Everything is not clear. I need the details. You play the rough outline but it's not clear. Not clear, not clear not clear! I hear this so many times on a Saturday morning. And that is enough to fail you, says my teacher. I am demoralized.
Because there is evidently something wrong with my playing. Something which can "either take very long or short", in other words, have no idea how long it'll take.
Where was the bold me who went into the exam hall totally unprepared for test and feeling confidently that he will figure something out on the spot...where is my "unjustified" confidence that took me through school years. now I turn around at every challenging point and too afraid of failure. Grown up? Perhaps. Maturity teaches us not to rush blindly at our opponents but it makes us cowards.
TY. you'll work something out. maybe it's not that you aren't talented but there is something wrong with the way your practicing. Remember, SLOW, and steady. FIRST. C'mon, you can do it. Show some fighting spirit!
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