I wonder...

Haven't blogged for sometime. These days been really tiring. I wonder.

I'm lazy to put these phrases in proper paragraphing. my usual writing style wouldn't come out. i tried blogging in prose but i didn't like it. so it's gonna be more or less point form.

I'm starting to feel emo for no reason.
Somethings just turn out the way you don't expect it to.
I didn't like it at first but now I'm totally relieved.
School's starting tomorrow.
Got a very crappy feeling about it. Results! X_x
Been playing tennis for the last 2 days,
really fun! going to play again later!
Very soon it's going to be weekends again! Endure!
Oh yes! Happy Youth Day!
I'm supposed to feel young!
And am I supposed to be rejuvenated by that?

Last night was one weird night.
Feels emo, so nonchalent, so surreal, so 'lack of direction'.
Feels as if something that was moving with such great momentum is put to stop.
Thankfully I was tired so I slept at first contact with my bed.

Yesterday I was feeling quite sian.
I dao-ed alot people I guess.
And then when people tried to talk to me I didn't really feel like talking
I had sufficient energy but something was lacking.

And then contradictorily, I played tennis at night which was like supposed to be make me more fatigued. And yes, I was.

Tennis is really fun! Finally I can let go badminton and play tennis at ease. It's all about letting go huh.

I don't wanna go to school tomorrow! But again, if tomorrow doesn't come, weekends won't come.

It feels weird liking someone whom you don't know much about.