We're finally at our four week mark that says run! run! run for your life. I am however, not bereft of distraction. Not close. Not even close enough. My body clock has somewhat changed, my sleeping time displaced a lot further. (I found it virtually impossible to sleep at midnight). Somewhere around 0100hrs of the next morning would be a suitable time.
I am currently considering posting two weird dreams I had last night. To summarize. One involved my house getting robbed, (or rather, about to get robbed). And then I woke up finding myself shrouded in darkness. Engulfed in what I call fear. (yes, I try to induce sleep by offing all the lights), somewhat, then I started to panic, because I thought the robber (who is supposed to be a ruthless killer is going to come anytime). In my anxiety, (I was perspiring like mad!), I went downstairs to sleep with my family. What a coward I am!
Second, it was a really weird dream. not on the eerie side, but more of the realistic kind. This dream somewhat took effect as I fell asleep the second time when I went downstairs to sleep. In this dream, I was somewhat married. (ok, I can remember who I was married to, but for, simplicity and sheer vagueness, I shall not disclose.) And then my wife was in labor and then it was the giving birth part. Then the doctor carried my so call "son" up (baby boy), and then found he had only one arm. That was frightening and disturbing even in a dream! I was momentarily stunned, and shackles of invisible, invincible fear rooted me. And then first thing I thought of was "how is he going to play piano? " What a thought. but either way, then the next thing on the dream was to "report" to my wife and parents about the handicapped baby boy. (which was again, another traumatizing experience). Then it somehow occurred to me, that why do I have to report to my wife (by the means of a telephone), when she had to be at the scene of labor. This sounds more complicated than it really is. but I woke up after some random encounters with people, no climax, but certainly one disturbing dream. I decided to wake up, go for service, and not sleep anymore. Who knows what occurs in the next!
What stupid dreams. It brought great elation to finally be awake.
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