Deflecting onto anomaly

I'm not in school! Yaye! Let's say I just don't feel like going to school. I know playing truant is bad. But I see if I can achieve my goals without going to school, I don't see what's the problem. I'm super historic in terms of school work, being still 2 tutorials on average backwards from the class. I'm going to be a really gross anomaly if this keeps up. And I'm still persistently and insistently trying to deflect in that direction.

I guess I'll have to catch up my own way. first, I always sleep in school and I don't see how that's productive. I can't seem to see anything without my specs. And I find going to school just to fulfill attendance and then coming back home to catch up on work too taxing. I can't study in school, not even absorb the tiniest bit of information. Like I said, I'm better at isolation mode, studying at my own pace, at my own rate, in my own privacy. But that's just me.

Maybe I just wanted to go 8 hours on the piano again with another 8 hours of watching drama.

Been watching another drama "one missed called", which is a thriller, mystery, detective, supernatural series. It's super exciting. People receive a miss call on their phones and upon picking they realize it's a miss call. When they pick it up, they hear a voice message that will depict how the receiver will die. The time of the call is in the future, so they know when they will DIE. so far, everyone who received it HAD died. Quite scary at times, and what's better, we still don't know if the cause is human or supernatural! (till where I've watched).

Perhaps it's time to settle down to do something useful.

Isolation mode, is a perfect way to keep out trouble. Anything involves people are highly troublesome. I will just stay away from people, keep silent till I achieve my goals. The irony in life is that many people feel it's compulsion to have friends or to socialize. I am going to live in solitude. Don't talk to me until I attain what I want. My ideal life is definitely to live in isolation (for now). Thought over it many times, I just cannot deny that solitude is beautiful.