Recover

Recovery.

Feel proud that you have been hurt. Because it means that you put your heart into it.

Ive done bad things, said nasty words. Im sorry.

Recovery will take time. But i can see it's steep progress. Perhaps, recovery is an exponential?

I walked that route and saw those benches today. I felt so dry and numb i don't feel sad anymore. Is it what people mean by getting over?

Promos coming up. Don't worry. though i may seem to have abandoned myself and gave up hope for a while, even for that few days. Im back on my feet. It's just whether it's too late or not. But still, I will try. because i don't want to make you feel bad.

Anger,sadness,happiness,relief, gratefulness I felt all these emotions so powerful the last few days. Today I have been able to talk of it just like it was the past. Fortunately, guys do recover fast. Just take it like a flu, a cold. That will last a couple of days. Maybe the most into weeks. It gradually fades, fades and fades.

Thank you everyone for their support. Thanks everyone for their patience. Thanks to this ordeal Ive realised I have so many friends around me to support me no matter how much I might seem to be like a burden. (i'll do an official post soon).

Okay. Im going to sleep. Going to Jlam's to study tommorow. Hopefully, despite all setbacks, I will still be able to make it.