I would not say today was a horrible day. In fact, I felt rather undisturbed for most of today. time passed very quickly somehow because I wasn't aware of what I was doing most of the time. slacking around actually. using the com, playing a bit of piano and so on. made me realize that maybe i can be just happy relaxing around. being able to relax isn't an easy thing. to be able to do whatever you want and waste your time away is surely a gift and I have come to learn that.
I would say that I am rather unhappy with my life right now. because it is merely a transition period. I have my Final theory test for driving up one monday away from the next and after that I will get to book my driving test even though I haven't got a driving instructor yet. Sometimes I see people my age or younger pass and flaunt their license. C'mon I've driven on the expressway about for a thousand km. It's not that I can't drive. it's that I'm blocked by a series of rules and regulations which prevent me from driving.
It's exactly 8 months from now.
And suddenly I have the urge to go back to BMT again. I wonder why.
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