Midafternoon boredom

Yawns. Im Bored.

Currently listening to Revolutionary Etude. LOL, it makes a good background music for Dota, got that refreshing exciting beat to it. I don't know why.

Yesterday went to church to meet Evan to have a chat. Yups, Im not going to YF, and sunday school. But i'll be going for Jump and 7:30 service. Then found out that got people studying in church. Went in and sat with them but found myself feeling really GUILTY because I got nothing to study. And Vivian actually said I was like a supervisor. =.=. Haha, Maybe next year this time I will joining them to study for PROMOS. Woohoo. You never know.

Then was Thai class. it's my first time and it was one embarassing experience since most of the people already had at least 3 lessons of experience plus some actually been to thailand before. I'm like =.= noob. Okay lah the time pass quite fast and it ended earlier than expected. I think Thai still sounds quite cheesy to me. Alot of embarassing moments.

I am going to try Piano Battle 1 later, it looks sinfully difficult. Yucks, I must be going to demoralize myself. But I should at least try lah. Cannot be people tell me difficult then I don't even try right. Piano Battle 2 seems easier than expected. but playing fast is still really taxing on my fingers and i still get a slip once in awhile.

Why is it that Piano Battle 3 is no where to be FOUND? There's no score, like everyone does not know about it's existence. Is it too hard to be played?

I'm just so addicted to Secret's OST. Almost every single track there is nice, (except some).

But I reckon the hardest piece in Secret is Piano Battle 1 which is Op 10 no 5 Black Key Waltz. Then the 2nd hardest would be Piano Battle 2, which is Yuhao's Imrpovisation of Chopin's Waltz. Then followed by 'Secret' I think.....I wonder if I should go and learn every single track in Secret. But let me conquer the "big three" first...







I'm moving on fine. It's been 2 weeks I guess. Everything seems back to normal. Everything in order. But the wound is still fresh, and any slight disturbance will bring about a relapse. This can be difficult. Though everything is cleared, residues still remain. I cannot be left alone in deep thought, I have to keep myself occupied. Though it's already alot better, I still worry. And I shouldn't really worry about someone that isn't my business anymore.

And I just happened to visit the library yesterday *miracle* and I borrowed a book, "the Worry cure". and now I know why you are so paranoid. But like I said, I have to keep reminding myself, that's not my problem anymore.