I realize I am severely narcissistic. I have a lot against this world because this world does not value me as much as I value myself. I ought to be the best, and deserve the best. I live life as if I'm the only main character. Maybe that is why I have so many disputes and unhappiness with other people. I am selfish, I cannot stand losing, so what? With such a personality, I can never be happy. Because my happiness is so lofty, and impossible to attain. I can only be cynical, and whine and whine and whine. And make myself and the people around me unhappy. Because my feet ain't on the ground. I'm a human being, but it's like I want to fly, I want to have everything I want. And life doesn't always meet my expectations.
Maybe that is why I stay away from people. I have almost zero friends. good friends I mean. I don't really want to talk to people because they all have their own thoughts. What is wrong with trying to control people's thoughts and believes. I cannot stand it when someone disagrees with me. I always believe I right, even when I clearly know that I am wrong.
Sometimes, I wonder if it will evolve into something more serious.
People always label me. Arrogant, selfish, conceited, overconfident, self centered. To sum it up FOLKS, the word is narcissistic!
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