Yoz

End of holidays.

Don't be jealous because I have one more day of holiday tommorow. No paper tommorow, because the econs people will be having theirs (I'm guessing). Anyway, wish me luck for common tests because I really need it.

Life has been really boring, lonely. I don't know how to describe this holiday. I've only been slacking, rotting, falling sick, trying to study. Hardly any interaction, any social form of interaction for that matter. Only met up with three people (namely, Alan, Jlam and Dexter) this holiday, and these three, excluding people from my family/home, are the only people whom I have interacted within this one week. But still, not like I have a 'life' to begin with.

Living such a horrid life, (though it's pretty calm and relaxing). Almost zero social interaction, and only meeting people so that you can actually get some motivation to study, and also, the bugging guilt after slacking for too long. I just hope everything that is happening now is happening for a good cause. I've even slacken in piano practice this week. Haven't really been playing much, I halted my Sonata and I have been leaping from Nocturne 9,2 to Pathetique's first page, and on and off pretty much every single random score I can find. Perhaps this is what you call an unorganized way to improve sight reading. This continued for many things, and even my 1 and a half hour sessions did not always end with the usual standard procedure of scales followed by exam pieces. I'm just sick of my exam pieces, and I'm even sick with the non-improving moonlight sonata which have been playing for two weeks.

I wanted to blog more this tme, but I am really running out of things to blog. I have totally no mood. Restless and bored.