Friday, January 12, 2007

Hais

I just created this new blogskin this afternoon. then went for YF. It was raining and was stuck in traffic jam. (0.o, hais.). the feeling is really not good, because.....i just don't like to sit in a stationary car and it feels weird. overall it was okie, but arrived late. and after that went to eat STINGRAY which was like soo nice. and the chilli. shared with bryan and 2 other pple (whom i dunno the name sorries LOL). and the kangkong is even nicer. I think if there's a veg contest i will vote it as KING OF VEG, but of course, i think it's the chilli that makes it really ownage. the food is rather spicy (but i can take it). sotong, kangkong and stingray all got lots of chilli...but it's really nice. i think nxt week im going to eat that too. hahaha

tommorow is saturday. i gotta make a decision, a resolve. do i still wanna continue pursuing Badz? Yes or NO. if i wan to continue, i really gotta work hard. Seriously, at the back of my mind Im thinking of quitting training and start over again somewhere else. There's some hidden factors preventing me from moving forward. Yesterday I saw danial play and i realized he's so fast, am i EVER going to attain his speed???? how is it possible for me? my height barrier is really hard to overcome because it's already a mental block in the mind that i cant excel because im short...WHAT now seriously? work hard? or not.....

i know ive been irritating people nowadays. just because im bored. SORRY to everyone, please put up with my annoyances till i get to go somewhere. SORRY sorry..

Oh. and yeah. Why is it that everyone in YF plays soccer and i feel very out of place. Im not a sissy but you cant really help it if you're not into these games. I think it's rough, and i don't like body contact....., it's sooo like disorganized. Cant people play something more civilized?

Anyways, nothing else to say. the MISC column is there to stay till i find something interesting (and entertaining) to place there.

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