long, with one plate at 5cm/year and the other at 6cm/year. What was it? North american plate and pacific plate? Uggh i certainly remember useless info. What the. Nevermind.

Yepps.

Oh and I forgot what I wanted to blog about.

Yeps okay to bore people again. the scariest word that starts with S. Suuuuuuccccc. Nah, School. Oh and tommorow theres this stupid CHINESE mock exam. I mean, really it makes me really want to mock the school. Chinese, please don't let us waste our time on chinese. I mean, 4 hours of chinese lessons every week and my attention span for chinese is no more than several minutes per lesson. And that's great already. please get this frigging thing over, give me my S for Alevel chinese and get it done with. I don't really have anything against this frigging chinese thing, but maybe it's because I actually thought it was OVER and DONE WITH it after olevels. I thought never will I be asked to write anything chinese for that matter. And gross, chinese words makes my pen bleed in pain. Not that I hate it too much, it's just tht 4 years of not actually doing any chinese at all makes my brain rot at the thought of it. And now the school's testing my limits giving us with a 3 hours mock paper. Nice one, at the expense of an afternoon of rest and joy and fun. Yes. now sorrow and agony. I have to face this crap tommorow. Chinese songs are cool, shows are fab, but NOT writing compo and comprehension. They hurt my brain damnit.

Okay rant over.

Actually I'm feeling fluish all over. Now, i think it's the rain, it's like some rheumetism (don't know how to spell) that acts on my brain. Maybe it's bcos I feel like sleeping urgh.Anyway school was pretty errr bore today. Oh and I passed chem test, what a fluke. Wasn't really flying colours because if colours could fly the sky wouldn't be only one colour duh.

Yeps, was actally flipping through the newpaper and I saw "ahh one controversial topic which I like alot". Downloading of anime. teenagers feel they have the right to download and stuff. Let me express my views (or rather rants) on this case.

Firstly. I make my stand clear, Downloading might be wrong, it might be illegal, but it takes two hands to clap and for certain matters, I feel that downloading is acceptable. And to a very large extent.

Take the anime scene for example. It was fine and things were really copacetic to begin with. Out of the blue, some company like ODEX came in and decided to "make money" out of this sudden interest or boom in the market for anime. Which I feel is very wrong! They can't come in, take an industry and turn it's back on how that industry became in demand in the first place. Think of it this way, internet made anime popular. Convinience made anime accessible. If in the first place anime was only avaliable on DVD/VCDS the number people that would actually purchase CD by CD would really be miserable. There still will be a fanbase, I agree, but certainly not as much. I can say there will be drastic difference. Not to mention, like a huge percentile of people that do watch anime in some form or another will never have gotten to know anime without the internet. The origin of anime in singapore, is the net. Not the television, not ODEX or rather, VCDS. Maybe the manga, and the net.

The net has caused anime fanbase in SG to grow to such a great height, and now what such companies are doing are like son or daughters turning their back on their parents. Do they have the right, come in and license something for their own benefit? It is true that they have gained rights from Japanese companies to actually use their products or rather (IP, intellectual property). but these Jpn companies only have to cater to their own market to survive. I mean, not everything in Jpn gets imported out. For example, they have their own range of handphones and they survive fine with just their own market. And besides, the free popularity of animes have led to more business in Anime-related products. Naruto mechandise is certainly one great source of income for these companies in Japan. They do not really have to sell the show itself to make money. It is the mechandise and fan stuff that earns most of the money! By taking away popularity (and lets assume ODEX literally bans all downlods on bleach on naruto). How much would it actually HURT it's popularity. Imagine if only the minority watch bleach and naruto due to them only being able to purchase VCDS, what would happen? What would happen to the sales of the merchandise?? Plummet? Yeps, bingo!

And by fining people who download, it certainly hints stupidity in these companies. If they take forever to keep up with what the japanese are broadcasting, then how long do fans have to wait. Quality aside ( i mean, people have complained enough about that aspect). I mean, who likes to wait one more year or so for the latest naruto episode that is shown to in japan today? I mean, it's the age of globlisation, and do we really have to LAG behind by a year or so just because we have to cater to the greedy wants of earning revenue by such companies. Companies who try to act great and monopolise a certain industry? By doing things by force, tracking down on downloadings, it's not going to get fans to be really enjoy buying their products. I mean people either reluctently buy or boycott the brand. It isn't a really pleasant situation here. Getting people angry and feeling restricted is certainly not really going to help things. And fining people for compensation is really idiotic. And if im gonna wait one more year to watch sakuraversus sasori, it is much easier to give up on watching naruto all together, rather than buy out-dated stuff.

