Not time to emo

Some people just crumble to pressure. I don't.

School has been interesting lately. Some people, getting sucked into everything the school is trying to feed them, and finally aggravates the situation by giving up hope and wanting to "self-retain". Some people who fared almost equally as bad feels as if they are one league up just because they passed one subject more. (when it is clear how limits work and binds people to where they belong and how far they can go). Though is so unclear but it is clearly so evident how some people will face internal limits. where the problem lies internally. sometimes i seriously wonder, if stupidity killed the cat, while are some people still alive? (curiosity did, not stupidity, I know)

If you look at the situation horizontally across, you would realize everyone is roughly the same. muggers stay muggers, they stay several notches up higher so I won't compare. they are forever living in their own world until we equalize with them in A levels. S'es and E'es are just a difference of one question more often than not. Your U and S is probably a difference of being luckier overall in most segments in most papers. And U and A is just another difference that cannot be classed as big or small.

If you realize, some people are being mentally victimized. But whether it is for a good cause or not, we will never know until the outcome unveils itself. However inversely, there have been some spared from this critical judgment. They are spared from having people laying down consequences in front of them, there are spared from being told that they have been weeded from the rest because they are under performing, when in actual fact. they aren't doing much better.

From what I heard so far, I strongly believe those who have decided to plummet themselves down not to, though the decision is already made for those. I can't do anything. And also, in their place, some people who have been wrongly spared this time round should recheck themselves. Do not levitate yourself when you are the same, not worst.

If you notice so far, this has been a deceptive bashing post. If you are intellectual enough to get what I meant, by all means. Prosecute me! (just kidding).

I wouldn't say relax but it's time for me to buck up too. I mean, though it's just A levels but finally I have to terms that not studying and doing well does not exist in the same equation. Maybe.