4 more days

I don't like very quantitative statements, but here, four more days (in fact less) to enlistment.

Anyway my results are
Math B
Chem C
Phy C
GP B
Geog D
PW B
Total 70.75/90

I was expecting A for Math, B for double sciences, A for GP and maybe E for Geography because I studied only four days in two years. Honestly I was quite happy for a pass. As for General Paper, I think the vocab section of the comprehension made me slip a grade. I could not get all five. I think I only got two. Essay wise, it was horrid. I thought I did a good job but I was being too pushy and aggressive with my points. The essay topic was on Contemporary music and whether it should qualify as an art (can't remember exact phrasing). I bashed it. =p I quote Mozart and Beethoven and now I feel that it was a very lob sided argument. But B is decent, still.

Math. I wonder what slipped. I was pretty confident for an A, but guess not. I think it's the same old problem of carelessness. Getting one question wrong that everyone gets right slips down even more dramatically in relativity. Not good, so not good.

Double sciences in fact I was confident with my papers. In fact confident to get A/B for both. But I think my SPA died. Very very badly. Remember in 1st year college I burned my organic compound away (which had to be submitted for marks) and wrote my report in haphazard untidy handwriting and drawing tables freehand. Of course, I never studied, resulting in my rock bottom practical scores. So now, I realize my folly but it is too late and that 20 percent is a lot. It's like 4 grades. Despite all that, I still love my Benzene Ring and Organic Chem. Somewhat feel that C doesn't justify my standard. Could be higher.

That's all. I was writing O'level Geography stuff for A'level Geography and I am happy with my D. cause all I did was study four days and whatever came out was different from what I studied. (worst paper in the whole examination by the way).

Still way higher than my EEU/DU in prelims. And I'm gonna apply NTU material engineering.

If I get in, if I'm retaking it's only to satisfy my wounded pride. Now I realize how important practical is, and yeah. If not for screwing my SPA so badly I may not have C's in my report slip at all. Argh! Regret, but it's too late.