Imagine this, games etc are all well synchronized with the current series in japan. If a game is released with all new characters and stuff while singapore is lagging one year or even a few months behind, it's not going to be pleasant at ALL for fans. Not to mention, people will actually hate such companies being forceful and not using their brain at all.

Downloading may be wrong when what you're downloading is conviniently avaliable in stores. Thats when you choose to download. but there are many circumstances whereby the downloaded product have alot better quality that what you can buy. Fansubs, and people running them do actually put in alot effort. And they're doing it for free. The translation is alot more accurate compared to those translated by people these companies employ ( I do not have concrete evidence and I'm assuming). Fansubs are done by people who are really INTO these series, more passion, more footnotes, more emotion into these works actually makes it more pleasant to watch. ANd they're doing this for free? Why can't these rotten adults at such companies understand? Fansubs are an art, a work of feelins and emotions. Just for the sake of money, ruining culture and art is very wrong. and in this case, fansubs are actually part of internet culture.

I urge people not to sterotype downloading. Not to get brainwashed by the media and the government telling us stealing Ip is wrong. It can be rightful in certain cases, especially this.

And yes, here's an analogy. Once upon a time in this deserted village. People lived happily as there were free banana trees with free for all bananas grown and left by people of another land. They belonged to other people, but those people never made noise about villagers taking those bananas for free. All of a sudden, a group of greedy people decided to take advantage of the situation. Making pacts with these foriegn people, they decided to ban villagers from taking bananas for free, and punishing them. At the same time, imposing a cost on people who want bananas. Taking advantage of that people actually are used to getting free bananas, they capitalizize on that, and turn it into a money making scheme. Very evil.


Ah and anyway Im going to continue another time, feeling tired.

Annoying

This isn't much of hate post but, more of something that really annoyed me today. Really really sickening.

To those that have been to my house before, you know there's this walkway in between two units. As I was making my way home, and as I walk making my way through that walkway of like say 20 metres? (or perhaps more). I felt what you call " a shower from the sky ".

Shower of blessing? NAH. some careless maid anyhow sprinkling water with her hose. Can you please restrict or somewhat or somehow by hook or crook, do not ever THINK there are walking plants that needs to be watered walking pass the walkway. And there's a frigging wall, a tall wall and your water can actually fly out and splash on me. I didn't get very wet, but it was a nasty surprise, like what the heck? U mean it's raining kind of feeling. It was more of a drizzle kinda stuff. But please, it wasn't due to the inevitably of the nature of watering plants, (and besides there's this decent wall blocking), it's cause some careless and dumb maid in that house anyhow spraying water. And please, besides the point that you might actually wet passerbys, you're actually wasting water.

And also, speaking about really irritating domestic helpers. Im not really complaining about mine, though she is irritating at times. (but she plays a fair role in tolerating my nonsense, so it's fair). I think the maids from that particular unit gathers with her bunch of fellow maidish friends and block that walkway, with their dogs. they look unbothered, nonchalent and just happy chatting. Please, you're here to work, not to chit chat and stuff. Even if you want to be happy and talk all you want, please go somewhere else. not hog a public lane. And I do get disgusted everytime I walk up that stairs on that walkway.

I know many people would be wondering what that walkway is like, to those who have been to my house yeah, you should know what Im refering to. And seriously, frankly and sadly, the sight of maids in their home clothings, dressed really sloppily and giving a very bitchy face. it turns me off like anything. This is not your home ground, want to behave like that, go back to your home country and live off your farms and pigs and chickens or whatsoever. Don't come here, pretend you're in your own work. Like some Maid club or something. I don't know why, and perhaps it's wrong, but a group of maids gathering to gossip really feels disgusting. disturbingly disgusting.

I may be wrong. I may be too much.I don't know. but today's incidents of negligance really got me worked up. I don't know why but water sprinkling over your head at at untimingly moment really got be pissed. more of annoyed.

>_<

Posting more later.

Quiz quiz

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
Optical Isomers!

2. When is the next time you will have sex?
In my sleep, probably

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"?
Luck!

