satisfied

Yay im posting. LOLS. ok.

The satisfaction...

Went badminton at CCK again. Some uncles jio me play on tuesday so I go there. I went there quite early and sat around n listen music from my HP (yeah finally got a HP ^^). Dan finally the uncle came, and I stroked with him. Then there was another higher level group looking for one last person to play doubles so I went over. I played, and I think they found my standard quite ok so I continued playing there for 2 hours. Wah, very satisfied with today's game. I pia out almost 80% of my full strenght and energy. By the end, i was already quite shag. This other uncle, his name is uncle steven is a really big size (opps, actually fat). but his not bad and quite pro. haha. then i team with him against the people from the adjacent court and we manage to win them by quite a big margin. they were not bad too but somehow i went all out for that (and uncle steven too), and somehow....managed to win by a big big margin. 15-4 or something like that. woots. ok. dan on the other court beside us got some china people undergoing training by a china coach and then they challenged us and we won them 15-2. (lol. was really owning that one something like 12-0 actually). then those pple kept saying "shit shit" when they lost the point it was really becoming funny. and i didn't smash at all. was trying to control and be nice since they aren't so good..., im nice. >_

Unsatisfied...

with my backhand today. I know, i know, backhand are for slow people. IM trying my best to do round-e-head already!! ok. but sometimes it's inevitable to use backhand one right. Somehow i feel like i got all the WRONG angles tonight, like. all just nice keep the tape and roll back on my side. Even my crosscourt BH drop goes haywirre.!!!! why!??? help me. hope tommorow will be better.

my smashing really seems slicey and soggy today. Like lack the solid feeling. Though i did hit some killer ones, but.....majority were really 80% slice. And i need to put power into it. Im transfering power alright, perhaps im trying to leap or jump thats why i tend to over slice it alot. But it's still quite alright for now.

Just some extras

Im actually a very aggresive person. Maybe my body produces alot male hormones and im quite aggro (except during sometimes, esp during lack of sleep). And if i dun get rid of my energy i will like automatically go pick a fight with others (which is not good for me, i figured.). badminton is good for me. how often will u find a sport where you can ping and pia your 100% and go for every shot and GO ALL OUT. i love feeling hot and the state of high-tension. During match points or close games I would like feel really excitied. It's really a orgasmic experience....I mean, yeah, it's like I wanna shout out and scream out, but im trying to hold it inside me. Playing badminton just rocks..

Back to normal mie.

Neways. ok i shall stop screaming like some 'overheated'person.(translates into chao ta?? lols) ..that cant control his emotions..

I have several modes actually. One is the crappy mode is when I get really LAME and say all the lame things and crappy things. 2nd is the serious when i get lonely or i get really emo n i get serious. if u see me not wanting to talk, then im in serious mode. u can tell my mode easily. and another mode is the heated me (or mode) is when im playing badminton and feeling very enthu about it....HAHAHAHA.

OK, sorry to bore readers. I know badminton isn't what everyone like to do, but it's what i like to do. and i cant post about what i didn't do and only can post about what i did right? does it make sense anyway?...

And just ...to end off. I think Brand New Beat by BOA is a nice song, quite a catchy tune. Watched the Kouhaku Uta Gassen and BoA looks super kawaii in it....(0.o). and i got hooked onto the song. and im listening to it. and it's now my HP ringtone. WOOTS.

And also..I can't sleep. Someone save me!!