Irritating

I told some people I had hand foot mouth, I was just kidding. I know i made it sound serious. But my mum had it for the past few days. And my whole family down with some sort of variation of the bug or another. Me n my bro have a similiar bug. It's a flu bug, which induces fever, and then at the recovery phrases, strikes one with drowsiness (which can be so easily mistaken as sleepiness). I suffered under this bug once (the one that cause my temperature to rocket into the 39s), and I was tricked with that half drowsy/sleep sensation (thinking i need more sleep), but actually, it's the virus playing tricks on me. Very hard to differentiate the feeling of true sleepiness and the drowsy feeling caused by the bug. But now I can, once bitten, twice experienced. (my own saying!).

Let me say this bug is extremely irritating, persistant. It lasted like 5 days long so far, and now I'm still suffering from mild fever. I am not so surprised to actually declare that I slept thru all lectures in school today, with the exception of geog (which I was caught), end up drawing my own lame illustrations on a random piece of note. Skipped PE today and somehow, I don't know why I always arouse lots of suspicion whenever I say I'm not well for PE.

I think if I'm wasting my time in school I should be just sleeping at home.

Currently in the drowsied state, entirely engulfed by restlessness and sleep is marked by my head as utmost piority. While on the other hand my logic is vehemently trying to reject that seemingly inevitable desire to fall prey to the drowsy bug. My train of thoughts halt every few seconds, disturbed. Even as I was trying to play the piano, I could not longer last more than about an hour or so. (despite eating panadol!). I kept breaking down at stuff I could normally play fluently. I guess, feeling drowsy even affects the subconscious. Finger muscles feel weak.

I think after so much ranting, I guess. afterall, the bed is the place for me. at least for now.

let me rest in peace.