April is here! And I just got scammed by Alan's April fool msg. Just when I thought it was approaching midnight, let my guard down, and boom, fell into the bottomless pit trap of humilation. But it's nice, there has been this subconscious longing to fall for some april fool trick. It puzzles me to why that is happening, but it appears that school is so void of the april's fool "festive season", I guess everyone is "grown up" or trys very hard to act matured. Or it it simply because everyone has forgotten that it's April's fool today. But I remember, but it just happened that I can't think of any tricks, pranks to pull.
And so as we enter the fourth month of the year, what can we expect? just having finished common test and upon achieving substandard grades (literally), it got me motivated to study a little. And I took out my tys, did several mcqs and shut my book. Now you know you can't take my motivation "seriously". Afterall, despite the alevels being an event marked with sobriety, it's just so hard to study. With laziness, distractions, as main constituent digressions to any pure humble inspiration to study.
Spend my night watching and completely the middle section of the drama "proposal daisakusen". Towards the middle, I felt the plot going no where, but the episodes which I watched today were extremely exhilirating. And once again, I feel as though I morph into a frenzied, 'drama-momentum'-empowered freak.
But still, having said all that, I merely watched 4 episodes. So please forgive me.
Anyway, going through my physics paper was such a pain for me because I made so many ridiculously insane mistakes. For example, one the question with resistance and power. I wrote everything correctly except for one word (infact 2 letters). in haste, I mistakenly wrote decrease as increase and that kaboom! my 3 marks. Even maniupilated mathematical stuff wrongly (ironic I got A for math). Just by writing the proportional sign as an equal sign got me penalized by 2 more marks. And I accidently put 72KJ = 720000 and lost the entire 1 mark for that question when i clearly got the correct ans. Sum it up, that's easily 8 marks. I wonder, if I was even sober at the time of doing the paper. This S, does not reflect what I am, I felt I could do better. Not only that, I wasn't adequately prepared, but even as it was, I could have passed. If I hadn't been so retard making so many "unforced errors".
Well this is my only rant for now. I should be less careless next time. And speaking of which, Midyears are like 3 months away, still plenty of time. Infact, excess of time. (I cannot work in such a condition btw). It's time to start considering what grades I want to get by mid years. Let's change these S'es into something more pleasant shall we. Either way, it's not time to go full force yet, not even close. It's still early.
Been simulataneously playing the first movement and third movement of beethoven's tempest sonata. As well as playing chopin's 0p25-11 for technique (though abit exaggereted huh right jlam). {whats wrong with using etudes as my technical excercise anyway?, but yep I tend to overpractice them}.
Haha, (been seriously long since I laughed at blogger or myself for whoever's and whatever business). What am I even blogging for?
Pre-sleep habits, or sleep prerequistite.
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