Priorities and Anti Priorities

I have to start studying something soon...

Dear blog, there are tons of things I would like to talk to you about, but I don't want the whole world reading. In addition, many things are still very confusing to me.

Yesterday I was super damn happy. I came home and finally our music room air con is repaired! and now it's freezing cold and comfortable! :), and then the piano has been tuned. NO more excess noise from the keys, and the higher registers sound v crispy! And then I could finally reap the benefits of a week's long practice all in one day. It's like delayed gratification. Last few days I couldn't improve much but yesterday I finally gain all that improvement and I was so high!

I didn't go to school today. :)

Last night I was certainly feeling very much like moonlight movement 3. Melancholic rage building up within me as I tried to make a compromise with my wavering heart, telling it to fall asleep and stop thinking. Damn Presto Agitato. The discontinuity, the rejection of the natural flowing arpeggios by two abrupt chords, seemed totally coherent with how I was feeling.

It's not really a good thing to have good memory.

I was for once, not emo, but angry. For what? I have no idea, but it was like a thirst that had to be quenched. But I woke up, looked at the sun, smiled, and everything was fine again. Reason known or not known, puzzling, puzzling. It's ain't time to fall into a bottomless pit trap again. When I just have to walk straight into the boss territories, unleash by hollow bankai and slice and dice the entire a levels into shreds. After all, I AM talented. What's stopping me.

It's a quest now, I cannot go anywhere else, no detours, and every single part of the map is sealed. I only can head up to the Elite Four (math chem phy geog! woots), and take them on. I can only indulge myself in studying till I own the elite four. Wow. Oh wow. No side quests for now, no more missions, just one. (or maybe more than one).

Bugger.

It's time to flip the switch. Ty begins studying today! ROAR! For now, it's the mediocre boss, (which is nubbish) of the mid year realms.

All that gusto and trash talk, and I'm not even in school.

I was half emo, half angry, some minute percentage of uncertainty, some percentage of opposing certainty, all that repulsion in me was unendurable.

But now, I feel okay. Maybe because I finally wrote my resolution down. Ty begins studying as of today. Ty will rise from the bottomless pit trap of slackness, unleash his shikai and bash the boss. Thou shall not use [ulti] until the final boss.

AHHHH, I'm really going spastic.

I'm seriously seriously, 20% honki mode.