The last week

Yesterday was the most traumatizing day ever. I did survive the day, and of course the consequences of the day. It left me thinking. Of course, taking results again was a nerve wrecking experience and I did perform up to my L1R5 standards (based on some vague MOE extrapolation/estimation). But it was still rather mediocre. Most people said it was. It was just not good. And because of that, I'm looking at Ntu's engineering courses now. Business schools are out. Well, every single subject was one grade lower than what I expected. I guess it was possible. The carelessness that killed maths. the 20 percent practical for science which I literally threw away and gave my free marks up. If you flunk at something people get real high marks at, it doesn't really do good when I get seat belted into that curve of relativity! Either way. I don't really know why I need that A's and B's for. I'm not looking to go into Business schools, accountancy doesn't appeal to me. And Law and Medicine way too lofty. Maybe this is where I should appreciate the lack of the freedom of choice. After much consideration, I don't think I'll be posting my grades. I got 70.75/90 for Uni points though. That sounds nice, but it ain't that great after all.

It's been a long day. YF was well, rather depressing because it was my last YF. I was thinking of my results the whole time! Thanks for those who were around to comfort and people who keep telling me my results are quite okay. (I am starting to think they are!). I guess I still have to do Uni Applications in the next few days.

Taking results from a lone desk with Mr Wong sitting there giving his poker face was the worst. Being late register numbered, I was the last few to collect my slip. I saw many slips of doom. Cs, Cs and more Cs, and Ds. All scary! And even worst, some sub passes (that's a fail FYI) on some people's slips. That was indeed scary.

Anyway two nights ago was the best night ever I had!

I have like one week left.

(it's late and my phrasing gets weird. I know)