Well, i have to say that 2010 was mainly about army. it was the crust of the army pizza here. and majority of the syllabus and requirements was cleared in this year. my year one and two range, IPPT, close combat training and so on and so forth. We even went up to Thailand for exercise. This year wasn't swift at all, If I had to say something, "screw you 2010" it was a tough year, both mentally and physically.
This was the year I became 20. And my life took drastic changes. My life right now is completely different from what I was 1 year ago. I did not imagine this change, nor brace myself sufficiently. I'm glad almost all my army stuff are over and done with. It was a tough year, really.
2011. I'm going to finally get my Pink Ic back, along with freedom. Going to university, running the sundown, taking my ATCL piano diploma. it's going to be a hectic and stressful year as well. But I hope it'll definitely be better than the year that had just gone by. I have a lot I want to achieve.
I told myself I'm not going to dwell on the past. But seriously, Christmas and end of year festive mood was totally ridiculously bad. It sucks enough to be alone on those days (I don't mean literally) but it sucks to suffer a blast from the past. I'm not strong enough, that's why I always get hut. I'm was being a kid, thats why I was hurt.
Resolutions. I want to be able to do things well next year. I want to forge good bonds with people, do well in the things I am supposed to, and move on with life.
Like I said in my last year's resolutions, for a better 2011. It's quite funny how I said 2011 not 2010 like on 2009. we all know 2010 was going to be not so good for me. but heck, it's over. And i'm over with everything that happened in this year. I guess the army trains us all well to suck our thumbs.
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