Crisis

My house is in a crisis. Aircon crisis. Apparently, almost all the aircons in my house had just broken down. And they are in either 1) totally not working condition, 2) blowing hot air (which defeats the point of an aircon right?)

But luckily to make matters not too bad, the living room aircon is still working! and so, my brothers being not being able to sleep without aircon, we decided to invade the living room for the night. Well. tommorow there's no school anyway. I mean, im not going.

And today my IE is suffering from some " cannot find server " syndrome, which is like so getting on my nerves. My connection is really really frail nowadays..And it's just SOOOO irritating.

My net is lagging like anything, using internet is such a pain...

And oh my gosh I was like super bored and I went friendster hopping again and like WOOts guess who's profile I visited again.

Cool, cool.

Guess who! inverse-hot boy ming xian. When I feel like im in a little need of humor, of if i desperately need to find someone to laugh at. Or when I feel so hopeless at myself that I wanna laugh at the plight of people far worst off. That's when his profile is soooo useful.

And; I know many have read my vicious flaming about this act-cool boy-boy here. but okay, I know i was overboard. now the message im putting across is not " hate him! " but " pity him!".

(and as far as Im concerned, Im blogging about this again because I ran out of things to talk about :D )

I believe the number one cost for this exceptional stupid & retarded behaviour is because of attention deprivation, coupled with a little extras like his own inborned personality. Afterall, in my opinion, when he is borned with a character that is attention seeking,as he grows up in a very judgemental world,he learns to judge others and because of that, like a double-edged sword, pierces hmself. Inferority complex coupled with angst at his own appearances causes him to try to look as cool as trendy as possible. But limits are there for a reason. No matter how cool a person tries to be, sometimes, a pig trying to fly is like impossible. People should learn to do what is within their own means and not try some weird metamorphic transformation. Mingxian acting cool and trying to be cool is just like a pig flying. Totally impossible, oxymoronish and really pitiful. that is where is plan backfired, and totally totally puts him in such a pathetic state today.

Im trying to be as fair as possible. People like him should just shave bald and not try anything too fancy. Especially if he hurts the eyes of people who view his pictures. Horrific. Should be rated R21 for explict content. Not really explict content, but stuff will make one go groggy and nauseas for like temporarily. Induces headaches, stomach aches and seizures. Can't believe it. Gross exaggeration, but true to some extent. To the majority, causes intense laughter that can kill!

Maybe his pictures should be shown in public during some assembly or something. That will be the most l33t assembly ever, and as usual, I will rise from the dead (from my sleep) and laugh my pants off. Seriously, to a tensed up/stressed up cohort of J1 awaiting promos, and as laughter is the best medicine, I sincerely appeal for these pictures to be put up during assembly. Not for public shame, but for fun, laughter, peace and joy.

I don't hate that guy. Just find him amusing. Watching him grow up from sec 1 till now. I feel deep regret and remorse within me. Usually, people change for the better, and some change for the worst (I do not deny that). but what happens when a person changes for the retarded. I mean, the good has their good points and bad people do have good points too, but whats the good in being retarded. I really feel sad, a sad case.

I remember he would whine, cry and scream when I score better in eng comprehension during sec1. His face would swell in red, almost shaking in errr. i don't know what his thinking. I remember when the class pulled a prank and hid his bag in the class cupboard, he got really mad and he threw his thantrum like a crybaby, and he threw a LOCK at me. And that was rofl. I mean, from beginning and on that day itself I thought to myself " wow this guy who is 1) petty 2) can't control his own emotions 3) ubber spoilt " will surely have problems in the future. And look, it was true afterall. Look at the result of all that, and that proves my prediction/judgement even at sec 1 was soo accurate. Within me, I knew, he's gonna turn out like this. in someway or anything.

I can't remember how many times he cried over small things. I can't remember how many times he threw thantrums in class. I even remembered Gavin threw a bottle ACROSS the classroom and blasted ming xian's head. it was so loud and everyone was like "omgosh". but sadistically, no one did anything. Everyone was like " ugghh, he deserved it ".

And just to be frank there was this incident too, and sorry my memory is just too good I really remember such lame stuff. I remember during sec 1 days where he was showing off his MONEY and treating girls to stuff. yeps, that was the flirt he was at sec 1. I mean, he was showing off his 20 bucks in his wallet to me. And he said he lived in a 5 room flat and said " it's nothing luh " in a snoobish tone. I mean, yeps. I kept quiet, but you know how hard I was laughing inside me. He was that spoilt brat that got all the pocket money he wanted. And even I, do have financial constrains.

Don't get me wrong, Im not badmouthing or whatsoever.Im just trying to make my blog post seem longer and like just trying to kill sometime. In literature, we have character study, and I bet ming xian would make a good character to study. I mean, is like the ugliest and retardest character permutation of all. I mean, what beats this? Not only character, his cool cool spike hair and act bu shuang looks are as horrible as dracula (excpet they don't suck blood).

I better refrain from killing boredom by viewing his friendster profile, and as usual the catch phrase, " see no evil ". I better save the cells in my eyes or before my retina falls off.

Dang pictures. What a dude.