Visited a place of memories today. Tons of memories. But i agree, time dilutes everything. perceptions have changed.
The lift that seemed so big to me years ago now felt small and compact. The area outside the door and the minigarden now seemed insignificant. that space that felt so big now felt so small.
I didn't dare walk in because I was scared I would inccur the wrath of emo me. The place where I grew up. I am really attached to places...
Okay. So I visited Dairy farm today. My old house. Well not really. Jlam lives there so I went his house to supposingly study geog. Geog geog geog, I don't have my physical geog notes so I had to made my own there. Did some stuff actually. it's just one more week, hang in there and don't regret....
It's so, so, so....weird. I was small, then. So everything seemed so big. What big today isn't big tommorow because people change. What matters today does not mean it will be important tommorow. Now im small, eventually, I will grow. And then, matters like this will not hurt anymore. And someday I will be able to look back and think that what I used to think was sooo big, was actually that small.
Optimistic.
I think im crazy. Im attempting piano battle 2 from Secret.
It's time, to turn the tide. And fight the battle that is waiting.
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