Today when I woke up the sky sorta cleared. As in, the sky I saw this morning wasn't dull and black. More or less though not entirely the clouds are clearing. The weirdest thing is I experienced hunger the moment I woke up. Gastrc flu is no joke. Hopefully Im clear of it now.
Imagine if you can, you cannot and cannot get anything down your throat into your stomach. because if you do, you'll puke 30 minutes after the moment of consumption. Everything, everything comes out. You absorb ZERO, nothing at all. Then you get headache because you're hungry, but hungry so what? You can't eat! You can't drink! You can't consume anything. Even if you do, it gets thrown out. There are lotsa wind in the stomach, and you will burp and break wind thousands of times. That causes stomach aches, cramps and all sorts of weird feeling. Nausea is the worst among all. While having this, nausea was like a passive feeling all the while. Not good, left me bed-ridden for the past day while I had math in the afternoon. A totally not a very good idea huh.
Well, I still went. Staggered my way to the exam hall and in that 3 hour long gruelling battle Tictacs and Ribena was my sole companion. I can't deny that fact that Im horribly ill, haven't eaten anything in the past few days. But fortunately I guess all that SUGAR RUSH (from tictacs) eventually got my engine going. And I have to pass this. Ive calculated and calculated, I need 43 to pass maths, (or 44), and that isn't that hard right? 3 hour paper kills especially when you can't stand. Groggy groggy. It's like fighting pain with pain. Now i don't really see the pain in doing math as more of my strenght was used to overcome the demon within.
Oh well, Chem today. Im not really prepared. Have a few hours to go before the paper begins. Chem is the least of my worries. But due to all that setbacks that deprive me of that last minute, unforuntately I wasn't able to do the past year paper.
As Ive said, the relieve of pain is the greatest happiness ever.
Im so glad and thankful that Ive recovered (both mentally and physically), the rain has stopped and the rainbow is up high shining upon me.
But still, I wonder if I'll make it through this time.
Study study. Chem!
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