Cloudy, rainy, busy

So the weekend is here again. But I got to go to SAF driving circuit for some Skid pan shit later. I don't even know why, and what I am going to do, nor what time I will be officially released. but it's right smack in the middle of the weekend and it sucks. but thankfully, I have nothing much to do on a saturday afternoon except laze around as it pours so maybe it's okay. plus, i get to visit one nostalgia of a place. that might be nice.

I ran 10.5km yesterday which gave me a big blister on the feet due to weird alignment of my socks to my feet. it was actually quite painful. then followed by ass crack abrasions which suck. and then there's the pants mark abrasion. I don't know why but I wonder if it's cause my skin is too thin which makes me super susceptible to abrasions of all things. I remember back then in BMT when we had route marches and I wasn't worried a single bit of the fatigue but those damn abrasions. Maybe I should just shave of all the excess hair on my body.

the next couple of weeks gonna be busy. deployment next week, and route march! predicted no nights out for next week, nor much breathing time. I actually enjoy stay in nights in camp whereby talk cock+(maybe) canteen + gym and finally lazing in bed watching videos or playing games until I fall asleep. the term admin time doesn't apply to us. every time is admin time except when you have activities. but the amount of activities is increasing by the day, so I guess it's just going to get busier and busier.

I actually lie in bed nowadays and thinking a lot about the future. Somehow, 8 months is not really short, but it's not long. I can see the shape of the island from the ship we're on. the fog is there, but slowly but surely and swiftly, we can see our destination. Very soon, we will dismount and then life on the new island will start to make us think.

Please. give me some meaning for now.