4. Favorite planet?
Mars. Edible.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
My phone downstairs.

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
My phone not married

7. What shirt are you wearing?
Grey shirt. Some random one

8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago?
Talking on the phone.

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing.
Shoes of invisibility

10. Bright or Dark Room?
Dark. No free radical substituition

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
How would I know who.

12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
Combine together and sleep lah

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Talking on the phone

12. What did your last text message you received say?
Lazy to check.

15. How do you like your eggs?
hard boiled

16. What's a word/phrase that you say a lot?
noob.

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
_

18. Last furry thing you touched?
Forgot?

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
Not sick. never eat panadol

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
Huh like none? Stupid question

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
Any age when school never existed.

22. Your worst enemy?
Nobody is worth being my enemy.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
HP default

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
Don't know.

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
Fly. Don't be noob la, flying is definitely a better choice.

26. What do you want to be doing?
I don't know?

27. The last song you listened to?
DBSK, miss u

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, what would you do?
Shot by a gun? We're in singapore pls.

29. If you could punch 1 person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
Don't really want to waste my energy. And plus what about newton's third law?

30. What is the closest item to your foot?
The ground?

My 5 chosen ones:
Do if you feel like doing.


another quizz!
1. Do you drink milk?
Yeps, but it makes me bloated.

2. Do you prefer apple or orange juice?
Apple. but that depends on timing. Morning, then orange juice

3. Do your computer speakers plug into the back of your computer or your monitor?
Computer duh. got speakers plug to monitor one meh?

4. How many clocks are in your house?
Wah ALOT leh, how to count. Got cukoo clock somemore.

5. How about the room yer in right now?
Like one.

6. How often do you check your email?
Annually

7. Do you live by yourself?
Nope, with family, extended family. and aunt.

8. What is the most you ever won on a scratcher?
Ive never been good at these, even on neopets.

9. What's the nearest food to you right now?
Chao fan behind me.

10. Do you know what a plecostamous is?
Some new dota spell?

11. Have you ever watched a sunrise rise over the ocean?
Nope. Will only watch it with a special person.

12. How many messages are in your inbox/outbox on your phone?
Using my dad's phone. My handphone has no light now!!!

13. Do you prefer wooden or mechanical pencils?
Wooden ones.

14. What's on your feet right now?
Happy. That makes it happy feet

15. Do you have one best friend, or a lotta good friends?
Define best friend, define good friends first thanks.

16. Snapple or SoBe?
Nani?

17. Where do you buy birthday/christmas cards?
Never bought before.

18. What's your take on "puppy love"?
I'm not a dog, how would I know?

19. Do you enjoy breaking hearts?
Nope >_<. Seriously. but. just being lame:{break into vitality booster and reaver for what?}

20. What date/time was the last text you recieved?
I told you my phone downstairs liao lah!

21. When's the last time you sent a text? Today just sometime ago.

22. Do you believe there is only one "right" religion?
Duh.

23. What's your favorite planet, besides this one?
Mars. Only edible one.

24. Does anything special happen for you on March 15th?
Nothing really?

25. If you could get back in touch with one person you've lost touch with, who would it be?
Lol no one?

26. What type of internet connection do you use?
Starhub Maxonline.

27. Do you vote for city-related issues?
Not really

28. Do you say 'ya'll', 'you guys', 'dudes', or something else when addressing more than one?
I say u noobs.

29. Would you want marijuana legalized if it meant alcohol would be illegal?
I dun really care. I can make alochol with alkene and kmno4.

30. Have you ever been to the Vatican?
Yeps. Last year. first day so super blur, don't rmb anything

31. Have you ever waved at someone who was waving at you, only to realize they were waving at someone else?
Im too blind to notice someone waving.

32. What did you do?
Wonder if i was seeing things or not.

33. How many remote controls are in your house, and what are they for?
don't really know! 8 aircon remotes + 4 Tv remotes, + 2 dvd remotes + 1 VCR remote + 1 computer remote. PLus.. One techies remote mine. AHHHHHH KABBOOOM

34. Do you mainly use use your house phone or your cell phone?
Both both.

36. How many 2005 calenders are in your house?
Like none?

37. Do you take baths or showers?
Both.

38. Do you take quizzes in magazines?
Don't even read magazines

39. Do you buy bananas when they're green so they won't go bad as fast?
Haha i dont buy bananas

40. Do you do anything for a bad sunburn?
Complain

41. Do use mouthwash? If so, what kind?
Toilet bowl water. Kidding

42. What noises reach your ears right now?
Sound waves.

43. Have you ever been to Grand Canyon?
Nope. Maybe one day, when I run out of places to go.

44. Have you ever been to a national park (i.e. Yellowstone, Yosemite, etc)
yep Lol Singapore national park is what? I only been to bishan park count lampost!!

