The stress is now distinct and palpable. Today Army reminded me of my involuntary pact with the country via SMS. And of all times, when I just did not want to be reminded. But well, rationalization of fears tells me that I am sick and tired of rotting around. Though there will be a couple of things which I will miss intensely, I shall start to psycho myself into believing it's not too bad.
I did not touch the piano today because there is an urge to make everyday special and memorable now. Piano is fine but there must be a time frame to look to. You don't practice one day and master it the next. One must look at a near future time frame of about 1-2 months to actually work on something. With less than two weeks at hand, the passion is evident but the rationale behind everything suddenly weakens.
I think I'm going down with a flu. And since I'm probably not allowed to, (neither do I want) to blog about today, so there will be nothing else to narrate/post about. Byeeee
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