Wednesday, June 30, 2010

at last, finally, eventually...

I am returning to camp soon. returning to my beloved bunk bed soon. I miss the days where I lie down in bunk at 6pm sharp and contemplate my life. then i'll either play games, hang around, or watch videos till i feel sleepy. relaxing. somehow. recently, gym and SBO runs have been taking over those empty nights. I want to gym tomorrow.

It feels wrong. so wrong. it's wednesday already and I haven't book in yet. inter cluster games well, went okay. I have match phobia. I didn't volunteer to play singles when they asked. i only played one games of doubles whereby I fragged the opponents. not even warm up actually. but my team mates were better than me, so I believe the better players should represent. somehow, I was mostly linesman and umpire for most of the day. i did quite some stroking here and there and playing for fun mostly. and the funny thing is that with the others, i got selected for formation training to train for the upcoming inter formation. (one level above inter cluster). I didn't really expect it since i didn't even appear in any of the matches. but alright. it's a chance for off and more stay out, so why not! but i think I will end up benched at most.

been wandering a lot these days. aimless. wandering. wandering.

it's time to stop this ghosting around.

I ran another 7.2km today. YAY

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