45. How old are your parents?
51 and 41 i think!

46. Does anyone have the keys to your heart?
Yes, and only one person._____

47. Have you ever had to run for your life?
YES! because there was a hungry dog behind me.

49. Is there an empty place in your heart?
You want to rent a space there?

50. Have you ever been to a family reunion?
Many times before.

51. Have you ever scraped a pipe?
In super mario.

52. Do you prepare soup in the microwave or on the stove?
I drink from the drain cause the water gives me good luck. (read newpaper)

53. Is it sunny out right now?
Opposite. Rainy.

54. Do you have a catnip plant in your house?
Maybe? I have alot random plants in my house. But i dunno wth u r talking about.

55. Do you use surge protectors?
Huh?

56. Do you pay attention to the stock market?
To market to market to buy a fat pig stock.

57. Do you take precautions against contracting West Nile Virus?
Is that a new com virus?

58. Do you meditate?
For what?

59. If your lover cheated on you and profusely apologized, would you accept them back into your life?
Depends.

60. Do you eat carbs?
I don't eat words.

61. If you could be one animal for the rest of your life, what would you pick?
Human being

62. Are you the kinda person who will search the entire room for the remote because you don't wanna change it on the TV?
Don't watch tv

63. Has your insurance gone up because of something on your DMV record?
HUh?

64. Have you ever gone too work/school drunk?
Im always drunk on water

65. Is it all about YOU?
Huh?

66. Are you allergic to any insect bites?
Nope but i dun like them.

67. Are you allergic to any kind of food/medicine?
Not really

68. Have you ever swam in Lake Tahoe?
Swam in a swimming pool before. Counted?

69. If you could hug one person right now, who would it be?
_____

70. Are you in debt?
Nope.

71. When you say "often" do you pronounce the "T" or leave it silent?
silent mode, incase my often gets confiscated.

72. If you could have a plane ticket to anywhere right now, where would you go?
I won't go anywhere unless I know i have a return ticket.

74. How many pairs of socks do you own?
I randomly take socks when I go out, and most of the time they don't belong to me.

75. How often do you do laundry?
Do I look like i do laundry?

76. What do you think of Arnold Schwarzenegger?
Don't storm bolt me pleasssseee

77. Do you own your own car, pink slip and all?
Toy car

78. Has anyone ever given you jewelery on Christmas?
Nope

79. Do you count down the days till anything?
Holidays.

Wrong

Warning:EMOnising post

Is it wrong to want to be with you?

Is it wrong for us to spent time together?

Am I in the wrong?

Am I asking for too much?

This week, though filled with holidays, was the worst ever week in awhile. Alot people sick recently. I rather have a 40 degrees burning fever than to have things burdening and bugging you all the while.

I remember whenever I was horribly sick, there was this look on my parent's face. Their expression, and their eyes,their look, their aura, gave me an impression that there was complex emotions going through their mind. It was unreal, yeps. that was what I thought. maybe that's what's parental love is about.

Maybe, I thought I did feel this way. Or maybe I did not.

But I have never felt such intense helplessness. It hurts when the person you love is sick, and you can't do much about it. You can't do anything, and when you try to find words of comfort, nothing comes out. and even when they do, you wonder if they're reaching that person. How many people have experienced this before. Let it be parental love or love, we always wished we had magical powers to ward off the pain he or she is experiencing. Complex emotion. Helplessness, yet not exactly that. It's like a strange fusion of many emotions, complex.

And maybe finally the time comes when I understand that mysterious expression.

Now, Im feeling guilty. Im feeling bad. Maybe perhaps Im asking for too much. Maybe that will cause you to hate me.

Perhaps Im adding to problems, not solving them. And all I desire is to satisfy my selfish wants. Im hopeless.

I need you, by my side. I'm human, and unlike plants, I need love.

Happy Bleh National day

Happy National day!

