If you don't get what I mean, take a look at this (kindly).
Monday
as contrasted with :
Monday Tuesday Wednesday
Actually, I overslept. :)
Alright, I am just being so senseless. Back to the point. I don't really know what to do today, all I know is I need to go make a new pair of glasses. Not being in school doesn't mean much to me, I don't pay attention (at least much) in school either. There's a test on Summation and Mathematical induction on Friday and my notes are all blank, tutorial all undone, and most sadly I know nothing about these topics. I just have to keep consoling myself that there's still a lot of time, after all I learn things rapidly, so it's fine to be very laid back right now.
I'm feeling rejuvenated and alive. So alive that I can almost feel energy overwhelming within me, my brain and my thoughts. It's like "chakra" engulfing me. Somehow, I think I slept well last night or is it because I woke up at 10am instead of 7am. In other words, I slept in, and that is why I am not in school. People is definitely going to shoot me for this. I have parents who gladly let me sleep in, they try to get me to wake up, and if they know I'm tired, they won't let me go to school. I have parents who let me do whatever I want, play all I want because they trust that I can do things properly on the last minute. They trust in my ability, and that is what I need most. I loathe skeptical freaks.
With such a laid back attitude, I don't think I will ever achieve my potential, thus, I am forever underachieving. But it's fine with me, there are things where you have a goal, a direction but there are some paths not illuminated yet. No matter how laid back I am, I will still get into a university and so why try so hard. I'm not aiming for law, or medicine (in fact, I totally cannot imagine myself in those professions). I just want to study some form of art, or maybe social sciences.
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