Heat

Hot, hot hot. Seriously, the environnment I am in is not fit for any sane human to survive. And despite all that, I am braving all that heat to blog. Firstly because I am bored, insanely bored and secondly, almost al gadgets are with my brother at church now. I find myself sevrely handicapped without my Itouch or my DS, but still I have my trusty PC, but who wants to use a PC when you have a beam of 3 oclock noon sunlight directly shining at you (and heating you up rapidly in the process). I really hate the sun, I really hate the bad positioning of my room. unfriendly sun, and windows do nothing against it. And my aircon puts up not much of a defense against the relentless heat. I am pespiring like crazy and I have to take another bath again, SOON.

Okay, lets get on with the post proper. Yesterday, was a fine day. (I mean, which day isn't fine). Morning, lurked around at home for awhile and then appeared in church for Jump. It's the last session of the year and we took photos. Mainly it was sharing but all I could say it was a chance to look back at this year and how we have grown spiritually. For me, an exponential leap I believe. After that we hanged around a little while with Nic and the rest, and we took a video of nic "weird bowling stance", and it was like super funny, and I will get it uploaded soon, to youtube, as well as my Itouch. Ended the day with pool, and I got to stress that I am maladroit at such activities, or what you would call, "sub sports". Wait, I am naturally bad at sports.

A little digress. No, that was supposed to be the gist of this post. Whatever, it's been awhile since I added informal, casual, a "touch of casual life" styled narration in my post. Introspection has died off slowly. And I finally understand the importance of living a happy life. Afterall, one must be happy alone. Never rely too much on other people, and put your happiness in other people's hand. And that is when things get suicidal, things get out of hand because one is giving others the control of oneself. (which is, pretty foolish). But still, striking a balance is still the best alternative, and disappointment ,when things don't turn out good is the greatest extent one should fall. Friends, Love, are the crux of the problem in many people's lives, and the reason lies within overdependance of others. Never let others determine your identity. Sometimes, solitude gives strength. And one should strive to make company a presence, and not an absence when we find it lacking.

The heat subsided. It's cooling now, and it looks like it's going to rain.