Wait, am I even supposed to sound enthu? (perhaps not enough nitrogen in the air thats why Im not feeling N2 enough). pttf. I think (keyword think) NDP is on air right now and im too lazy to even go take glance. Patriotic level, zero percent.

Apparently my parents went for dinner at mount faber, but im like too lazy to tag along. I was sleeping, and i don't like being disturbed while sleeping. so guess what, i gotta stay at home and stick to instant nooodles. Oh wait, my aunt's at home so at least im going to get some hawker food. I wonder why hawkers are called hawkers. Don't tell me they use to fry hawks and sell them? What an insane thought!

Rofl

Yesterday spent my day rotting. Serious rotting la. (im no pudge btw, i won't even qualify as one).But anyway, I can't really see the most recent post Ive posted, (blogger screwed up) again.

Seriously. WP you don't know how to value your life ah? How many times have I tell you the tagboard there is to post nice things and anything unnice will be really frowned upon. Don't offend ore-sama okay.Dakara. Before I use my 100 years of pain jutsu on you, you better do something about it. (hint: maybe a sorry no jutsu would do?).

Okay but just to clarify I don't consider myself to be extravagant. Oh andactually if I went to some other rich/spoilt school (like ACSI? I donno, Im making assumptions maybe?), I would be spending money like water now. (but wait, im not that rich either). The only reason why IMO; I have decent moeny spending habits is because of the people I hang out with during my 4 years in BP, which changed my money spending habits alot.

I used to take cab here and there alot. But people like WZ unknowningly taught me the value of money because he had to walk from station to station just because he didn't want to pay the lrt fare. The clan has alot trifty habits that I picked up once in awhile. Maybe hanging out with wz and maybe tj and generally the clan has taught me money isn't easy to come by. And so, Ive sorta grew up with these values. If I had to class our clan's habits with money, I would probably say, more or less, most of us are really broke usually. And even if we had money, we wouldn't anyhow spent.

So Im not really spending much money ya.

Yeps, maybe I'm petty. maybe i can't control my emotions (and that is why I suspect I have kyuubi in me. Wth!)

Everyone has their own personality disorders, but it's only in mx case that the personality disorders unbalances too much and causes him to be such a freak. Everyone has their bad points, but their good points neutralise them in some way or other. We learn to look at people's good qualities. That is true. "always look at a person for his own good points". and what if that person doesn't have any good points, then what do we look at?. See, for example mingxian.

Yeps, and this is our case study over here. don't bring in me, or it will inevitably bring attract yourself to become the center of all these.

Just a friendly reminder, all taggers who tagged stuff of *unnice nature will be subjected to public humilation from ore-sama.

*based on MY perspective.

Crisis

My house is in a crisis. Aircon crisis. Apparently, almost all the aircons in my house had just broken down. And they are in either 1) totally not working condition, 2) blowing hot air (which defeats the point of an aircon right?)

But luckily to make matters not too bad, the living room aircon is still working! and so, my brothers being not being able to sleep without aircon, we decided to invade the living room for the night. Well. tommorow there's no school anyway. I mean, im not going.

And today my IE is suffering from some " cannot find server " syndrome, which is like so getting on my nerves. My connection is really really frail nowadays..And it's just SOOOO irritating.

My net is lagging like anything, using internet is such a pain...

And oh my gosh I was like super bored and I went friendster hopping again and like WOOts guess who's profile I visited again.

Cool, cool.

Guess who! inverse-hot boy ming xian. When I feel like im in a little need of humor, of if i desperately need to find someone to laugh at. Or when I feel so hopeless at myself that I wanna laugh at the plight of people far worst off. That's when his profile is soooo useful.

And; I know many have read my vicious flaming about this act-cool boy-boy here. but okay, I know i was overboard. now the message im putting across is not " hate him! " but " pity him!".

(and as far as Im concerned, Im blogging about this again because I ran out of things to talk about :D )

I believe the number one cost for this exceptional stupid & retarded behaviour is because of attention deprivation, coupled with a little extras like his own inborned personality. Afterall, in my opinion, when he is borned with a character that is attention seeking,as he grows up in a very judgemental world,he learns to judge others and because of that, like a double-edged sword, pierces hmself. Inferority complex coupled with angst at his own appearances causes him to try to look as cool as trendy as possible. But limits are there for a reason. No matter how cool a person tries to be, sometimes, a pig trying to fly is like impossible. People should learn to do what is within their own means and not try some weird metamorphic transformation. Mingxian acting cool and trying to be cool is just like a pig flying. Totally impossible, oxymoronish and really pitiful. that is where is plan backfired, and totally totally puts him in such a pathetic state today.

