Eh

I think today is one fun day, I think.

A wet morning, but I was playing touch rugby organized by church peeps. It was moderately fun and it's been a while since I've done formal exercise (dumbbells and push ups don't really count?). Though I'm practically a total noob when it comes to games which involves a field and many people. I have poor spatial awareness. In such a game, I cannot see my teammates, can't feel them. They don't trust me with the ball too (mainly because I think I do have below average "hand-ball-coordination"), and I hesitate in asking for the ball. So inevitably, I get left out most of the time. Furthermore, I am extremely inert to tactics and strategies. In such a game which involves rather complex team movements, I feel lost, totally lost. Though I get the gist of it, the whole thing cannot simulate in my head. And when I try to think, there's not enough time. I don't feel it instinctive enough and that's probably how I know it as not my cup of tea.

But it was still fun. The field was muddy and damp. (damn!), and I got pretty badly soaked till waist level with mud. My white shoe is literally black now, and dirt engulfs it. Sad case, I had to take bus home with muddy shoes dirty feet and dirty everywhere. Not very nice. I did have fun though I think it will be quite sometime before I get to play touch rugby again. To think I was actually in rugby cca during my lower secondary years, but I was the blue moon attendance boy, so can't be help. I'm just inherently noob. Can't blame anyone for that.

I've studied quite some chemistry today. I'm totally behind my schedule (if there is even one). I find myself completing electro chemistry and equilibra in 2 days (from zero knowledge). Chemistry is the least of my worries now, what bugs me is physics. And so often on this blog would you find my callow on how naturally bad I am in physics. Let's just boycott the midyears. And looks like I will be the first and last member (to die as well).

I'm going to sleep early tonight, hopefully. I'm tired.

This holiday really isn't really much of a holiday. It still beats school hands down but I want my holidayeesque lifestyle!