I'm losing myself. Suddenly. I have nothing to look forward to. Suddenly, I have no goals, no aims, no nothing. Suddenly, I don't feel like listening to classical music anymore. I just don't have the energy to. Suddenly, I don't want to play the piano anymore. Suddenly, suddenly. suddenly. I realized it's so easy to listen to pop because you rest your ears on it. For classical, the music rest upon your ears. There's a vast distinct difference!
Why must life be so ironic. When I hear you crying, I know how you feel. I know exactly how you're feeling because you were the one who did the same thing to me. The same words I'm telling you, are the words that have been painstakingly been drilled into my ears and wounded heart two years ago. I don't make them out of nothing. I've heard them so many many times.
I feel lost. Am I hiding everything in my fortress of nonchalance? Nope, I'm pretty sure I'm pretty honest these days about how I'm feeling. Whats deception for anyway! Out of the window. I'm unsure about many things suddenly.
But i'm okay. I'm alright. I just like to feel sad for awhile because it's been awhile.
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