satisfied

Im lik so satisfied because I ate really good food today. First was Stingray, Sotong and Kangkong for dinner. Shared with darius and bryan. woah, full own. good food really makes me high. and till dinner i onli drank 1 bottle of soya bean, 1 packet of chocolate milk, and 1 packet of green tea, plus some random cocktail drink that was offered in JUMP. To makes things even better, I was greeted by some italian goodies when I got home. Squid Spaggeti, plus some mayo-potato. Im really really glad I didn't eat lunch today. Good food, and osmehow the squid spaggetti looks disgusting but it's really delicious. Imagine if you can, a plate of Black substance, noodles that look like worm, black sauce that looks like petrol leaking from the base of a car, and you're eating it. BUt...but. it's so yummy. Somehow it tasted better than the one I ate in Italy.

Went for training, and was really shag after that. Then was like 1 hour late for JUMP. lol. dat was sad cause I think i missed Stanley's stories. Heard about lionel's R/S story about him proposing at the Eiffel tower!!!. that is like..so ownage. And very romantic. Eiffel tower, I don't think there's anything great about it. Maybe cause I went up in the day, so it's very plain and ordinary. perhaps at night...when the wind is strong, and the guy and girl, clad in thick winter clothing, facing each other with the breeze blowing in their face.....imagining this, it's really kinda sweet. right?

But the eiffel tower doesn't leave me a good impression. It looks like a scam to me. ( thinking back). to me, it felt like some uncompleted architecture of some shopping complex. it looks kinda sad in the day and the scenery isn't really very nice either. If I ever get a chance to propose to my GF in the future, I would do it at the palace of vexie (i hope i got the spelling right). there's like this garden that is super super huge, with loads of neat bushes and flowers. there's this platform and when you look down, you see more bushes, trimmed neatly and neatly arranged. It's a very huge platform, and when you look ahead, you see a river, a pond, or whatever you call that. That's like such a beautiful scenery. And when I stand there alone, I really feel the emptiness in my heart, somekind of weird loneliness. Next time, in the future, I will surely go back there with the girl I love and stand at that spot and propose to her. IF i have the chance though. seems quite impossible. ahhhh memories of the europe trip flowing back to my mind.

Ok. Jump was quite meaningful because what they talked about was like part 2 of ytd's talk. I find one thing very meaningful. It's like there's no point looking out for your mr or mrs right, sometimes, it's just got to enjoy being single and aim to achieve your personal goals while aiming to be a better person. and when the time is ripe, and when that person appears before you, you are a better person to face your mr/mrs right. I find that rather true...

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