Weak

I needed some good sleep. Finally woke up with sufficient energy to go for 1130 service later. The weekend seems to pass so fast. Very soon I'll be sitting on that bus, that ferry and lying on that bed again. Thankfully, next week is a short week because of Good Friday which is also my birthday. Five days seem short, wait till I experience four days.

I wonder why sometimes I can commit myself to say, something not to do, and I always end up doing it. Guilt and remorse overwhelms me. How in the world am I so bad in keeping promises. Shit, somethings are hard to control. Really. But I shall try.

I woke up 0530 hrs today again. Body clock adjusted in such a way that staying up on weekends becomes physically impossible. At around 1000 hrs, my body starts to feel weak, sight decreases and I start to feel "faint". Unfortunately, most of the time in tekong one would be inflicted with somewhat of an injury or another. If it's not a flu bug, it's some weird blister at some obscure place which cannot be underestimated. Blisters to tekong are like fishballs in fishball noodles. Inevitable, and always there, just how big or small. But well, I am feeling fine now.

I think week by week, time will fly. Very soon I'll be out of Tekong. It's still hard to believe next week is the fourth week already. Think of it in terms of book out, in another like 9 or 10 book outs I'll be out of tekong. (Hopefully for good). Just a matter of weeks, not months yet.

PS: any one wanna get birthday present for me?