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There was a moderate change in my life yesterday. I would say, for the better. After knowing that I can go to J2, I feel rather hyped up and excited. Perhaps it's time to scrap all that complacency and start doing something about it. I am determined, and before my determination vanishes along with time, I better start doing something. I have horrible Physics and borderline math and chem, sometimes, it makes me wonder why and how I got promoted in the first place.
I can only thank God, thank the school (for moderation).

I wouldn't say I am emo now, but the air here around me is melancholic. I feel refreshed, yet not very refreshed.I can't explain, abstractness. Yesterday, as promised, I went back for YF sports. Things were definitely better than weeks ago, I was pretty fine, and everything went well. It was not as awkward as it seems anymore, I guess. Time heals. I guess now we're back to talking terms, I must not be foolish, I must know what I really want. And, you haven't change one bit, while me, I have undergone several drastic changes in my perspective. Perhaps, this will widen the gap to futhur extents.