Sunday, July 18, 2010

Cold, meaningless nights

I practiced piano. I ran 12 km. It was a fruitful saturday. I'm on Mob manning and they haven't called me. Safe! but I sincerely hope they don't mob us tomorrow.

It's late. I haven't been running much the previous week. But last week was more static/gym intense. I plan to run another 12km tomorrow and maybe another 12km on monday evening. runs are so fun, and it leaves me with a good sense of satisfaction. it's probably a weird meaning to life. I plan to get fitter, and much fitter. I want to push my limits and probably run the 42km with good timing sometime in the future. (maybe not so soon). I still struggle with 10+km. though anything below 10 is now a walk in the park.

Piano. My exam repertoire is showing shape. My beethoven is almost complete. I started on a new Scarlatti today because I got sick of Bach and decided to swap pieces. this one seem so much easier! Liszt is getting solid each time I practice and it's probably the only playable repertoire I have right now.

We're closer to claymore now. Really closer. Next two weeks will probably preparation for the upcoming timor barat marathon which we are organizing. more picking up litter, route prep and etc etc. and on the day itself, we're probably gonna be deployed at the wee hours to be marshallers. and of course, at the same time become mosquito food. Half of July has just passed. now it's about 9 working days to August. Sweet.

It's a cold night. I feel cold both inside and outside. but there is a warm fuzzy feeling. maybe it's of intense meaninglessness or perhaps it's some meaning inside me. but all I know, is that tomorrow I want to play the piano, and I want to run. that is my aim. and FTT is on monday so I probably have to read up a little. and hope i'll pass. i'm too lazy. I actually brought the book into camp and failed to read it at all.

tomorrow I have to gym too. =p







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