Maybe later

I shall continue my picture post, maybe later. For now, I have to do my music theory homework before my teacher comes later at 2:30pm for extra lesson. It's not one page or two, it's one book! =.=

Oh well. Good luck to myself.

I see Promo results are gonna be out next monday. I think over the weekends the mood will be intense. But still, it's quite exciting right? Maybe not. =.=

Tommorow is friday. I hate Fridays!! I seriously seriously HATE friday. I seriously hate people talking about Yf. Maybe hate is a strong word, too strong for this, perhaps dislike would suffice.

It's officially been more than one month. Yesterday marks one month since we've broken up. I don't know if I should be saying this but I have not get over it. At all. It may take more than one month, probably two, three or even years. I don't know..I seriously don't know. I'm not looking for sympathy, Im not looking for people to pity me. Infact, most people have nothing to say to me about this. Let bygones be bygones. But how much my life have changed, I still can't adapt, well.Just like a Polar bear has it's thick fur to survive harsh winters, I'm like one without it's coat of fur.

Why it is sometimes guilt overwhelms me. If love was a verb, I probably have not loved before. Perhaps this is prove that my love was just used to satisfy myself. And I am inclinded to believe that it was the same for both of us. That brings us back to the "clod and pebble" poem....

If love was a piece of music, one must know it well to play it smoothly without breaking down. We need to familarize ourselves to it, smooth parts, difficult parts. First love is just like sight reading. You can play, but you will never go far, breaking down halfway and everything seems so demoralising. Perhaps, If love is a piece of music, then I will have to familarize myself to it, practice it, before I can play it again.

Oh, why am I emoing when Im supposed to be in school. And I'm not in school to mug Music theory, and Im at home not mugging music theory but typing emo posts. It's a way to destress I guess, (hopefully).

Just being very random, Im starting to take a liking to Thai songs, they're nice. I guess. I do't know how to describe why they are nice, but I find the words, in correspond to the music itself, there's this flow. there's this melodic synchronization between lyrics and words. I don't know how to describe it futhur. It's just nice.

Ahhh, yes. Recently I signed up for a "friendster-like" webby, facebook. According to others, it's supposed to be friendster. You can add all sorts of weirdo applications. Adding friends seem not to be much of hassle, and you can write on your friends "wall", etc. It's brilliant. But yet, I find that there is a disturbing lack of "personal touch" to the site. You can multisend stuff to all your friends (im not sure what thou). Wall posts sometimes can be posted to multi friends with one click. I find that very distracting, and defeats the purpose. Such sides should not be overboard in being colourful, in being exciting. It offers alot, but in what they offer, they took away the primitive methods of friendster. I am still more inclinded to use friendster, because I find all the unnessecary applications in facebook OVERLY distracting...It defeats the purpose.

That was super disgressing...

Enough of spacing out here, and it's time to go grab some breakfast and start doing my work.

Ssseessh. If you're wondering whats there to mug for music theory probably you will understand because I'm taking grade 1-grade 5, all in a matter of 2-3 weekss.