Im trying to be as fair as possible. People like him should just shave bald and not try anything too fancy. Especially if he hurts the eyes of people who view his pictures. Horrific. Should be rated R21 for explict content. Not really explict content, but stuff will make one go groggy and nauseas for like temporarily. Induces headaches, stomach aches and seizures. Can't believe it. Gross exaggeration, but true to some extent. To the majority, causes intense laughter that can kill!

Maybe his pictures should be shown in public during some assembly or something. That will be the most l33t assembly ever, and as usual, I will rise from the dead (from my sleep) and laugh my pants off. Seriously, to a tensed up/stressed up cohort of J1 awaiting promos, and as laughter is the best medicine, I sincerely appeal for these pictures to be put up during assembly. Not for public shame, but for fun, laughter, peace and joy.

I don't hate that guy. Just find him amusing. Watching him grow up from sec 1 till now. I feel deep regret and remorse within me. Usually, people change for the better, and some change for the worst (I do not deny that). but what happens when a person changes for the retarded. I mean, the good has their good points and bad people do have good points too, but whats the good in being retarded. I really feel sad, a sad case.

I remember he would whine, cry and scream when I score better in eng comprehension during sec1. His face would swell in red, almost shaking in errr. i don't know what his thinking. I remember when the class pulled a prank and hid his bag in the class cupboard, he got really mad and he threw his thantrum like a crybaby, and he threw a LOCK at me. And that was rofl. I mean, from beginning and on that day itself I thought to myself " wow this guy who is 1) petty 2) can't control his own emotions 3) ubber spoilt " will surely have problems in the future. And look, it was true afterall. Look at the result of all that, and that proves my prediction/judgement even at sec 1 was soo accurate. Within me, I knew, he's gonna turn out like this. in someway or anything.

I can't remember how many times he cried over small things. I can't remember how many times he threw thantrums in class. I even remembered Gavin threw a bottle ACROSS the classroom and blasted ming xian's head. it was so loud and everyone was like "omgosh". but sadistically, no one did anything. Everyone was like " ugghh, he deserved it ".

And just to be frank there was this incident too, and sorry my memory is just too good I really remember such lame stuff. I remember during sec 1 days where he was showing off his MONEY and treating girls to stuff. yeps, that was the flirt he was at sec 1. I mean, he was showing off his 20 bucks in his wallet to me. And he said he lived in a 5 room flat and said " it's nothing luh " in a snoobish tone. I mean, yeps. I kept quiet, but you know how hard I was laughing inside me. He was that spoilt brat that got all the pocket money he wanted. And even I, do have financial constrains.

Don't get me wrong, Im not badmouthing or whatsoever.Im just trying to make my blog post seem longer and like just trying to kill sometime. In literature, we have character study, and I bet ming xian would make a good character to study. I mean, is like the ugliest and retardest character permutation of all. I mean, what beats this? Not only character, his cool cool spike hair and act bu shuang looks are as horrible as dracula (excpet they don't suck blood).

I better refrain from killing boredom by viewing his friendster profile, and as usual the catch phrase, " see no evil ". I better save the cells in my eyes or before my retina falls off.

Dang pictures. What a dude.

It's here. It's here

A maelstrom of events happened today. (wait im sounding like a ripoff, ripped from WP's blog who ripped from huimin).

But fortunately there was no no chain lightning and no damage.

Oh well. Every year, around august, we are blessed with an oasis of approx 2-3 days of holidays. And that happens, to be our national day. Thanks to that, this week has been officially reduced to a 3 day week, and for more ambitious folks (or rather, more holiday-despo people), 2 day week.

Tommorow, wednesday. Happens to be national day celebration. I'm not going.

Reason, Ive gone through this entire crap for like how many years of school life and it's bound to be the same every year. Maybe not. But at least I don't see the difference.School is just a walk away from my home, and Im such a lazy bum to not give a damn.

Oh and school ended like at 7pm today. Nice chem test. Didn't really expect hybridisation or bond angles to come out. Ouch. But fortunately, no CWO for m even if I fail. Wohoo. Just not to rub it in, I shall stfu.

