Cold

My fiery throat has officially downgraded to a cold. My nose is leaking! Oh well. Just came back from Skit Rehearsal. I realized acting is so not easy, have to memorize lines by Saturday. Oh well...

I find myself unable to find motivation in anything. Today I sat down and practiced Chopin Ballade. I can't get enough motivation to last more than an hour. Seriously, when the fatigue of memorizing got the better of me, I just give up. Where was my relentless determination? After all, I got to go back to school tomorrow and there is where examination results will freak us out (I had better brace myself for it). There's no inspiration, motivation or whatsoever.

I find myself listening more to other instruments. Cello Suite No 1 by Bach and Schubert's Ave Maria are very nice pieces, also. Paganini 24 Caprices just simply owns. Somehow I don't know why but even Paganini Variations on the piano doesn't seem to give the 'Paganini feeling".

I feel moderately fine now. I just hope the sore throat doesn't haunt me while I'm asleep. After all, I think I'm going to school tomorrow.