Aftermath

This few day have been disturbingly weird. Results on friday and today is Sunday. For the past 1-2 days it's only been people asking your results, congratulating your for your results and you, yourself comparing your results with others. Let me just say Im contended, though not to a really large extend. But for a slacker like me, I feel relieved somehow. Good thing is I don't have to worry about my results anymore. Everything is crystal clear and Im quite certain of a place in some inferior JCs. I wouldn't like to use the word inferior but I grew up feeling like certain JCS are for people who can't make it yet still wanna go JC, yeah, perhaps PJ is a good example. I don't know why but I just get a crappy feeling about that school. Yeah, and the weirdest comment I got from someone was that PJ's environment is very hot and stuffy, and if I don't like to sweat alot I shouldn't go there. Am I stupid or what but Im really consiering such things, and besides it's pretty clear to me now that PJ badminton suck balls, and if im going there im going to be top singles or something. I feel it's quite sad because I can't really improve alot in this case. And yeah, i was half-joking when I said that, it's likely, but not 100 percent.

Looking through JC subjects and I realize I should have just went for the Amaths exam. Darn, but I vowed to live life with no regrets. and even if I regret, I will force myself not to regret. Afterall, it's only about psycho-ing yourself. Computing seems interesting, can those people who attended computing lectures tell me how is the subject? Im thinking of Chem but my Chem olevel results was a letdown, but Im kinda interested, so I'll still probably take it. No physics for me, I just suck at that. They say boys r generally better in physics, maybe im not a boy then...im half or something in the center, maybe im PH7 afterall. neutral. Nah, just kidding, im pretty sure im a guy, just one that has no flare for physics. Econs look not bad to me, I feel like amongst all the arts n humanities subjects it's one of the more relevant subjects which I might consider. Actually im only interested in these, or maybe i should go for Geog or Lit too. And how do I actually go n beg teachers to let me take H2 maths? Oh and how am I able to take KI, (erhm NOT potassium iodide...)..it looks kinda interesting. Oh wait, everything seems exciting now. Perhaps Im had enough of holidays. Can someone explain to me the deal with H3 subjects and do I have to have ubber olevel results to take them?

Ok, somehow, the JC path seems kinda interesting now. Im totally throwing my ideas about Poly far far away. (or perhaps into the dustbin or something)...Now but Im kinda scared if I have to undergo some 180 degree transformation of some metamorhisis from a true blue slacker into a hardcore mugger. Nah, that's impossible. slackers will remain slackers forever. and since im a slacker, i should take good care of my pride as a slacker. slackers rule!!!

Now, have I forgotten to say that Im typing this in a burning warm room. Imagine if you can, im like in a room with aircon that is actually not working. the door is closed (no ventilation), window curtains not protecting me from sunlight (and harmful UV rays, darn too much taiyou no uta..). And on top of all that, Im suffering from some on-and-of flu thing. Yeah, literally, ON and OFF. it's darn annoying. One moment, I feel sick and Im like bedridden, unable to stand up and walk. one moment, im happily dota-ing away and browsing my fridge for drinks. And i ate prata without much complains from my throat just now. Shall i go for round 2-instant noodles? oh wait, ive not eaten my lunch...

I felt really horrible in church today. I hate being outside when Im sick. It doesn't feel right. But just to console myself, if Im sick now, I wouldn't be sick during the chinese new year period. let me just say the four letter WOOT. because CNY is coming and im very hyped up. good food, good money....and the atmosphere. now i don't think i need new clothes because most of the time i wud be at home waiting patiently for my ang pows to come to me. yeah, my grandparents live with me so everyone usually visits us and not vice versa. its pretty shiok considering that uncles actually come up to my room (where they find me facing the computer screen like a nerdy retard bashing some creeps in dota), and i just say the magic phrase and i get money for almost no work at all.

yep yep. money money. the usually-not-so-money-minded me is talking about money! now if only i know how to spent my money, or even have faint, vague ideas on what money can do...

Ill end my post here. Time to go hunting for lunch.

ehhh yep. in my garden! catching spiders for lunch. say good luck to me...thankx