The mood is high and relaxed right now. Long weekend! wohoo! It's here, it's here.

Anyway today was a very long day. breaks. I was emo throughout. I felt real horrible and emo. I don't know why too. Im being too paranoid perhaps? maybe? I don't know. but im feeling alrights now.

I don't really see much stuff to blog about now, maybe later. Or maybe some other time

Not fine at all.

Yesterday was just another typical friday, except it ended later than usual that's all. mr lim chee wan was late for chem prac. And when he arrived the whole class was "WELL DONE" at him. LOL. and ask him write reflection letter. Kidding. But 30 minutes late, is like very late lah. End up we ended quite late.

Practical very lame lah. The chemicals super smelly. At first it was pungent, it smelt like rotten wine. But turned out the more I exhaled, the less smelly it felt. And by the end, it felt quite aromatic infact. It felt nice. I don't know why. Strangely. Maybe it's like sniffing glue.....addictive after awhile. And the whole friday night, I kept feeling the urge to smell that strange stinky yet refreshing smell, again. Gosh, Im so weird.

School was bleah slack. Assembly was sorta fine. What was it again? Ughh a talk by some Halogen company thing. And the name "halogen" is like SUPER lamo, it makes people think they're some chemical engineering company or smth. And the speaker, called Martin or smth, was like a lim chee wan clone. Err except, bigger, weirder and perhaps nicer. And also, minus the well done.

Oh. and I brought my DS and we played brainage math challenge during breaks, and super mario during assembly. It was like. Finally I see a use for bringing my bag to school. When I could have easily pass the day with a pen.

So fast, it's saturday! And tommorow is sunday! haven't really planned what I want to do for tommorow but all I know is that next week is a 2 day week! thats like 40% of the usual week and that's like sooo l33t and Im feeling high because of national day holidaysss.

Banzai!!

Oh and omg la my bro is learning improtus no 4 blah blah blah. Now im jealous. Im still stuck on turkish march..EEEEEEE.eeeeeeeee. Play also cannot cook. And come to think of it, Ive never eaten a turkey before. Oh wait, have I?


Im actually feeling emo.

Joshua Chong's masterpiece

Woooooohoo. Physics test. Joshua's paper. Not mine. I got that one mark for Archimedes Principle okay!!

Masterpiece!

Weekend mood, Weekend Aura. Feeling high. That's what weekend is about!

Thursday is over!!

What seperates me and the weekend is only one chem prac. Haha. It's like Im feeling high over weekend mood now!!

Anyway Im like super bo liao now.

Ohhh and err. Why is Urine not an Arene?

LOL. cause it's not aromatic..

WAAHAHHA that's so lame.

Just some works of boredom

LOL this is WWP btw....>_<

Worst than Onions

Im on the verge of crying, with tears swelling in my eyes.

Nah, Im not emo. I just ate very very spicy chilli, and tears are swelling in my eyes. This is like the ultimate spicy chilli I have ever eaten. My grandma made it, and seriously, I wonder how she did it. Anyone wanna try, can always let me know. Guranteed super spicy.

Oh and this post is just to bury the previous post. As in, i don't want all that red,critical words hogging the first post kinda stuff. Hard to explain but yeh.

Anyway it's end of wednesday! finally 2 more days to weekend. Next week is the super shiok week. Wed,thurs,fri,sat,sun. Mass holidays!!. Wed is national day celebration I guess, and I think ponning would be the most logical choice. I guess.

Personality disorders

Freak. If you don't notice the change in this blog, you must be blind. Well, it's just darn obvious. To those who can see, and read.

Anyway. Im really really going to post something unglam and disturbing. And for safety reasons, Im not going to post those pictures here, and instead, Im going to give a link. Don't worry, it's not pron or anything. It's just some weirdo's friendster.

http://www.friendster.com/comixrachiez

yeps. click on it. And ROFL at his pictures. They are sooo retarded. And read his profile, his write-up. VERY, (and i repeat) Very dumb. (I couldn't think of any complicated word, but I guess I'll settle with dumb).


A very interesting piece of writeup. Very very amusing you see.

What you see below is an extract from the profile above. And I bolded this because I cannot bear the thought of people actually misreading and actually thinking it's written by me. It's an EXTRACT. and it's from Ming xian's friendster profile. No, im have nothing against him. but I just found it VERY amusing. And amusing stuff, have to be shared, at all cost. Isn't that the use of blogss?


