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Post count, 404. thankfully, no error. Officially, school has ended, but side-quests still lurk around the next week or two. Chinese Alevels is coming up on Monday.Heck, after it's just some jerkwater examination.Don't intend to do anybody about it, but I will try to induldge in a 'cheena environment' for the coming weekend (hopefully). Try to absorb as much chinese from subconscious "diffusion of knowledge". And I should stop listening to Chopin and listen to some Chinese Pop now! But still, I don't like listening to such songs because some of them bring out the emo me. I still find music without words more soothing.

Well. So school has ended. I have 3 more labtops to fix (in addition to that 9 other labtops), and all of them are hopelessly laggy and problematic. Sighs. Tommorow I have to go to church to be part of the "gifts factory" to "manufacture" some sort of bookmark thing (or was it something else?). Well. Responsibilities are piling.

Since holidays have arrived, I must make a noble declaration. Holidays are salubrious. We get sick when our immune system is down, and there is somewhat of a flu bug in the air, and that is why we get sick. That is probably why people get sick. We expose ourselves to other people, we expose to all sorts of nasty little germs. Thats why we get sick. Bottom line is, staying at home, keeps you more protected against these little germs? next. People tend to get not enough sleep because they go to school (waking up early sheessh), and therefore I presume that the immune system is going to drop because of insufficient sleep. Hence with just these 2 reasons, we can roughly conclude why people tend to always get sick when they go to school. It's not because everyone is a frigging ponner (like me), but there is definitely a higher probability of falling sick because of school. School is so, bad for health.A little digress. I seriously have no memory of why and how I was sick yesterday.

Still, today school was pleasant. For once, we watched a movie titled "The Accused" in CT class and Math class (joint lessons). One little atsonishing fact is that the movie is about Rape. (and, I would like to suggest that the show, was alarminly dissonant with Mr Wong Ah See). I don't see the link.Seriously...Infact, I find the vulgar lanquage quite displeasing to my ears (Im not living in another era, but hey, let's be more cultured?). Though the show wasn't "sexual" in nature, but it did have it's sexual references. However, the nature of the show itself is more towards controversy and law (which can be quite exciting to watch). I didn't catch the entire show, I didn't pay particular attention to the show. I was half playing my Nintendo Ds with Jlam, and half watching.

Speaking of the DS, the reason why I went to school was because of "bomberman". When I woke up, just had this urge to play bomberman. I would like to class this as "random cravings for random stuff", but yeah. I think Bomberman DS is like super fun.

Reached home rather early. School was ended, so now shall the party begin? This is the first time in ages when I don't feel the joy that school was ended. (but certainly these few months passed really quickly). Perhaps because I self-declared holidays already since 2 weeks ago.

My relationship with friday seems copacetic now. I don't hate it, yet I don't like fridays. I don't shiver in dread awaiting friday evening. I don't feel that anymore. I feel normal, alive and kicking and I have to constantly remind myself I want to accomplish alot this holidays. I shall not prognosticate, I shall not live in the past, I shall live my own life, to it's fullest extent.

My blog seems like a total bore. I find it disturingly unentertaining to read my own blog (perhaps because I am the blogger here). Why is it I find nothing controversial to speak about, where have my argumentative nature go to? Where did the acerbic nature of my words vanish? I find myself unable to reach into the realms of sarcasm. Is this a sign of weakness? Depression? Or is it I find myself lacking energy to do anything provoking in nature. I feel very laid back. Perhaps I want to take this chance to enjoy life. Do not hate, do not bear any burdens. I'm too lazy to hate, seriously. And sometimes, perhaps forgiving is easier. It reaps positive consequences, and also, not to mention an alot less hefty mana cost.

And also, is it just our group that will be rehearsing like SO MANY TIMES for op. that's sick. that's so not my style. I will seriously laugh my *** off when other group gets higher grades than us. That's such a half-baked method of doing things. Why do we rehearse so many times? Ive done it like twice and I'm already SO familair with what is going to happen and what am I supposed to speak about. How familair do these people want me to get? Get a robot to speak then? I refuse to be part of this machination scheme. Presentation is an on the spot thing, not something where you can rehearse millions of times before you actually get to present. Think about it, the purpose of OP presentation is to train our presentation skills. Do we really have the chance to drill these slides and content in our head for countless times before any presentation begins? No. More than often, no. Even mugging for subjects is so not my style, so unglam. Why are such people so desperate for good grades in project work. holidays are still holidays, even if I must admit, I want to play. Not bother with some lousy project work. Let some people threaten because people have different perceptions. Why do people come up with a schedule a plan without consulting other people Why do some people believe they have more authority than others? Why? It ain't making any sense. Perhaps different people have different ways of doing things, and certainly my method is a less dense one. And still, I got this irking feeling that other groups is going to get higher grades than us. Where do people find the determination in doing such monotonous, such ridiculous, such colorless presentations over and over again? If sufficient lies in the eyes of the beholder, some people need an eyecheck. 3 times over 5 days (and a possiblity of a fourth time), is totally insane. Seriously, we'll do fine, even now.

I just did something so paradoxical and ironic. Contradicting myself never been so fun.