Annoyed. Very annoyed

I feel utterly disgusted. Simply because of that I cannot practice. I feel very annoyed, vexed at the moment. For some reason, I have an itch all over my body, yes. some mosquito was hungry last night. There is also this invisible itch inducing organisms around my computer desk (due to it's dirtiness) The bites are very unorthodox (don't worry, NOT vampires).

Additionally, I woke up at 1PM today. Congrats? Been a long time. I told myself the limit was twelve, or maybe eleven, but I exceeded that way a lot. There goes my hopes of 6 hours today.

It seems my life has gotten way worst after A'levels. I exert too much pressure on myself. The datelines I set for myself are really ridiculously difficult to meet. (though I am actually quite close, albeit all that unhappiness). 4 pages of Chopin Ballade, almost finished the Nocturne, I played around with Fantasie impromptu, recorded my La Campanella, and cleaning up my Revolutionary Etude. All that, just for self satisfaction.

Video:
1st Piece-Ty-La Campanella (Paganini etude 3)
2nd Piece-Yang (my bro) Alligator crawl



Yes this one is not exactly up to standard YET. I wasn't given many tries to record a good one.

Commentary (my own after watching).
At
0:51:I missed two high C#s. (I think)
0:56 : This is a mistake I normally don't make. (must be the camera stress GRRR)
1:11-1:15 : I sped up (despite telling myself not to!!)
1:50-1:54: I sped up.
2:09-2:20: The most horrible tempo fluctuation I've seen. (this something I have not fixed)
3:11-3:24: I must have missed some notes. Not audible anyway
3:45-3:50: Tempo fluctuation again. my worst 4 bars in the piece
4:35-4:45: There is something evidently wrong with my coordination which I think I normally don't make.

Yes, there are MORE, plenty more. I know

I will take another one once I corrected some tempo fluctuations, get used to piano camwhore (somewhat).

AND JLAM, I am waiting for YOURS! I have started the ball rolling and the bells ringing, so somewhat get some camera to record yours okay?

And people, no comments on this video YET please. It's not ready to be hanged and stoned by criticism. When I'm ready, I will post another video to have stones thrown at.