Read it, just don't puke.



(//extrat begins.....)


--More about me-- ( more like in others' eyes)

Bloodly violent dude, problematic fellow. People self-high, i self-low. Plus i have a problem with life. I think i have affilations with the word cool, but who is to define cool? Its ur friends who define that you are cool, so get what i mean?

-> seriously please learn to identify sarcasm. You are in no way, cool. Probably the correct word to use here is "uncool". by posting such pictures, by being such a poser, you just earn the reputation of being a laughing stock. Nothing more than that.

-> Violent. More like a crybaby. By pretending to be violent, you're not really going to scare anybody, you're just telling people how immature you are. You have a screwed up impression, being violent isn't cool.

That im a thoughtful guy? I do think...a lot, at times.

-> So thoughtful and think alot means the same thing? Noob! Think twice lah. And thinking alot induces one to slit their own wrists? Cry? And actually start hallucinating and think they're very cool?


I believe in 'u say it, then do it. No use turning back.' " Life's all about making choices, and you don't look back" I aprreciates arts, literature and music. I can sing well, i think.

-> sing well? go join campus superstar. You won't make it pass elimination rounds.

Haha. Overally i feel that im a good guy who trys to act bad, punk.

-> Wow nice one. Nice try, but try harder. Heard of "the good, the bad and the ugly". The good are really good, the bad are really bad and the ugly well is VERY ugly. And you go figure out yourself which one you fit in. Definitey not the good, or the bad. Because you fit in neither. By elimination process, go figure yourself. Wait, you don't even have to do elimination process. It's really self-explainatory to where you belong. the ugly. outer ugly, inner ugly. Nothing beats that. And that is the foundation and inspiration to get me to waste all my time writing all these.

Haha. Recently, i'm becoming very emo...sometimes i just feel sad, not for myself...but the people around me. Sometimes i hope that i can just shout out to God, to make everything better. Sometimes i hope that i can just die...sacrifice this soul for another. Most of the time i just feel...underserving; man just don't deserve everything that they have if they cannot learn to love. Well, thats what i feel, and this is my little shout-out to the world.

-> ROFL. Before evaluating others, go evaluate yourself. There ain't a single drop of good within you. Corrupted personality disorders is what overwhelm you and your thoughts. Pretender, faker. Sacrifice your soul for another, you're trying to be Jesus huh?

-> Cannot learn to love? I guess you're the one then. Because all you love is yourself. Personality disorder #10,28378. You just love yourself too much. Glorifying yourself by using deep and noble words like sacrifice isn't really going to get youself much "cool points". It just proves the point that you're nothing but a faker. And a very stupid one.

Do(s) - Guitar, Dota, X-box, all the guys stuffs, soccer, basketball (just pick up)badminton, Arcade (i spent quite a lot of time in the arcade), pool, bowling and some girls stuffs? Lol, like K-box, shopping ( im a good shopping partner), catching movies, hang out with guy/gal frens on weekends, etc etc. Chat with frens online, listen to everyone...

-> If you can play the guitar, the random african dude has hope to become some world class musician. There's a difference between playing real classic guitar AND randomly plucking the strings or posing. Anyone can pluck strings and pose, but no one actually bothers to buy a guitar when they can't play shit, except you. And, besides,you forgot to say you miss at least 60% of all shuttle cocks that fly towards you.

-> And just some correction, you can only listen to one person at a time. Listen to everyone? Bullshit.

-> You are just telling people how despo you are. Your own definition of cool is "cool people must do cool stuff". You try to do all the cool stuff but fail miserably. You're just attention seeking, doing all the cool stuff just to look cool. There's where I feel sad for all fakers and posers. You can't deny that you are actually sooo attention seeking.

Do Not(s)- Homework? Smoke( ive tried, seriously not advisable), drink( sometimes..? )take drugs, fight ( almost got into 1,2...like 4 times, make it 5), all the punks, ah beng stuffs, haha. Try asking me why i dont do homework

-> Lol retard.




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Okay. To sum up. I know im not being nice at all, but look at the bright side man, Im being constructive. And I just can't stand people who are fakers, attention seeking, and always trying to seek's people's approval.

His pics on friendster are a good laugh. Don't believe go see for yourself.