Tuesday I felt gloomy and depressed because I just had nothing to look forward to. Today I feel so charged and inspired. I don't know why. but the little little things which piss me off could actually make me happy. I felt happy and good on the piano today because I started doing bar-by-bar meticulous practice which makes me actually more confident on those annoying passages. I've been playing Pokemon in camp and cycling up and down goldenrod trying to breed for an Adamant Beldum and it took me forever and a persistent headache to get there. worthy sacrifice? perhaps not.
I just have so much entertainment in camp that it scares me. Movies left unwatched in my Ipod and so much to do in the Pok'emon world that it is disturbing. I didn't play badminton this week. Perhaps this weekend, or maybe next week.
Everyone's going for range and it feel good to be left out! While others are doing their technical handling tests and rehearsals we're just rotting away in our air conditioned office. But next week sucks because we're going to be the advance party (aka blangas) doing stores for the live range which really really sucks. Sand bags, target boards here we come! 430am move off time, nicely planned. i can forsee the adverse effects of lack of sleep, semi-outfield conditions and no nights off on tuesday! SUCKS! and we don't get to fire anything, or get 200 dollars nor 2 days off.
Tomorrow is friday and what scares me is that we can spent a whole afternoon cleaning the bunk and fail the standby area. That is the bane of all worries. give me a 10km run! but don't make me clean my bed ten million times. it just demoralizes us to book out with our bodies drenched with dust or toilet bowl water. even after a bath, that is so not nice and something to avoid if possible.
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