Fever

I'm having fever right now. 38.7 the last time I checked. I actually went to school sick! (when I could have just ponned it) anyway mainly because there was chemistry SPA skill A which I didn't want to take it on another day (get it over and done with, right?). So I assumed SPA was 8am in the morning, I went to school with the intention of doing the exam and then leaving right after that. Turns out way unexpected, SPA was 2:30 not 8 (shoots myself for not listening attentively when they announced) and so I had to attend chem, physics and assembly all with a heavy burning forehead. To those we came close to me, talked to me or whatever, I hope I don't spread any germs.

So it was one long horrible day.

(actually I have nothing to blog about)

I'm not going to school tomorrow! Still hot, burning.

Chem spa went ok. Except one blunder was that I reacted Sodium with ethanol too early in the procedure I forgot that Ammonium Salt would BOOmmm with sodium. (or at least react?). Hope they don't penalize much. Couldn't think much as I was having super high fever. I just spammed, yeah literally spammed.

Assembly, BGR and sexuality talk. Been sometime since I heard the cliche talk about the same old thing over and over again. Thinking through, it feels more and more like constant brainwashing (throughout the years) to me. it's like some universal scheme to make people assume things. Generalization was rampant (and disturbing). The entertainment value of the talk was there (mainly due to the sarbo-ing of people). The speakers seemed substandard to me and the content was just another average BGR talk. Seriously, can such complicated matters be generalized? I am inclined to believe otherwise.

Then they played an emo song in the end. And ask people to try to imagine yourself breaking up (or something along those lines). I could understand the feeling pretty much very well, but I just couldn't get emo. For the fact that I am immune to loneliness (for now?), am pretty much very occupied with my lofty goals that I cannot really think about anything to do with relationships. or is it that finally girls cease to amuse me. Perhaps. (for now?).

So that was very inflammable? Or not.

I don't know. Anyway I find myself unable to do anything now. My fingers are numb and so are my every limb connected to my body. I find it totally hard to concentrate, entirely restless. Engulfed in fever, I cannot do anything but stare and stone.

Panadol is working very well such that the effects of fever has diminished. (at least I don't feel that feverish now), but still, when I try to do something even fairly strenuous, I get tossed back into square one of immobility.

Now now. Let's just say I should dive into my bed.

And school sick bay rocks!