Argh

Sick, sick sick sick sick.

Long time no sick already. but it's alot better than last night already. Sleep is good.

Yeps, I woke up early and I have one whole day ahead. Don't really know what I should do. Maybe I should kinda prove it's more productive staying at home rather than going to school. And lets see how much time is actually wasted on a typical thursday. Well, 1.5 hours of Chinese (total waste of time), 1 hour of GP ( partial waste of time ), and plus the total 1.5 hour of breaks today, plus the math lesson which is 1 hour which is like seemingly a waste of time but heck i won't count it. (there are times I do my work on that math lesson on thursday so..). So lets do the math, a total of 4 hours wasted on a typical thursday. Plus, I usually spent geog sleeping. So it's almost like Im wasting the whole day and going to school for only a few key lessons. Im better off sleeping at home, and then waking up to do the important stuff and learning things by my own.

But heck, anyway Im sick so. yeah. Must as well take the chance to stay at home.

Ytd's chinese mock exam was the worst ever experience ever. I think almost 30 minutes into the paper they switched off the powers to the aircon, or at least, they reduced the power significantly. Maybe there was too many people or something, I felt suddenly the need to gasp for air. I was sick, yeps. and to the extent I was feeling feverish. I got restless and my mind was totally engaged in battle. yeps, trying to decipher what the heck are those Tamil words on the script. The lecture hall was almost filled, I think it was filled, and without proper ventillation, it sucks. I mean, my oxygen!!!

And again, as usual, a neck busting experience. Fortunately, I finished both papers fast enough for me to lay down, kiss the table and have some sleep. Knocking myself unconscious is certainly better than enduring the heat, the lack of oxygen and the silence.

Oh well. And yesterday ms wong our gp tutor and pw tutor didn't come to school. so mainly it was a mass break day. 2.5 hours of lessons suddenly released and emerged as breaks. Seriously, that was l33t and to me, the chinese mock exam would be the ultimate spoiler. I mean, if not, I could have really a carefree day. Just going school for one physics lecture and slacking the rest of that few hours away and go home at 1:30. And it just seems that the school had to make things really annoying, and somehow metamorphing that 1:30 into something bigger and badder. 5:30!! anyway I don't really like the sound of 4,5,6 because there's a hint of late dismissal or going home late. But heck, to think on the bright sight, I don't have to stagger home at 1:30 under the hot and burning afternoon sun. That's one consolation, I guess.

Well, it's still early. And im kinda guilty Im feeling partially fine now. yeps, without the fever, without the bad sore throat and everything got milder. When you pon school in the name of being sick, then one should always try to feel sick.

But heck, I doubt many people will believe me. Afterall Ive used the excuse sick too many times in my how many years of education. Sick doesn't sound professional anymore. It sounds like it has an "excuse" tag hidden behind. Not really hidden, but the sound of it gives people that impression. I should really stick to better terms like unwell, ill. I mean they sound better than sick. Perhaps, sick is overused.

Okay, Im ill and unwell. Not sick.

And on that note Im actually serious about being unwell. I was, and am still, but it got so mild that Im actually okay after a night of good sleep. Okay enough to be sitting here typing this, but maybe Im going to be bedridden in another hour's time. Who knows what the viruses in our bodies are actually up to, they might be retreating for a moment and planning a heavy attack on your system in another hour's time. So in the name of that, I shall not take risks and stay at home. I mean, that sounds, finally, logical?

I don't know?

Anyway Im lazy to continue typing.